Have I hurt her?

Chapter 18

"Please talk to me, you can't keep hiding things from me, who is Marcus to you? Why are you not reciprocating the love your mother showed" She shouted.

"Don't you hear me clearly? I don't want to talk about it"

"Really? Then I think all these you have been doing, you have been deceiving me all through, you have been telling me you love me but you do not, my parents never keep things from each other, we are just starting and you don't want to share your problem with me, is that what you called love?"

"Joan, you know I love you and when the time comes, I will definitely share it, i love you but this is personal"

"Oh, so some things can be so personal right? I guess I am getting this wrong? Nathan you professed love to me, or is it that you don't know what love is or you don't love me? Nothing should be personal, if anything is wrong with you, it is wrong with me,you shared my problem with me but you wouldn't share yours with me because I am not important"

"Joan...."

"No problems so far you don't want to share it, I'll be out here and out of your life, I don't need you too, thank you" She said and left angrily.

Nathan, who was watching helplessly, took his left hand and scratched it on her head. He was obviously tired and did not know what to do, so he went home angrily.

The door was locked, so definitely Dave wasn't at home. After getting home, he removed his belt from his trouser.

"Why me? Why does this woman keep showing up after hurting me so much? Why would she continually show up after making my life miserable ? I tried coping, and these days I started smiling and she wants to ruin the happiness, Oh! No! "he screamed.

He couldn't help, tears started rolling out from his cheeks uncontrollably.

"Mum...Dad...I miss you, I miss you two being together, Mum you made my dad kill himself" He said with tears.

He was crying, when he saw the door open, it was his roommate.

"I thought you went to study, what is going on, why are you crying?" Dave asked curiously.

"I met my mum"

"Oooh" Dave who knew the story, but not all, he never knew that his mum left Nathan's dad for Reddington, said.

"I am hurt, I miss my dad so much"

"You just need to be calm, everything will be alright, but I am thinking you should just have conversation with her and asked her why she left, we never can say, your dad might be the reason she left"

"Dave, she left and handover my dad's company to a man, I am sure you know who that man was, if you know, you will shocked as I was when I knew"

"Who? Is it someone I know?"

"Mayor Reddington, my mum gave him all my dad's properties, she shattered the family because of him"

"Marcus dad?"

"Of course"

"Whoa... Some people are just so wicked, so wicked, I mean the guy who and his team bullied you that Joan helped you, so Marcus is now the one enjoying your dad's hard labor, while, some people are just do funny"

"I just want her to stop coming to my school"

"She will definitely come to see her new son, how can a woman do that, leave the son he gave birth to and catering for another person's son"

"That is her own problem, she came to bail me at the police station the other day"

"Oooh... If I was the one I wouldn't even thank her, did you?"

"I didn't even know"

"How can someone do that for his son, his family? His husband?"

"I just need to rest honestly, I need to rest, I am tired"

"No problem, you must be going through a lot, when you need anything, let me know"

"Thank you Dave"

He went to the bed but couldn't sleep, he never planned to reconcile with his mum, he only wanted revenge. He is going to get revenge. That was his plan. But what about his girlfriend?

He doesn't know what to tell her, and he doesn't want her to know he came from that kind of family, she might not be able to continue with him, Joan comes from a very rich family and she doesn't want a situation where they won't get married, he was just so scared.

He thought about what to say, yet he doesn't want to lie.

"What is she going to be doing now? I don't even know what she is thinking of right now, I just hope she won't hurt herself thinking I don't love her '' He brought out his phone and dials her number.

Her phone rings, but she didn't pick it.

"Pick up, Pick up, Joan I love you so much" he said, dials her number again but she didn't pick up.

"How do I sleep knowing my girlfriend is not happy with me? I need to be on good terms with her, someone who is just getting healed? Someone who I deflowered? How could I have hurt her? Maybe I should go find her, but what if I see her will I tell her the truth, I don't want her to hate me" He said to himself.

He got up from bed, went to the school and started looking around.

"Where would she be now? Like I can't go to the girl's hostel, what would I do? I have hurted her, this is what I promised not to do, where is she? I'll tell her everything she needs to know, Joan, where àre you?"

He went to the playground but didn't meet her, he went to the cartaria again, but didn't meet her, he checked everywhere he could check, but did not meet her, he got tired and went to his hostel.