Chapter 388 You have to sleep too

Chapter 388 You have to sleep too
River POV

"I want to do a paternity test but I don't know if I want to know.. who's.." I start crying and they both jump up, then they look at each other awkwardly and then at me.

"She's afraid the results will change her feelings about the baby. She will talk to the doctor about options on her next appointment." Sheldon tells him for me then comes over and hugs me to his chest. Pickle looks pale and almost like he's going to be sick. He sits and puts his head in his hands. I take a deep breath trying not to start sobbing, he doesn't want the baby. I look at him and then at Sheldon, I pull from Sheldon and walk out the door once the door closes behind me I take off running.

I can hear lots of foot steps behind me as I just run down the long hall. My heart is beating so fast. I get to the end and can only go right so I just keep running with a half dozen Nunzio men right behind me. As I'm rounding yet another corner, I see the most beautiful blue eyes looking right at me.

"Enchantress.." He quickly draws his gun. I wave my arms up and slow down as I throw my arms around his neck and just cry. Gross, snotty, ugly cry all over him.

"Don't shot them." I ugly cry as I'm panting in his face.

"Shhhh I got you enchantress. Everything's going to be okay." He reaches down and lifts me in his arms. He puts his hands up to the men and they keep their distance. He sits me in a seat and squats down in front of me taking my hands.

"What happened?" He says. I can't look at him, he's too much to look at right now. He too has some scruff on his face. I hadn't seen him much before because he was still doing rehab from the stroke. I can see it now his left eye is just a little lighter then the right one now. I look at his lips and his lip ring, I reach out and touch it. I put my hand to his face as I look up at him more.

"Lucky.. I'm scared." I say as I fall forward into his arms almost knocking him back to the floor.

He wraps his arms around me, not like his hugs I remember. His hugs before felt like they complete covered me in warmth and safety like nothing or no one could get to me. This hug is like your a broken damaged girl that I'm disgusting to touch. I start sobbing harder as I push him down and run out the door. The sun is hot and this isn't helping me breathe it's too hot. I see a road and I take off running down it.

Randy was right they don't want me the same way now that I'm ruined...

Sheldon POV

I come around the corner just as Lucky's getting off the floor. Now I know she came this way, he points to the front door.

"Fuck!" I say as I head outside. I blink my eyes as the try to adjust to the light. I look right and don't see her then I look left and see at least ten Nunzio men walking back towards me. Another ten are right behind. I see her limp body in one of their arms. I run back in and yell "Get a doctor!" As loud as I can.

I look and Lucky and Pickle are staring at me. They both look like shit. Pickle's still really pale.

I run to the guy carrying her "What happened?"

"She just ran till she collapsed." He says as he keeps jogging towards the hospital.

"Fuck baby!" I say trying not to just rip her out of his arms but I'm now realizing how much pain I'm in. A group of people come running out they have a stretch with them the guy lays her on it and I quickly take her hand as I jog along the side as they move her in.

It's been three hours and she hasn't woken yet.

I just lay here holding her listening to her breathing. They said she's dehydrated and her body is too weak for the strenuous running she just tried to do. Her heart is beating too low and irregular so she's on a fetal monitor to keep a eye on the baby's heartbeat and a heart monitor for her heart. Along with a IV for fluids which I now have attached to me as well. We're a mess of wires and cords but there's no where else I'd rather be then in her arms. I love her. I thought I loved her before but I can't imagine loving her more then I do now, it feels impossible to love someone more. I move the hair away from her face. I should sleep but I'm scared. I'm scared I'll close my eyes and wake up back with them. I'm scared for her to just disappeared, if he gets her she'll be gone forever. She once told me if the day came and she ended up alone with them she would chew through her own wrists if that was the only way to be free of them.

"You have to sleep too." Her tiny tired voice says as she looks up at me. I kiss her nose and nod.

"I'm scared." I say scooting more down into the bed so I'm face to face with her. She wraps her arms around me and kiss me. She starts slow just tender and comforting. I pull her closer as the tears in my eyes start. She moves her body up as close as she can as she kisses me with more passion pushing me to a heavy breathing mess that only she can do. I push up against her she let's out a small moan as her hands explore my chest and back and up through my hair. I push tighter to her as I grab her thigh pulling it up over mine. I move slowly against her kissing her lips and her neck. I rock up and down against her slow and hard, normally one of us would have stopped it by now. I think now we both just need this closeness just us and just for us. I push up against her holding it this time for a minute before I pull back and push against her again. She moans my name, really moaned my name nor for show, not for them, just for me and I almost lose it.

"Sheldonnn." She moans louder as I push against her harder. She kisses my neck gently then her nails dig in my shoulders as she pulls me onto her.

"Sheldon...Ohhh.. do.." she tries getting out what ever she was trying but I know her and I know her body I don't need her words to know she wants what I want.