33. Jasper

33. Jasper
It was Friday morning, as always, right after our breakfast he would go to the office.  Tara and I had spent the last couple of days at his childhood home with Peggy. I've gotten to know her better, she helped me maneuver around his mom. Until yesterday, I haven't talked to his mom more than polite greetings when I handed Tara to her care, obviously, Peggy was there at all times she personally assured me that she would. Jasper trusts her and so do I.

"Are you sure you're okay? You look like you have something on your mind." Jasper asked when we were having our breakfast and Tara was busy with her cream soup and bite-size toasts.

The man knows me too fucking well. I was worried, yesterday, I had a worrying talk with his mom, and I was not sure about telling him. So, I didn't. For now.

"I'm okay, I'm glad today is Friday, tomorrow, we will have you for the weekend,"

"Err... about that," he paused drinking his coffee, took my hand in his, and I know he saw my disappointment already. "Babe, I got a breakfast meeting, but I'll be home soon as I'm done. We could still go to the zoo." We had planned the zoo excursion for a couple of days now. I've bought tickets, Tara is excited and of course, I can't tell him to cancel his weekend meeting. 

"Of course," I tried to smile and busied myself with helping Tara with her chopped fruits. But his mom's words start filling back my brain.

"Look, we'll talk about it later on tonight, I have to get to the courthouse, my team is waiting for me."

"Okay," my chest was heavy with emotion, I know he saw it but he cupped my face and kiss my lips tenderly, just like he always does every time he's leaving for work. I kissed him back making him smile, then he kiss Tara telling her that he loves her. 

Peggy was to the balcony minutes after Jasper was gone. "Oh, honey, you haven't told him, haven't you?" she asked as she remove Tara's bib, making sure she was properly food-free when she picks Tara from her baby chair.

"Nope," I shook my head, took a deep sigh, trying to lighten up my mood, and follow her to Tara's room.

"Will you ever tell me what she talked to you about?" Peggy didn't push me for an answer yesterday, thinking I will talk to Jasper about it. But knowing that I hadn't made her worry.

Yesterday, his mom, the great Mrs. Mitchell told me haughtily to follow her while she told Peggy to stay back with Tara. I didn't expect the great length she'd take for me to leave her son, but when we were in her reading room she told me to sit and presented me with documents, and pictures of me looking intimate, smiling, kissing, flirting with my dates when I was an escort months back.

"I realized that Jasper knows about your work," his mom started as if she was truly disgusted by my choice of career. "But now, I need you to think about him in the long run. How long do you think his fascination with you will last? He has Tara to think about, work, and family obligations. Surely you don't think he's going to want you forever right?" She rests back to my front, crosses her legs, picks up her tea, and sip it elegantly as if she was having tea with the royal family.

I was boiling on the inside and she looked at me with a satisfied smirk, then out of nowhere, she handed me a check for half a million dollars. I gasped and she laughed, telling me to cash it and leave Jasper. I never thought this would happen to me, but I did dream of my forever with him. But knowing his mom, I know my future with him was just a mirage. His mom, his society, it was Elroy all over again.

"Ben?" Peggy take me back to reality and I was not looking to explain what I don't want her to know about me. She didn't know about my life and this is Peggy, his mom made her point.

"Hey, oh... sweety, I'm sorry I asked." She hugged me after settling Tara in her playpen.

"I can't, I'm sorry Peggy. This..." I gazed at our surroundings, my eyes were hot, I was barely holding my tears. "...this is too overwhelming, it's not me. I'm over my head with all of this. I'm nowhere near worthy of this." I walked away from Tara, not wanting her to see me breaking down like a cheap whore.

I'm not a freaking pretty woman.
Jasper is not my meal ticket.

"Oh, my, Ben..." she hugged me again and told me to let it all out, and I did. I cried, but I didn't tell her anything. I couldn't. I didn't want to embarrass Jasper in front of his staff. Crying is bad enough already.

The rest of the morning she takes care of Tara for me, while I let myself feel depressed, and finally decides that I'm going to man up and talk to him. I looked at the clock and hurriedly enter the bathroom where I took a quick shower and put on my best outfit.

I arrived at his office ten minutes before lunchtime, I gave his name card to the nice lady at reception giving her my full name. Jasper had told me days earlier, in case of any emergency, I can find him in his office. I just give the receptionist my full name and his name card. Apparently, he doesn't give away his name card, only a few people were given, very important people, I still remembered when he told me I'm on the top of his list which made me smile.

His personal assistant welcomed me, she looks beautiful, well dressed and well mannered, he must've told her about me cause she blushed when she saw me. She introduced herself and quickly ushered me to his office.

"Mr. Mitchell is finishing off on his meeting, I have cleared his schedule for lunch if you want to have lunch with him." She smiled warmly, but my eyes catches a glimpse of his familiar figure. He was laughing, while the man in front of him was clearly flirting with him.

