Chapter 93 Chapter 93
I had been stuck in the bedroom for two days now, yet Keegan didn't bother to show up.
"How are you now?" Crystal asked.
"Terrible." I said in a very husky voice, glancing at the amount of food she had brought to me but I didn't have the appetite to eat anything. "My body burns even more. The symptoms are worse, and I swear with my whole life that I hate Keegan, he didn't even come to take a glance at me.
Mason had had to leave because of my natural craziness, his scent had become so strong and was heightening my desire so to be touched, he had to head back to the pack house.
Crystal had been the most supportive but not helpful, my apologies.
"I'll try to call him." She dialed Keegan's phone again and this time, he answered the phone. "Alpha, this is so terrible." She said in a low tone.
"Let him know I hate him so much and would murder him in his
sleep very soon!" I threatened, pulling the blanket to my chest to resume sobbing.
"How serious is the pain?" He asked.
"Serious? It's beyond serious." She replied with a frown. "She doesn't have an appetite for anything, so she hasn't eaten for 2 days now. I know this might come off as rude and I'm sorry but you're being really inconsiderate. If only you could understand the pain then you won't be messing up with her like this. What are you trying to prove by being away? Being a good man?" she was hollering at him. "If you don't head down here, I might be forced to order a random man to satisfy her needs and make her feel better!"
"Whoa, calm down."
"Just head down here right now. She has one of the worst heat reactions and the last time I had a patient that experienced similar symptoms, she died before the sixth day."
"Seriously?"
"Yes, so head here right now!" She ordered.
The call ended and she folded her arms across her chest with a huff.
"Is he coming?"
"Hopefully," she sighed and reduced the temperature of the air conditioner even.
She then helped me up to the bathroom and took her leave so I could take a cold shower.
When I was done, I wore my panties then a flimsy dress and headed to the room, still crying. My body felt like it didn't belong to me anymore. I was so exhausted from being in the clutch of pain and weakness but when I tried to eat again, it didn't make any sense so I rolled back into bed with Crystal's help, crying my eyes out into a pillow.
"I feel so bad for you, like I can feel your pain. Sorry." Her face was so down.
The door opened and when I glanced at it, Keegan walked in. He stared at Crystal then when his gaze met mine, guilt clouded in his amber eyes. "Jane, goodness, I'm so sorry." "Finally!" Crystal huffed and left the room.
Even from where he stood, his foresty and lavender scent felt so much stronger and my body burned even more.
"I hate you so much." I cried.
He ambled and sat beside me.
"Wow. I'm so sorry. How do you feel now?" he asked, his tone portraying the guilt in his eyes.
"My entire body is burning, I feel like I'm being stabbed multiple times, so many palpitations everywhere. Do you know how much I was feeling attracted to Mason? Why'd you not be by my side when I needed you the most? You're the worst mate ever!" I cried.
"I agree with you." He sighed and brushed my hair away from my face.
Just that simple action but a wave of calmness washed over me. I shut my eyes and let out a moan, loving how it felt to be normal again.
"I'm so sorry." He held my arm. "Jeez, your body is so hot even in this cold room."
As he continued stroking me, I felt really calm and the pain in my body vanished, but now, his scent was even stronger and my vulva was throbbing for attention.
I sat up straight, this time burning with desire for more than a touch. I held his shoulder and tried to kiss him but he held me back.
"You must feel better now. I should head out before both of us lose control." He rose to his feet and walked to the door to leave but as he tried to open it, it was locked. "Did Crystal seriously lock this?" he groaned and glanced at me.
"Do you really hate me? Am I mess you can't stand?" I began to cry again.
"No, Jane, you don't understand." He returned to sit beside me and held my hand. "You know you won't be able to control yourself. You're not in your right state of mind. I don't want us to do anything you'll eventually regret."
"Regret what? That's just an excuse." I sobbed.
"Excuse? Do you know how long I've been dying to have you? Do you know how your body sets me on fire but I try to control it? I know you're still trying to develop your feelings for me and don't want to ruin anything by having sex with you."
"You won't ruin anything. You're only ruining it now by making me feel terrible, undeserving, and unworthy." I frowned. "I really want to be with you Jane but I'm trying to be reasonable. I won't bear the tragedy if you end up regretting it then start to whine to me that you weren't ready."
"Are you crazy? Why are you making such a big deal out of it? Fine, I agree I might've felt extremely horny, but right now, at this moment and second, I feel completely fine. I'm nor feeling aroused and I need you to know that I completely accept you. Why else would I agree to be your mate? I feel very attracted to you unlike any other person. I'm your mate, not anyone else's. I trust you, okay? Regardless of everything and everyone else, I chose to trust you and be with you. I agreed to a lifetime commitment, and I don't think anything can crush that. I won't regret my whole life because of a night. I mean, who wouldn't want you? Have you seen how damn sexy and hot you look?"
"Of course, who would want me?" he smirked and I rolled my eyes at him. "So you're certain you feel better now? No pain, nothing at all?" He asked and I nodded. "That's great. Crystal almost gave me a panic attack."
