Chapter 389 This is a lot for her to take right now

Chapter 389 This is a lot for her to take right now
Sheldon POV

I reach down and slide my hand down in her sweats slowly as I kiss down her neck. I push my finger in her gently and slowly as she arches under me. I lift her a little as I adjust her. I kiss up her neck to her ear as I blow in it and nibble the lode. Rocking her against my finger as I push up against her in a slow grind.

"More Shelll... Ohh god.." she moans as push and hold up against her. She reaches down and starts grabbing me out of my sweats as she strokes me. I tug my pants down, I kick them off as I start to slide hers down. I pull her leg out and wrap it up around me. I look at her and smile as I lean in and kiss her slow but hard. I want to be gentle and make this last but I'm not going to last longer.

"I'll be okay Sheldon. Look at me. It's us.. this is only for us baby." She whispers in my ear. I grab her thigh pushing it higher as I slowly push in her.

She moans under me as I just watch her, I can't look away from her face as I completely lose myself in her. There's no going back now I'm hers forever.

"I love you." She whispers in my ear as my eyes close like I'm no longer in control of them.

"I'm sorry for yesterday Kitten. I truly am, I just panicked and I was angry but I did my blood test test this morning." Pickle says. My arms are around River and he's in a chair right in front of her. I hear her crying as I pull her tighter to me opening my eyes.

"Sorry brother, I just wanted to apologize for yesterday. I'll let you guys rest." He says standing.

"Pickle." She says in soft tone "Can you stay a little longer?" She asks as she wraps her arms around mine. I smile as I look up at him. She's trying I'm proud of her.

I move my hand up her shirt resting it on her little baby bump.

I kiss her shoulder. "So what did we miss? Anything good?" I ask laughing a little uncomfortable now. It's weird having another man in the room and not having to be on guard ready to protect her at any moment. I slowly start to relax. My eyes start drifting off as I just listen to what they've been up too. Me and River would lay in bed and talk about things they could be doing and making up their days just like me and Finn did. God that seems so long ago. I slowly fall asleep my hands gently drawing circles on her belly.

River POV

"I know this is hard on you guys and I'm sorry. I don't want to make things harder on you." I say.

"River I know sweetheart and your not. We're just so happy that your safe. I'm happy your safe." He says smiling at me. His real smile the one that made me fall in love with him. I reach out slowly and put my hand on his.

"We talked last night and we think we should give Annie some space for a little bit. We're going to stay at the compound for a little bit. I talked to a counselor this morning and she suggested we can do some session together as a family. If you guys and Annie would be willing to do that with me?"

He looks up at me and I turn my eyes down so our eyes don't meet.

"Yes to the counseling but no to you guys staying at the compound. We will figure it out but we also talked last night and we want you guys home with us where you belong. Annie's not only mad at you Kitten we are the ones who lied to her for months about why she couldn't visit or call you." His eyes tear up and I go to reach for him but pull back my hand before it goes to far.

"Pickle. This is a lot for her to take right now and that's okay she's allowed to be upset. She needs you guys just for herself right now. She was kidnapped and she might get not the full extent of what could have happened to her but that was a huge terrifying thing to her. When they had me they had videos of me as young as her that my dad had shared with them and some they took on their own and even though I don't remember most of those moments I could see the terror in my eyes and when I saw Annie I could see that same terror in her eyes." I grab his hand.

"Our daughter pretends to be tough because that's all she's around but she needs you guys there for her and only her when she falls apart. She needs to know that she is brave but you also need to show her that it's okay to be scared. I need her to know it's okay to be scared and she doesn't need to always be brave." I wipe the tears from my face and then off his.

"Our daughter has the most amazing dad's." He looks at me and takes my hand.

"Can we talk about you guys being closer then the compound? Can we talk about maybe down at the Spencer's or maybe at Lincoln's place?" I gag as I turn away from him.

"I'm sorry." I say as he grabs a bin and hands it to me. Just hearing his name reminds me of the horrific horrible things 'Lincoln' did to me and my stomach turns.

"The baby?" Pickle asks. I lie and nod. He goes to the sink and grabs me some water and says he'll be right back. He comes back with some packets of saltine crackers and a can ginger ale.

"I was looking up some things online last night and I remember seeing a few things that said these might help with morning sickness." He says looking kind of embarrassed.

"Thank you." I say with a smile. He opens the can for me and pours some in a cup for me.

"River can I ask you something please. I don't want to upset you so I'll allow a back burner pass." He says and I almost spit ginger ale in his face as I laugh. My movement makes Sheldon stir a little. He shifts his arms around me settling them around my belly where they always end up.

"Then yes you can ask me anything Luca." I say smiling at him. I move my eyes down to my hands as I wait for his question.

"If you wanted to keep the baby regardless of who the father is, we will support you and we'll love that baby as ours forever unconditionally." He says as tears run down his face.

"You would?"