"That's one of the junior partners," her words fade away when Jasper takes out his phone and look at it then his smile dies when he looked our way.

Damn, maybe this is not a good decision.

Jealousy filled me, I know he's working but I can't deny that they looked good. They looked perfect together, at least he's not an escort.

I let the lovely woman usher me into his office, telling me that she'll be back with our coffees. I sat on one of the sofas, while she closes the blinds to Jasper's office for privacy and close the door behind her.

"Benji? What's the matter? Where's Tara?" he asked looking worried at me and it made me snap from my jealousy.

"She's at your mom's with Peggy. I..." I paused when his PA was back with two cups of coffee and he told her to clear his schedule for the rest of the afternoon. He knows it was something bad, and I was too restless to sit down.

The door closes after her and I heard a click and he was to my front in two strides. His hand cupped my jaw, his eyes looked at mine intensely. "You've been crying, it's mom, isn't it? Look Ben, either you tell me or I'm calling mom, right now."

"She knows about me being an escort, she gave me a cheque to leave you," I blurted out, reaching from my pocket and giving it to him, he looked at it, ripped it to shreds, and throw it in the bin. I tensed but let him wrap his arms around me.

"I'm sorry that you have to experience that, we'll be leaving my parents by today. I'll arrange everything with Peggy."

"What? No, this is not about the money, or your mom, this is about me and you! your legacy, your name, Tara's future. I can't be selfish and threaten her future. You...you can have someone better than me." I was suddenly reminded about his future when I saw another man actually flirted with him. He can have a better boyfriend than me, one who won't disgrace his family.

"Wait, is this why you look at me in rage earlier? You're jealous of the office tease?" He smirked and put his hand to my waist pulling me closer to him.

"Forget about the guy, Ben, do you seriously think that I'd be embarrassed about your life choices?" He forced me to look into his eyes. "I'm not, I love you, and mom can't tell us what to do. I know everyone has their secrets, even her. If mom thinks she can blackmail you, she better get ready."

"Jasper," I didn't like that he was making things difficult. I was going to leave his parents and stay back at his apartment until everything settled down. But apparently, he was persistent about his wants.

I was startled when he put his lips on mine, and I open up and let his tongue taste me deeper. I've miss him, he works a lot and barely had time for us. We had sex, though some nights it felt like a necessity rather than passion.

"We shouldn't be doing this, not here..."

"I think it's too fucking late for that, and I want to parade my boyfriend out of the office thoroughly fucked so people can gossip about us and mom will hear about it.

I moaned the second he reaches down for my dick and stroked me over my chinos. "Come on, I want to look at you." I don't understand what he was talking about until he took me to his private office bathroom that's bigger than the bathroom in my old apartment with Jacqueline.

The wide mirror spread above the marble tile sink and it's very clear, the lighting is bright and he demanded me to face the mirror. "Look at the mirror," He bit the side of my neck, suck me hard, marking me while I watch him unbutton my pants.

"Jasper," I moaned louder when he started stroking and teasing his dick between my ass cheeks. We were half-naked, our brief and pants were to our knees and it made me want him even more.

"I need you," I whimpered and he held my face, forcing me to look at him through the mirror. His hand was stroking my dick, my back was flat to his front, my body was wrapped possessively by his other arm. I was holding onto him, my dick was throbbing and he told me to come and I burst into his hand clenching to nothingness.

"Fuck!" I breathed out, still looking at him from the mirror.

"I'm doing it." He smeared my cum and prepped me, smirking knowing that it was making me hard again.

"Keep quiet, I'm going to fuck you so hard and fill you with my cum." Jasper did as he say and I mumbled against his palm while he kept on whispering dirty words in my ear, our eyes locked intensely. "We're going to get out of this with your ass full of my cum. I don't care if you walk funny," he fucked me harder, and I know he didn't wear any condom, I was feeling all of him, "and I will have my hand on your back, your ass, anywhere I want to."

"You're going to come again aren't you?" he grabbed my dick, giving it a firm tug, and bite the other side of my neck, marking me for the whole office to see.

I was letting a pathetic moan until I burst for the second time without even a warning, and he cursed and bite my neck to drown his scream and fill me until I  know his cum was dripping to my inner thighs.

"You're mine baby, and you're not getting away from me." He turned me to face him, pull up my briefs and I shuddered when I feel his gentle affection and he dressed me before taking care of himself.

He was true to his words, he was claiming me, parading me when we walked out of his office. He told his assistant to get his driver to the lobby while I stand next to him, his hand on my hip inches above my ass, keeping me still to his side.

I was letting him, I was still feeling thoroughly sexed-up and worried I'd fall if he didn't hold me. Eyes were sneaking glances at us and I felt overwhelmed, my brain is all mushy, I need to cuddle and just be in his arms.