I chuckled and when he got rid of his shirt and, remaining in his boxer and singlet, my heart started beating faster as the arousal awakened in me again.
He rolled into bed right and sat beside me.
I felt a sharp stinging pain and whined from how uncomfortable it made me feel.
"Are you fine?"
"Not really. How can you possibly just head to bed?"
"Did I mention heading to bed?" He smirked and curled his arm around my waist, drawing my lips in for a short kiss.
Before he could pull away, I held his face to pull him back into the kiss, sucking on his lip raunchily.
The heat in me awakened again but this time, it was mostly concentrated on a deeper hunger and desire to rip the remaining fabric off his body and explore more feelings.
I let my hand roam around him as I kissed him. I stopped to help him out with getting rid of his singlet, and resumed kissing him. I straddled him with my legs on either side of him and loved the darkness that had overtaken the color in his eyes.
His hand went to my waist as I leaned towards him to plant a kiss on his neck. It felt like something else was controlling me as I continued letting my arm roam around his bare torso.
"Jane, I realize that I love you." He took me off guard by that confession.
I would've infested on that but my aroused self wasn't letting me have enough time for words. I reconnected our lips then he took it over from there.
He grabbed my waist to pull me closer and deepened the kiss, sliding his tongue into my mouth. Our tongues fought for dominance and of course he won as he tasted every inch of my mouth. His hand slid down to my ass and when he squeezed them, a moan escaped my throat.
The kiss burned with more passion and he made me lay with my back on the bed, hovering over me. His kisses traveled to my neck and shoulders while my body begged for more.
When his lips landed on top of my breast, I immediately felt more heated and got rid of the night gown, tossing it aside. My naked breasts were in full view with my erect nipples perking at him.
His eyes became even darker as he cupped my breasts. A moan escaped my throat as he began to tease my nipples with his fingers.
I could feel my panties leaking and passion burst in me like never before. My pussy had been throbbing for his attention all day.
He placed a kiss on my navel and slowly trailed his kisses down. "Keegan, please don't be gentle, my body is dying for more attention." I pleaded breathlessly and a smirk crawled up his lips.
"You want it rough, baby." His voice was very husky and that set me up with a greater desire for more.
He grabbed my panty line and pulled it down, getting rid of the panties and separated my legs to watch my wet pussy.
"Already wet for me?" he smirked and placed his head between me, sniffing me. He shut his eyes and let out a low moan. "Fucking beautiful." He planted a kiss on my pussy first and that made a shiver run down my spine. He slid his tongue in and circled it around my clit; I felt pressure build up in me and quickly held the sheets. His tongue moved slowly at first till he increased his pace and my moaning filled the room. He inserted a finger into my throbbing vagina.
A pressure was slowly building up down there as he circles his tongue around my clit faster and inserted one more finger into me. "K- Keegan." I moaned, holding onto the sheets really tight and arched my back for easier penetration. The pressure building up in me increases and more passion blasted in me; I wanted to feel something even deeper.
"Please Keegan." I breathed out.
"What do you need?" his voice was extremely smutty as he continued thrusting his fingers into me faster. The pressure was too much for me to handle and I exploded my juices out on his lips and face and he licked it off. "You taste so fucking perfect." I panted, but my body still wanted more, so I helped him get rid of his boxers, exposing his king-sized cock; the length of his crank scared me for a bit, but the desire pounding in me was heavier than my fear.
I reconnected our lips, kissing him more passionately while he gently squeezed my breasts, still teasing my nipple. He pulled away and placed my legs over his shoulders, teasing my entrance with the tip of his
"Jane, you have to be certain." His voice was very raunchy and filled with passion.
I nodded, unable to take the burning feeling in my vulva anymore.
He rammed his king-sized cock right into my tight pussy at once and that made me scream from its size.
He pulled himself out of me and slowly went deeper into me. My eyes had rolled all the way to the back of my eyeballs as I moaned endlessly.
He cupped my breast with one hand while he sucked on the other, playing with my nipples as he slowly moved in and out of me.
I had to arch my back to fit his length as he increased his pace, grinding in and out of my wet core really fast. He reconnected our lips and the pressure building in me became more intense. A moan escaped my throat as I came and fell back to the bed, panting. He thrust into me a few more till he came as well, emptying his seeds into me and dropped beside me, also panting.
My entire body was filled with bliss and pleasure as I rested my head against his chest.
"You're so fucking perfect." He said and pulled me close to him. "I definitely love you." He said and connected our lips again. The kiss was gentle at first till it fueled more passion and because of the state I was in, I grew more hungry for him and just wanted a new round.
His kiss trailed to my neck and as his hand roamed around me, I felt a sharp pain in my neck.
I yelped and pulled away, letting my hand glide over my neck that began to throb. "What have you done?!" I complained as the pain was getting deep into me.
"Are you okay?" He looked concerned.
The pain was tingling and made me feel very weak. My eyes rolled backwards and I fell to the bed and was called into total darkness.