Chapter 116

Euphoria

Natasha's POV

I stayed still in Irene's arms, she wept bitterly on my neck and I patted her back gently. She had been through a lot, I was grateful Ryan asked for her to be hospitalized.

"How are you feeling now?" I asked her when she was done crying.

"I feel better than before." She replied calmly.

Irene was on two weeks intensive therapy sessions, she wasn't the fierce girl I knew again. her eyes didn't hold that much light in them again. I squeezed her hands softly and she looked up at me.

"I want you to start over Irene.. if that's possible."

If I had sucked and didn't let go of Gabriel as my mate I would never be where I am.

"Is that even possible?" She looked away and stared outside.

"You can…look at me."

She looked at me, I still held her hand and then sat on the little space on the hospital bed.

"Take me for an example, I didn't let my past tie me down Irene, there is someone out there who deserves you.."

"You need to let go of those memories and make yourself happy Irene." I pleaded and she bursted into tears again.

I left the hospital after Irene was asleep, Teresa escorted me to where my car was.

"Do you still want to join this pack aunt?" I asked Teresa when I was about to open the door.

"Of course Natasha! We just need you to talk to Alpha Ryan on our behalf but-" She paused.

"You can talk to me Teresa."

"Wouldn't it be best if Alpha Ryan accepted all of us…the remaining pack members don't have any. where to go…their lives aren't in order anymore." She said sadly.

"I'll see what I can do.. but I can't promise you anything." I hugged her before leaving.

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"You are back." Ryan asked me when I slumped on the bed.

"What's wrong?" He shifted to my side when he didn't get a response from me.

I stared into Ryan's eyes, I was grateful for him he was the best thing that happened to me. And also grateful that Gabriel rejected me that day, if he hadn't I wouldn't have met this gem.

"Gabriel should be burning in hell right?"

"Of course." He answered.

I pulled closer to him and played with his lips, his hands went to my waist and he pulled me closer to his body tightly. He brought his head to my neck and he showered kisses there, I bent my head to give him access.

"Ry.. R-yan." I moaned when his hands went under my shirt as he cupped my breast.

He stopped his actions and came hovering over me. His eyes darkened the nerves on his forehead that were now visible.

"I want you Tahsa." His voice was hoarse, he was in need.

"Then what are you waiting for.." I pulled him closer with his collar.

Ryan didn't make a move and I frowned.

"Is something wrong?" I asked worriedly.

"I don't want to hurt you…it's been long since we've done this, I won't be able to control myself." My face heated at his words.

"I will endure it…so do with me as please." I slammed my lips on his lips.

Muffled and soft groans escaped my lips paired with the distinct sound of flesh slapping against each other that echoed through the room, I clasped my hands around my mouth doing whatever I could do to soften the lewd sounds that were coming from my lips. Sweat was dripping down Ryan's forehead, the pleasure filled expression on his face, the low grunts that came from his lips.

The desperate hold he had on my lips every little thing he did made me lose my mind but I was getting tired, I shouldn't have told him I would endure it.

"Ryan!" I cried out.

Ryan didn't show any signs of slowing down and with every single thrust he made I could feel the head of his length brushing through my most sensitive spot.

"Ryan…I can't.." I groaned out.

Ryan didn't respond. Instead his hands slipped up to my chest, his knuckles brushing against the distinct curves of my breast before he squeezed it roughly.

"Don't…hide.. your voice." He pulled my hands away from my mouth harshly.

"I want to hear you scream my name!" He ordered.

I knew at once that I was going to be covered with bruises after tonight's deed.

"Let me hear you Tasha!!" He demanded picking up the pace as he began to thrust faster and roughly.

"Ryan.. slow down!" I gasped painfully.

I begged him, my hands reaching for his wrists, my nails digging into his flesh in hopes that he would come to his senses and he would listen to me.

Ryan didn't hear me, he was lost in his own world, trying to reach his climax with my dripping hole around his length. He moved as he pleased. I was a moaning and panting mess. It was getting painful for me to keep up with Ryan's unnatural strength and speed. My hands moved up to his arm, earning a kiss from him.

"I'm…coming!!" Ryan gritted out and I sighed.

My eyes widened when he wasn't attempting to pull out of me, before I could say or do anything I was Interrupted by my own orgasm. My body arched forward, my toes curling, After that I felt Ryan's hot seed entering my body.

I stared up at the ceiling completely fazed by what happened. I wasn't ready for another baby now, Jayden wasn't even two years old. I yelped when Ryan shifted from his position.

"What are you…!" I yelled when Ryan grabbed my legs and pulled me closer to his body.

His length that was still inside of me plunged deeper and deeper. I winced and bit my lip trying to suppress the pain.

"RYAN!!" I cried out when I felt my body twitch from Ryan's sudden movement.

My body was now slightly off the bed, the back of my thighs rested on the top of Ryan's firm and steady ones.

Ryan's hands then trailed my back, my spine tenderly and from his actions I knew he wasn't satisfied at all, I gulped my heart beat in panic.

What was wrong with my mate?

"W.. w-ait!" I pleaded as fear consumed me.

"You said you will endure it!" Ryan's eyes darkened as he pulled my body up forcefully.