34. Benjamin

34. Benjamin
Jasper's POV

I went to see mom moments after we arrived back at my parents. Benji went straight looking for Tara when I told him to pack what we need and Peggy will take care of the rest.

"Benjamin told me about the cheque." I confronted mom when I find her reading in the lounge.

"Jasper, honey, surely you don't know about this, about his occupation?" She closed the book and put it aside, walk to the bar, and pour two glasses of her favorite apple brandy. She loves them too much when I was growing up, along with her fruity vodkas.

"He was an escort, now a PA in the same agency,"

"So, you can imagine how people would think if they found out." She cut my words giving me my glass as if we were talking about something annoying, rather than the profession of the man that I love.

"No mom, I love him. I don't care what people think. This is all you, if you can't respect my boyfriend, we're leaving right now." I gulped down the drink and put the glass down a bit too harshly, thankfully I didn't break the crystal or god forbid mom would yell at me for breaking the set.

"What? you can't possibly be serious, he's a whore." Her voice heightened just like every time she's furious with something.

"You don't know him, you don't know what cards he was dealt with. It's his life choice, I need you to respect that." Mom looked at me in disbelief, and that's when I decided. "But since you can't we'll be leaving."

"No, stay. Tara will be better here, Peggy can help you and Benjamin take care of her. You said he works? As a PA?" Mom asked carefully, and I nodded. I assumed mom wanted her granddaughter to live with her. I was doubtful about her true intention, but maybe she likes Tara and wanted what was best for her. And deep down I would prefer Tara stay here rather than making my boyfriend takes care of her while I'm busy at the office. Somehow I don't think he should adjust his life around Tara. Not when our relationship was still quite new.

"Okay, look," mom said pulling me out of my thoughts. "I'm sorry, I'll try not to interfere. But please, your dad would want you to save the firm, so stay here. This is still your house."

"I have to discuss this with Benjamin, it's up to him. I don't want my boyfriend to feel ashamed of what he did." I left her to go up to find Benjamin, he was talking to Peggy they were playing with Tara on the floor, her toys scattered around her. My little girl run to my arms and she giggled, and in seconds I forget about everything and laughed with her.

"I'm going to give you some privacy, I'll be back for Tara's dinner and bath time."

"Thank you, Peggy. Can you please have someone set our lunch?" She knows that we needed this, but she also knows that I need to face my mom comes dinner time. 

"Oh, I thought we're leaving?" Benjamin looked at me questioningly, I waited until Peggy was out of the room when I told him to sit down. Tara crawled back to Benji's lap and busied herself with her toys while we sat accompanying her, sitting on the floor.

I started explaining about the talk I had with mom, Benji didn't seem convinced but I told him I rather have her here than the daycare. "I mean if you still want to go back to work, if not I'll be happy to go back to the apartment and you can stay with Tara all day. But then our thing is still quite new, I don't want to put you in a position to choose."

Benji shifted, he didn't say anything, so I took his hand and kissed his knuckles. "You want to try this? if not we'll do it your way, Peggy is wonderful with Tara. I just thought..."

"No, no...you're right, you talked to your mom. I'm sure she understands now. Tara will be better here, I should go back to work. We can try and do this." Benji smiled, but somehow it didn't reach his eyes, but he assured me everything will be okay.

After an awkward dinner with mom, Benjamin and I went back to my room. He looked exhausted, he made me want to go back to my apartment. But then mom's words reminded me that Tara is happy at my parents, she connects with Peggy, she likes swimming in the pool and playing in the lush backyard. And I have to remind myself that I didn't want Benji to feel like he needs to take care of Tara for me.

"Benji, baby, I'm asking you again. Are you comfortable here? Look, maybe we should just go back, it feels that you..."

"Ssh, I'm okay, I will be okay. Tara will have Peggy here and her grandmother," He silenced me with his words then pushed me to lay back on the bed.

Tara was already asleep, I wanted to talk about our decision and just want to make sure again. But he does this, he would make me forget about everything else with his simple little touches and kisses.

We were naked in seconds, his kisses went lower, he was pleasing me with his tongue and sexy kisses, sucking and licking me in all the right places until he straddle me. Benji lowered himself, letting me stretch him making both of us moan in ecstasy.

My hands were to his thighs, fingers dig deep, holding him still. I couldn't get enough of his beautiful features, I'd fucked him all night and all day if I can. His lean muscles contracted with each move that he makes, his nipples pebbled from his arousal, his precum leaked as his dick strained with his erection.

"Jasper," he moans my name eagerly and shudders, his hands were holding onto my chest. I pull him down and wrap his body flat to mine then thrusts hard from under him. I could hear him whimpering on the crook of my neck while his legs trembled when I felt him shoot his load, his warm cum made wet trails against our belly. His spent cock twitched while I kept on pumping hard inside him, moments as I was nearing my high.

The friction was driving me insane and I scream his name when I burst inside him. "I can feel your cum inside me." Benji huskily said while nibbling on my ear.

"I think you're doing this on purpose, you like my cum inside you, you like it dripping along your inner thighs." He chuckled when I whispered in my post-orgasmic voice, my hand cradled his face and he inched closer and fused our lips for the longest time.

"I love you, Jasper."

"Mmh...I love you more," I paused to kiss him again. "You know that we can leave this place anytime, right? You just need to say the words."

"Ssh...let me enjoy this." Benji kissed me again until our body felt uncomfortable and sticky and we decided to take a quick shower.

We ended the night cuddling, I was still worried about our living arrangements and he knows it. I spooned him from behind and kissed him between his shoulder blades.

"Sleep now, we will talk more tomorrow." He whispered and I sighed, closing my eyes feeling content with him in my arms.