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"To be honest... I had fuck buddies before but this is the first time I settled with a friends with benefits relationship."
I froze at what he said... but I just cleared my throat and touched my neck. "But still... Being friends with benefits doesn't mean cuddles and sweet gestures are allowed," I just said and looked away from him.
"You can tell me the issue directly, Crescent," Luca said and put his elbow on the table and rested his cheek on his fist. He seemed very amused while staring at me.
"W-What I'm trying to say is... is that... we shouldn't do those kinds of stuff as if we're in some kind of a romantic relationship. Our relationship is purely sexual, so we should know our limits... I-I'm still a woman, Luca. It won't be good i-if... if I develop romantic feelings for you because you're deeply in love with another woman. I-I know you love her so much because you even have her picture in your room," I murmured and gripped the hem of my top.
Luca didn't say anything, but he's still staring at me. I don't know what's going on in his mind right now... I'm dying to know what he's thinking.
"Damn, I'm such a jerk... I'm sorry, we just had sex in my room last night with her picture there. It was disrespectful on your side," he whispered.
"I-It's fine," I mumbled.
Luca moved even closer to me and stared intently. I just swallowed and stared back at him even though my knees were getting weak because of it.
"I'm weird, Crescent."
I froze at what he said. My forehead creased. "Huh? Why are you suddenly saying that?"
He grinned and scratched his thick eyebrow. "I want our relationship to continue, but I also want cuddles and sweet gestures with you even if it means we'll cross our limits and even if it means that you'll develop romantic feelings for me in the process... but I also don't want you to fall for me... I'm being weird, aren't I?" he asked in a low tone while staring at me.
I bit my lower lip and shook my head. "Y-You're not being weird... you're being selfish," I muttered and avoided his gaze.
Luca laughed softly at what I said instead of getting annoyed. I just bit the inside of my cheek and didn't say anything anymore.
"How about this... We will continue our relationship like this, but if you already feel like you're about to develop romantic feelings, you can tell me right away, and we're gonna stop this immediately... I'll do the same if I happen to like you more than I should."
I bit my lower lip even more... I don't know why I feel like I would even be happy if it happens that he likes me or falls for me... but I know that's impossible.
"T-That won't happen, Luca."
"Why are you so sure? It's not impossible... Though, I'm wishing it won't happen," he said seriously while still staring at me.
"I-I'm wishing the same thing, too..." I whispered and looked away from him.
We were silent for a moment. I just looked down and continued playing with the hem of my top to focus the tension I'm feeling there.
"So, what now? What do you want to happen, Crescent? Whatever it is, I'll go for it. I won't force you to do something you don't want to do," Luca said while still staring at me seriously.
This is the perfect opportunity, Crescent. Tell him that you don't want this anymore. Tell him that you have no plans to continue this relationship. Tell him.
I stared at him, especially in his eyes. I don't know, but it feels like I was hypnotized by his hazel eyes... "L-Let's just continue... Y-Your plan is not that bad; we'll go with it... Besides, we both need each other, right?" I swallowed. "I-I'll just think of this as practice before I finally get a boyfriend," I added softly.
I gasped when Luca held my arm and just pulled me to sit on his lap. I looked at him, puzzled. He stared at me intently, and his jaw clenched. I just swallowed and clung to his shoulder.
"L-Luca?"
"For some reason, I didn't like what you just said," he said in a low tone and gripped my waist... It didn't hurt that much.
I just gasped when he just carried me and made me sit on the table. I don't know why it seems like it's just easy for him to carry me as if I'm just a piece of paper. I'm a bit heavy, though.
"While we're in this relationship..." he trailed off, "you're mine, Crescent... and I'm yours, too."
I just swallowed as something fluttered in my stomach. I also stared at him, and it feels like I'm just burning myself with what I'm doing.
Luca cupped my cheeks and kissed my lips. It feels like my arms move on their own and clung to his nape. I immediately closed my eyes and kissed him back with equal fervor... Luca's hand went on my waist and gently caressed it as his lips nibbled on mine, then sucking it and biting it. A helpless moan escaped from my mouth against his sensual kisses.
His hand went inside my top. I unconsciously bit his lower lip when I felt his hand on my bosom, fondling it and playing with its nipple. Luca grinned and slid his tongue inside my mouth, then started thrusting his expert tongue there as his hands started roaming around my body. My body is still aching, but the pleasure is clouding my judgment and inhibitions.
I gasped when Luca suddenly pulled my top down. I'm wearing an off-shoulder top, so it's easy for him to pull it down. He released my breasts from my bra, then fondled them with both of his hands. I just arched my back to give him better access.
His kisses went down to my neck. He bit and sucked my skin there as if he was worked up, but I didn't seem to mind it anymore. I just let him leave marks there. He's already left so many marks on different parts of my body, anyway.
"L-Luca, aahhh..." I let out a helpless moan when his lips went down to my bosom. He started playing with my mounds with his lips and tongue and sucked my skin there, too.
My toes curled when his tongue encircled my nipple; he's teasing me... But he immediately put my hard and aching nipple inside his hot mouth and started sucking it. My eyes dilated and my back arched even more. He spread my legs wider and started grinding his manhood on my center.
"Luca... m-it still hurts," I complained and gently pushed his hips away from me.
He stopped sucking my nipples and stared at me. He licked his lower lip and buried his face on my neck. "Damn, I guess it's just me and my hand today, huh," he whispered, laughing, then gave my neck a kiss.
We were silent again while in the same position... I just bit my lower lip and gently played with his hair. "Luca, I-I think it would be great if you grow your hair a little longer," I whispered.
Luca moved his face away from my neck and stared at me. "Why? Does this hairstyle not suit me?" he asked, laughing.
"I-It's not that... I-It's just... I-I just want something... s-something to grip while you're... y-you're..." I just swallowed because I couldn't continue what I was going to say... It's embarrassing.
Luca smirked and licked his lower lip... "While I'm eating you?"
I just blinked as my cheeks heated up even more. He laughed softly, then buried his face on my neck again and kissed it again.
"Okay, I'll do that... I don't want you to have a hard time while I'm eating your pussy," he muttered in a deep and husky voice.
My cheeks heated up even more at what he said. But I just didn't say anything and continued caressing his short hair. He was clearly enjoying what I was doing, so he hugged my waist even tighter and snuggled even more on my neck.
"Crescent... why don't you just stay here in my house while this relationship is ongoing?" he whispered; I almost didn't hear it because he said it so softly.
I couldn't answer right away... and just like what happened earlier, my mind wanted to say no, but what came out of my mouth was the opposite...
"S-Sure... T-That's much more convenient."