Cecília

Cecília


I always knew how to provoke Dominick, we were broken and each other completed each other.

“So, stopping the teasing for a bit, do you intend to trap me with you?” I asked, bringing my glass to my mouth, followed attentively by his eyes.

“I hope that’s not necessary. I just don’t want to destroy myself again with you leaving,” he said.

“I didn't go because I wanted to, I just didn't want to disturb you. And I still don’t want to cause a fight between you,” he said.

“Today I understand all this, but you didn't cause a fight, you almost caused our death. I was very lost and being who I am, it almost caused me to lose my position. During difficult times, Antônio, whom I always looked down on, lifted me, supported me, and took the reins for a while. I saw my brother become a murderer and I wasn’t happy like I thought I would be,” he said.

“I'm sorry,” I said.

“That's why I'm not going to let you leave our lives,” he said and I did not react, I didn't want to leave, but how can I stay? “I would love to stay and prove it to you, but I have a shipment arriving today, and we need to get back.”

"All good."

We got up and left the bar, the way back was in silence, I think we were both too thoughtful.

“Will you accept Antônio’s proposal?” he asked.

“Of being divided between the two? You must be crazy. How would that work?” I spoke with anger and indignation. I was not a garment to be shared.

“Let’s do it like this, tomorrow when we get back we’ll talk together, what do you think?” he asked.

He thinks this request is normal. I agreed to avoid the topic. This subject was unbelievable, just because I liked them both didn't mean I would stay with them.
When we arrived home everything was calm and this time António wasn't expecting us, I felt sad about that, and I noticed how selfish I was being. I needed to resolve myself and it would have to be before they came back, I would choose one of them, it was the right thing to do. I spent some time in the garden thinking after I went to my room when I went down to the pool house, I wanted to see Antonio before he left. I knocked on the door and heard him shout, telling me to come in. He wasn't visible, he must have been in the bathroom, and I guessed it, Antônio came out of the shower wearing just a towel, as this man was more handsome than before, I took a deep breath and changed my vision.

“What brought you here?” he asked drying his hair.

“Nothing in specific, I just wanted to see you before you left,” I told the truth.

He remained silent for a few seconds, just staring at me, and then suddenly he went to the door and locked it.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

“Like you said, you came to see me, so look,” he said and took off the towel, revealing his already bulging erection.

I gulped, seeing such a delightful sight in front of me, he slowly walked towards me and I couldn't take my eyes off him. Antonio held out his hand for me to get up and I did so, he pulled me and lifted me by my thighs, and I straddled his waist. Antônio took me to the bed, but his gaze never left mine, it was a perfect harmony.
I was placed very slowly on the bed, and he came and took off my clothes so easily that I wondered at what moment I got up and didn't notice, but that didn't matter anymore, I wanted him and I wanted him very much.
Antonio stood there observing my body for a few seconds, the longest seconds I've ever spent, he was suffering in advance.

“You're perfect, I wanted to fuck you before I left, but I'm without a condom,” he said while already brushing his member against my entrance.

I couldn't even breathe properly anymore, it was difficult to formulate a response, and I was lost in desire.

“I can take the morning-after pill tomorrow,” was all I managed to say.

“Good girl, that’s how I like it, determined and very wet for me,” he said,

His words made me groan, but what he did next made me scream.

“I love you, Cecilia,” he whispered and entered me without any warning, I screamed in surprise, I hoped no one heard.

After that I couldn't think rationally anymore, I could only feel, it was a delicious dance, I love him, I can't escape it and it was time to speak with more certainty.
Between one thrust and another, I let go.

“I love you,” I said looking into his eyes and I received a smile, then we came together.

We spent a few minutes trying to recover, it was always good, but today was different, it took our breath away.

“I need to get ready to leave, but I'll come back to you, I want to finish what we started,” he said.

“I thought it was already finished,” I said smiling.

