Chapter 133 133
I looked at the wall clock. I wanted to pull my hair out when I noticed it was already 8 am. I planned to leave early this morning when I saw the woman's picture on his bedside table... I didn't want any deeper connection with Luca, but all of that disappeared from my mind when Luca pulled me beside him and fell asleep.
"I need to leave," I mumbled and turned my gaze at Luca. I took my eyeglasses and wore them, then stared at his sleeping face.
It was such a good experience... good was actually an understatement. That was the best experience I ever had... probably the most wonderful night of my life. Even though we're not in love with each other, he still managed to make me feel special last night. I will never forget it... but I don't want to be involved with him again. This is the first and last time that we'll do this.
It seems like he's madly in love with that woman... I don't want to be in trouble... I don't want to fall for him.
I bit my lower lip and slowly removed his arm on my waist. I let out a weak groan when he just hugged me tighter and pulled me closer to him. I just swallowed and waited again before his hug loosened a bit.
Is he really like this with the people he has sex with? If he's like this, I wouldn't be surprised if all of them fell for him.
I just shook my head and removed his arm from me. I slowly got out of bed, then took my clothes and put them on. My body still hurts, especially my thighs, but I can't stay here any longer. I know I wanted this to happen. I didn't regret it, either. But I don't want to be involved with him any deeper.
I sighed and looked at him one last time. He looks innocent while sleeping, but he looks like a hungry and sexy monster when he's awake... I guess I was really attracted to him. Maybe I already have a crush on him... I mean, who wouldn't? He's attractive, sexy, and he's really good in bed. He seems smart, he's a gentleman, and he has a sense of humor, too. It's dangerous if this attraction I'm feeling for him gets worse. He's been in love with another woman for a long time, just like what he said before... I'll just be the one who gets hurt if I completely fall for him.
I just sighed and shook my head. I turned my back on him and immediately went to the door. I froze when I touched the doorknob... Should I cook breakfast for him first before I leave?
I just shook my head and gently slapped my cheek... I'm just making excuses to stay here longer.
I twisted the doorknob and was about to open the door, but I froze when a hand blocked the door. I just gulped and bit my lower lip when I felt something hard and hot on my back. I froze when I felt his lips on my nape.
"Where are you goin'? Hmm?" he asked in a deep and husky voice and hugged my waist with his muscled arm.
"I-I'm going home," I said weakly and tried to remove his arm from my waist, but he just hugged me tighter.
"Later... I'll take you home," he whispered while kissing my neck down to my shoulder.
"You stink... Take a bath first," I lied even though he still smells good as hell.
I faced him, but I wanted to step back again when I saw his face. He still looks dashing in the morning. I probably look like a witch right now, while he's still so handsome. I just bit my lower lip and cleared my throat. I tried to act normal.
"Let's take a bath together," he mumbled and hugged my waist again and pulled me closer to him.
"Y-You go first," I just said and gently pushed him away from me.
I froze when he lifted one of his hands and gently held my jaw and made me face him. I just swallowed and stared into his eyes.
"You're going to escape me," he whispered and tightened his hug on my waist.
"S-So what? I want to go home, and besides... we're just fuck buddies. To be honest, I just consider it as a onL-night stand because I think it won't happen again," I muttered and avoided his gaze.
"Damn, why are you suddenly so cold to me? You're breaking my heart, Crescent," he mumbled and buried his face on my neck.
"W-Why are you being like this? Fuck buddies shouldn't be like this," I whispered... I feel like I'm going to give in to his kisses and hugs any minute if I don't leave yet. "Do you always treat your fuck buddy like this?" I rasped.
I shuddered when I felt him gently bite the skin on my neck... "Whether I lie or tell you the truth... I'll still sound like a playboy," he mumbled and let out a sexy chuckle.
I gasped when he suddenly held my waist with both hands and carried me. I involuntarily clung to his nape and hugged his waist with my legs. "L-Luca... what are you planning to do?"
"I told you, we'll take a bath... We will continue our house tour last night."
I couldn't protest anymore when he carried me to the bathroom... We took a bath together, and I felt so helpless against his touch and kisses.
I SIGHED as I watched him cook for our brunch. We took a while in the bathroom because Luca was so flirty. He kept on kissing and touching me... but I guess I'm flirty, too, because I'm enjoying every single thing he's doing. My plan to leave right away was completely ruined.
"Here you go... Fried rice with egg, bacon, and hotdog," Luca said as he served me. I just quietly watched him while smiling.
"The hotdog never goes away," I mumbled and poked the hotdog with a fork and bit it.
Luca just chuckled and sat beside me. We started eating and were both silent after that... I'm not good at initiating conversations because I'm not really that friendly, and for some reason, it feels awkward being with him now. Maybe because we just had sex last night.
"Crescent... Is there a problem?" Luca asked and looked at me.
I froze, then looked at him. He's looking at me seriously, and it's as if he really wants to know what's wrong. I just swallowed and looked away from him, then drank some juice.
"N-Nothing," I answered briefly and cleared my throat.
"Hmm..." Luca held his chin. He gripped my chair and suddenly pulled it closer to him. "I don't think so, Crescent. Come on, tell me what's bothering you."
"T-This is what bothers me, Luca," I mumbled and looked at him. His forehead creased; he's confused... "We're just fuck buddies; we shouldn't be like this... You like cuddles, sweet words, sweet gestures, and everything... I may be innocent, but I know that fuck buddies don't do those stuff. We should know our limits," I added and bit my lower lip.
Luca went silent for a while, but he nodded after that and smiled. "So, in short... you don't want to develop romantic feelings towards me..." he said while nodding his head.
I gasped at what he said. "T-That's not what I mean!" I couldn't help but raise my voice.
Luca chuckled and pinched my cheek. "Wow, you look hotter when you're mad," he said as if teasing me while staring at me.
"S-Stop it, Luca. I'm being serious here," I just said and removed his hand from my cheek.
"Okay, okay," he just said, laughing. "I totally get what you're saying, Crescent... Let's talk about it, seriously."
I just bit my lower lip when I noticed his face had turned serious. I sat properly and also looked at him seriously.
"First, we're friends with benefits and not just fuck buddies. We agreed to be friends with benefits, right? So, I think there's nothing wrong with cuddles and sweet gestures." He pulled my chair closer and trapped my knees with his knees. I just gulped when I felt his hand on my legs, gently caressing it.
"D-Did you also do this with your female friends before? I mean, I'm sure I'm not the first friend with benefits you've had," I whispered and scratched the back of my neck.