5 - A Naughty Apology

“What do you mean by marrying me only for the twins?” He asks while looking deeply into my eyes.

I don’t want to fool him that I love him. I don’t feel anything romantic, only it is because we had twins.

To make things clear between us, I shrug off my shoulders and gasp.

“Let’s not fool ourselves. I don’t even know your name, your identity, and your family! It’s too complicated to start with.” I speak softly as much as possible to avoid any misunderstanding.

This is not easy for both of us, but we have to protect the twins from the enemy. Even my own father wants to get rid of them and let me marry the man I never laid my eyes on.

His expression changes quickly, making me anxious and nervous.

“We never had the chance to get to know each other. To formally introduce myself, I’m Trevor. How about you?”

I giggle. It sounds ridiculous but listening to our conversation somehow takes away all the worries and what-ifs inside of my head.

His presence alone makes me safe and sound. Like I don’t have to think of other things anymore.

To answer his question, I cross my arms and smile.

“Therese Havine. Nice meeting you once again.”

I personally find him more attractive than the night I met him. Not to mention his bare, yet perfect face. Aside from his looks, his body has little changes too. His muscles are much denser than before.

However, his name seems familiar to me. I don’t know exactly when and where, but I think I’ve heard the same name before.

For a few seconds, Trevor walks back and forth. He’s looking around the place then suddenly turns his gaze on me.

“Do you stay here, if you don’t mind me asking Therese?”

I nod my head as an answer. There’s a secret room in this hideout to keep the babies safe and alive every time I feel unsafe. I never trusted anyone in this new place, knowing how deceiving others are.

Trevor seems interested in seeing the secret room. I don’t want to think of nasty things, but my body suddenly feels something strange. However, I must control myself no matter what.

Right then, I show where the secret room is. It’s quite spacious and clean considering it is for twins.

Out of the blue, he suddenly grabs my wrist and pins me back to the wooden wall. I don’t know what’s going on, but Trevor’s eyes almost melted my heart away.

He sighs, “What do you want to happen, Therese? Tell me.”

My heart’s throbbing too fast. It’s been a while since someone made me feel this way. But I don’t want to make the same mistake. I promise myself that I will never put myself in a maze.

“I’m sorry, but would you please let me go? This is not the perfect time for jokes!” I speak what I feel inside.

It’s the only way to protect myself from any connection again. I’m afraid that he might disappear for the second time around.

“I don’t want to,” Trevor replied.

“Please, stop.” I beg.

However, Trevor grabs my waist closer to his chest. We’re both chasing our breaths, trying to calm at the moment. His eyes are too alluring for me to handle. He looks so damn good, convincing me to make love with him.

Trevor’s eyes are stuck on my lips while caressing my waist gently. It feels so good as it makes me calm and safe. I won’t lie to myself anymore. I like being around with him. His presence is all I need, and I wish he would stay by my side until the end.

“I sincerely apologize for everything that happened. It’s maybe too late to explain the reason why I disappeared, but I’m willing to answer all your questions.” He speaks softly and I feel the sincerity in his voice.

He’s right. I blamed him before for impregnating me. There’s no single day that I didn’t think of him, and the night we had a one-night stand. Everything that happened in the past changed my life, but when I held the twins’ little bodies, all the worries disappeared.

Tears spring to my eyes. It has been a while since the last time I cried. I had to be strong for the twins by myself until he appeared out of nowhere.

“I’m sorry, Therese, for coming back to your life after all the suffering you’ve gone through. But now that I’m here, you don’t have to worry about anything. I just want you to trust me, do you understand?”

Trevor touches my face, lifting it to meet his gaze. Then he gently kisses my forehead, cheeks, down to my lips. It’s the sweetest apology I’ve ever received in my entire life, hoping it will never end.

“Hmm,” I moan between the kisses.

I’m too emotional, yet he touches me as gently as he can.

“Everything will be worth the wait, Therese.” He whispers, kissing my neck.

His warm hands calm me effortlessly. I want him to touch every part of my body after a very long time.

“Damn! You’re still the same, Therese! You’re fucking gorgeous and perfect!” He mumbles then suddenly carries me to bed.

I want to say something, but no words come out of my mouth. It feels like my tongue’s twisted for no reason.

Slowly, Trevor put me down to bed. He took off his shirt while looking deeply into my eyes. Until his jaw-dropping topless body flaunts in front of me.

“Ugh, Trevor!” I won’t lie about it. He looks so damn good, for heaven’s sake.

A mischievous smile flashes into his face, showing his perfect white set of teeth. It makes me weak and vulnerable.

“This is how I apologize, Therese. Should I stop or continue—”

Trevor didn’t finish what he wanted to say. I put my index finger between his lips and giggled.

“Let’s do it,” I mumble.

Right then, Trevor caresses my breast with so much desire and excitement. He doesn’t stop until he unclasps the hook of my brasserie.

“Damn it! You’re so fucking hot!”

At that moment, he takes off all my clothes leaving my body naked. He stares at me for a few seconds before devouring into my soul. No man has ever seen my body since I gave birth. I made a promise to take care of myself and never let anyone be part of my life. I may not be the purest, but Trevor was the only man who took my virginity.

“Spread your legs,” he whispers.

At first, I'm hesitant to follow his command. I'm not certain if he'll find it enthralling like the first time he sees it.

"I know you're hesitant, but I will never change my mind. You carried my children, Therese. I don't have the right to say a word about your exceptional body." Trevor speaks, trying to get rid of my negative thoughts.

Like a loyal servant, I slowly spread my legs. It’s enough for him to see everything in me.

“Are you ready?”

I nod as an answer.

Trevor smirks. He positions himself on top of me, caressing my hips to calm me down. To get ready myself, I close my eyes while waiting for him to thrust deeper into my core.

“Look at me, Therese!”

I can feel the tension between us. I know this is supposed not to happen, but I can’t lie to myself anymore. I want him. I miss him so bad that I’m willing to surrender and submit myself to him.

As we chase our breaths, Trevor gently goes inside of me. Then he pushes himself slowly, making me moan and grab anything I can.

“Ugh, you’re so wet and tight!”

“Ugh, Trevor! You’re… driving me insane!”

I can’t find the exact word anymore. It feels so good and painful at the same time.

“Say my name!” Trevor commands.

“Trevor! Ugh, Trevor! Faster, please!”

I lose control. I’m not thinking straight anymore because of pleasure. I thought I could control my body, but I was wrong. Trevor is the only man who can bring out this side of me.

Upon hearing my moan, he suddenly held my hips and thrust deeper and deeper. It makes me lose my mind, bringing me onto cloud nine.

“Ugh, Therese!”

“Faster! Ugh, faster Trevor!”

The secret room is filled with our moans and deep voices. We’re at the climax, waiting for him to explode inside of me.

As he pushes hard and faster, Trevor suddenly looks at the ceiling. It confuses me, not until I feel a warm liquid.

“Huh! Huh! Huh!” Trevor breathes heavily.

He pulls out of me and slowly rolls beside me. Then he kisses my forehead and whispers.

“I missed you so much. Thank you for accepting my naughty apology.”

It makes me giggle and happy at the same time. Yes, it’s a different way of apologizing but making love with him as his apology is my new addiction.