“We just started, I want you every day, I love you,” he said looking at me. His eyes had a different shine, it was love that I saw in them. “Come on, there’s still time for a shower.”

We went to the bathroom and took a shower together, showered with lots of cuddles and kisses. When we left a while later, he had to get dressed quickly, it was already time for the meeting with Dominick, something about the reception logistics.

He gave me one more kiss and left, and I watched him leave, what a beautiful man I have. There I already noticed that I wanted to be with Antônio, he is different from Dominick, I know I love Dominick, but I love Antônio more. I was going to wait for him to come back and tell him what he had decided.

I left there and went into the house, went to the bedroom, and sat at my desk, I still had work to do, and that would help me not think that the two men I love would be in danger today.
About an hour later I heard a knock on the door.

“Come in,” I shouted.

It was Dominick dressed impeccably in a Zamboni suit, always imposing and haughty. Always perfect.

“I came to say goodbye, we’re leaving,” he said coming towards me.

"All good. Please be careful, and come back to me,” I said without noticing the last words.

“We'll be back,” he said and kissed me. I didn't want to disturb him before I got this shipment, so I was going to talk when they got back.

When Dominick left, I started to feel a tightness in my chest, I didn't know exactly what it was, but it was a really bad feeling. I didn't care much, it shouldn't be anything, night fell and no news had come, I decided to lie down for a while, I was already tired, it was around 3:00 in the morning.

At around 5 am, my cell phone rang, I got up a little drowsy and went to answer it.

CONNECT ON

"Hello."

“Is that Mrs. Cecília?”

“Yes, who wants it?”

“We recovered this cell phone from one of the victims and her number was the emergency contact number.”

I felt my heart stop two beats and then speed up.

“What victims, what are you talking about?”

“He went to the emergency room, was shot, and is in a coma.”

“Oh my god, which hospital is it?”

“San Stefano Hospital, 3rd floor ICU.”

"I am going."

“What do you belong to him?”

"Bride."

CONNECT OFF

I didn't know exactly what to do, I started crying uncontrollably, but I managed to put something on, I needed to go there, I was afraid for both of them, even though I didn't know who was injured and who wasn't, after all she said that only one was hospitalized.

When I came down from the room, the room was full of mafia men, Camille was in the center of them, which meant that everyone already knew and hadn't told me.

“Where is Cecília going?” Camille asked.

“Did you all already know what was going on?” I asked, already excited.

“Yes,” she replied.

“And you didn’t intend to tell me?”

“I'm sorry Cecilia, but our leader was attacked, I didn't see a priority in telling you any of this immediately,” the dog replied.

“You are a bitch. You know I would want to know,” I said.

“You don't represent anything in this mafia,” she said, and she finally let go of her sleeves.

“Lorenzo, I need you to take me somewhere,” she said looking at him. Lorenzo was my security guard and their personal friend, assigned only to me, by Dominick and Antônio.

“Of course ma’am. I'm going to get the car, do you want to go with me? That way I don’t have to go back and warn you.”

“Perfect,” I said and walked towards him, but Camille grabbed my arm.

“How did you know what had happened?” she asked. “It’s strange you know.”

“The only strange thing here is that you don't know that the woman they love is me and not you, so nothing fairer than me being the first to be notified, it was me that the hospital called, it's my number that's on the list. of emergency,"
I screamed.

I soon looked around and they were all looking at me, all amazed, I don't know if it was because of anger, or because they knew I was the favorite.

“So you’re going to be in charge?” I heard someone ask.

“She can’t, nor is she part of our organization.”

“They are in danger of being discovered.”

“If they left it signed, it’s because they trust it.”

“That's enough, I need to go to the hospital, then you make these useless comments. I advise no one to do anything until I return or give news, until they die they are the law,” I shouted and everyone fell silent. Camille was no longer present in the circle.

“Come on ma’am,” Lorenzo pulled me through everyone.

I couldn't stop crying, it was like that the whole way until we stopped in front of a hospital. It was time to find out what had happened