Chapter 117

Ryan's Rut

Natasha's POV

I found it very hard to breathe, my face and chest pressed hard against the bed , my hands clenching on the bed hopelessly against the sheet below me tightly. My knuckles turned white due to the intense grip, my lower half was propped up as I attempted to steady myself on my aching and trembling knees.

I had lost count of the times Ryan came inside me. I could feel his hot seed dripping from my thighs. I moaned and cried messily Into the bed from his ongoing pleasure, my throat was hurting due to Intense screaming.

The cold air brushed through my naked body, Ryan bit my neck marking me all over and over again. The smell of metallic filled the air, blood was now on the sheet, my eyes stung and was now clouded with tears.

"Ryan…I can't do it anymore!" I sobbed.

I could feel I was going unconscious, my whole body ached terribly. I just wanted the sessions to end but Ryan didn't hear because he kept thrusting and panting.

My knees gave way and I slumbed weakly on the bed, my chest on the bed. I gasped when Ryan repositioned himself. He placed his hands near mine and he continued to thrust into me.

"I'm…coming!!"

"No .. don't!!" I cried out.

"Tasha!!" Ryan stilled as he released his wet load on me.

Ryan kept pacing faster trying to catch his orgasm. I didn't know what happened before I could warn Ryan I slumped into darkness.

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I felt a hand around my face and whispering, I slowly opened my eyes and blinked. Ryan was staring at me worriedly.

"Tasha…I'm so.. sorry." He tried to touch me and I shifted away from me.

My eyes went to the window and saw that it was morning already. I glared at Ryan who had a guilty expression on. I tried to sit upright but regretted my actions I groaned out in pain, my whole body on fire, I rolled out the bed falling onto the ground with a heavy thud.

"Don't come near me!" I growled when Ryan wanted to touch me.

"I'm sorry love…I didn't mean to hurt you.. but you have to listen to me!"

My handheld on the frame of the bed for support so I could stand, I tried to walk but stopped my vagina was swollen due to Ryan's act.

"How dare you treat me like a whore!! I passed out because of your intense session!!" I yelled at him and Ryan's eyes clouded with tears.

"My rut came when we were at it…I didn't mean to hurt you." He bowed his head.

I blanched as I tried to process his words. "What a rut Ryan?" I asked calmly this time.

"Can I at least hold you…please if…I'm horny I'll tell you so you can leave." He pleaded, his voice strained and stressed.

I nodded and he walked up to he sniffed my scent to remain calm, he used the duvet to warp my body and made me sit on the bed while he sat next to me.

"Rut are Alphas horny period during these periods pheromones are released in the air, it's only happens once in a year it is to force an Alpha to mate and bond with his mate, it was placed on Alphas because of their pride…you know some don't accept their mate because of their ego so rut happens and they have no other choice but to accept their mate." He explained and I listened.

He wasn't at fault right?

"Rut is always painful when an Alpha doesn't have a mate.." He shut his eyes as if he was remembering something.

"It happened when you haven't met me?" I asked in a low voice and he nodded.

"Yes…it was hell." He opened his eyes.

"What happened?" I pressed, wanting to know more.

"I was locked in the basement with chains so I couldn't go after other wolves, because if I did it with someone who wasn't my mate. My wolf will kill her.." I gasped at his words.

"That's serious." I whispered.

"It's a painful experience that comes with a throbbing erection, it doesn't go away no matter if the person ejaculates." My face went sour at this.

"It came when you touched me…but I didn't know how to tell you, I'm a coward I didn't want to go through that pain again." I nodded at his explanation.

I felt relieved that it wasn't something he did Intentionally.

"Alphas who are going through their rut are quite uncomfortable and can hurt even their mate." He held my chin and I stared at him.

"I'm sorry I did all this to you." He pulled the duvet slightly and checked the bruises that were on my skin.

"It's…not your fault." I interrupted.

"Next time it's going to happen I will inform Connor and the guys so they can lock me in the basement." Ryan assured me and I frowned.

"Now way!" I snapped and he looked at me surprised.

"When you have your rut, I'll be with you…I.. guess I just have to be prepared for it." I gulped.

"There is no way I'm letting you go through that pain alone." I told him and he shook his head.

"You don't know what you are talking about Tasha.." He stood up and I held his arm from leaving. "I wouldn't be able to hear your scream and pleas, you don't know how breaking it was for me to wash the blood stained sheet." He said sadly.

"You are my mate Ryan and when I say you will do it with me during your rut then you have no choice than to." I spoke in a stern tone, not backing down.

I just have to let him train me how to be good in bed so I can be prepared for his next rut.