Chapter 39 A Night of Oblivion
Awaken by the felt of cold breeze and gentle sounds of waves from outside the window, she immediately arose from the bed realizing what happened. She was engulfed by a sudden tinge of fear and anxiety waking up in a strange and unfamiliar room. It was now dawn and she wonders how long she has been sleeping in this bed unconscious. That's when the door suddenly opened and Thyago came in.
It wasn't a dream at all! It was true! Thyago forcefully took me here!!
"You! How could you do this to me!" She shrieked full of anger. She was even shaking out of hostility and wanted to throw anything she could grab at him.
How could he do this to her? This is kidnapping!
"You left me with no choice. You were avoiding me and doesn't even wanna talk to me. I just wanna be with you, Bea. This way we could have all the time in the world." He replied as he saw him locked the door behind him that made her feel alarmed and nervous.
"What are you doing? Oh gosh, you're insane! This is kidnapping, Thyago!" She shouted in anger and disbelief.
"Yeah, maybe. Call this obsession or insanity, I don't care. You keep on avoiding me so you can't blame me for why I did this." He added while staring blankly at her.
She saw him drank the bottle of alcohol in just one gulp which she noticed he was holding the moment he entered the room. Does he have a plan of drowning himself in alcohol? And when he got drunk what? Oh damn, she was starting to really get nervous.
"Where are we?" She demanded.
"Somewhere far and secluded." He replied nonchalantly.
What's his plan why he took her to this place? Anything can happen in this secluded place. No one knew Thyago took her for god-knows-where. He could do anything he wants to her and she can't fight him for he was a man and he was so strong.
"Listen Thyago, if this was a joke? It wasn't funny at all. Set me free because this game starting to piss me off. This is kidnapping and I could sue you for it!" She stated being annoyed but deep inside her, she was starting to get scared about her situation.
"No, you listen to me! We will stay here and I will keep you here unless you finally admit your feelings to me. Not unless you told me you want me as much I wanted you." He replied solemnly.
"Damn it! Why can't you just accept that I have no feelings towards you? That I don't feel that attraction you are trying to insinuate! I don't like you I abhor you! Do you hear me Thyago? I. Abhor. You!" She emphasized every word while glaring at him. She knew she doesn't mean it, she just burst it out of anger.
She saw his eyes turned fierce as his jaw clenched in anger. His eyes glared dangerously at her as those blue orbs are now blazing in fury. She knew she had provoked him so in response, she grabbed her both arms in haste and couldn't help but wince in pain brought by his drastic action.
"I always get what I want and I want you, Bea. If I can't get you with sweet nothings and courtships then I'm sorry I'll have to take you by force then." He stated darkly.
Realizing she had made him mad, she suddenly regrets saying those words. His grasp is getting tighter and she could feel his nails piercing in her skin.
"Let go of me, you're hurt in me!" She couldn't help to wince in pain but it seems like he doesn't hear her or he no longer wanted to listen. He was engulfed by anger and the spirit of alcohol, he had let his emotions overpowered him.
She gathered up all her strength and pushed him with all her might. When she succeeded, he was about to grab her again but she took the opportunity to move away then slapped him hard in the face. She was intending to wake him up to gather his sanity but it seems she was wrong this time. His face turned darker and somber. The next action he did was drastic. He carelessly deposited her in the bed as his eyes blazing in fury. It was the first time she saw him very mad this way and it scares the hell out of her. His jaw clenched and his eyes were dark and dangerous. She gasped in surprise when he forcibly claimed her lips then starting to undress her.
"Thyago, please don't do this! Stop this please..." She begged as she fights back.
Beyond her fear, she could still feel the warm and tingling sensation brought by his touch. She couldn't understand but the moment she felt his palm touches her skin, she felt that sparks again slowly igniting in every fiber of her body. His kisses and sensual touch, although it's drastic and aggressive, it still gives pleasure and an addicting sweet sensation in her. She suddenly felt getting hot all over. She was liking it, no she was loving it. Until she didn't realize her protests and resistance suddenly turned out to gasp and moans of pleasure.
She didn't know what happened but he managed to take off everything in her leaving only her underwear without noticing it. She only realized it when she felt the cold breeze of air by the window that hits her when he moved away starting to undress himself. She got alarmed when he looked directly full of lust at the part between her legs then pulled out the remaining cloth she was wearing. She wanted to die in deep shame as he stares intently at her whole nakedness. No man has ever seen her naked even Matt never seen her this way before. She always argues and rejects him every time he initiates he wanna have sex with her and that's the often cause of their fights and misunderstanding nowadays. Now she's letting Thyago seeing her whole nakedness when she depraved this to her own boyfriend.
She was about to cover herself but she gasped when he grabbed the back of her head then his one hand grabbed one peak of her breast then massage it in a circular motion. A moan of pleasure suddenly escaped her mouth and she caught him looking at her face savoring the effect of what he's doing on her. His kisses are coaxing and punishing but it was passionate she couldn't help to respond. When he felt her response, he deepened the kiss as his tongue do some magic inside her mouth.
"Shit! Your lips drive me towards insanity, baby..." He said in between kisses and growl.
This is so wrong but damn it felt so good my own body couldn't help to respond in everything he does. I like what he's doing and it feels like I want more. Damn, I don't want him to stop anymore...
"Please Thyago, don't do this. This is so wrong." She stated in between heavy breathes and pleasurable moans.
He stops for a moment and looked at her, that's when she felt like heaven was taken away from her. She suddenly wanted to take back her words and ask him to go on.
"You're mine and I will kill whoever steps in the way for me to have you, you understand?" He said fiercely in a dangerous and desperate tone.
His eyes showed lust and a deep feeling she couldn't name. When he heard no opposition from her, he kissed her hungrily again, this time more aggressive and taunting she couldn't help to just moan aloud. Thyago was a good kisser and a good lover. He knows how to please every part of her body. She then found herself kissing him back and touching him the same intensity he does to please him.
The next thing she knew, they were both lying naked in the bed as he was on top of her praising and tasting every part of her. She could feel thousands of sensations he was arousing in every fiber of her body. She heard him groaned and god knows she didn't want to fight the feeling anymore. Moans turned to breathy loud whispers of pleasure, she was even tailing words she didn't know she will say. She gasped when she grabbed her both hands then raised them and leveled them on her pillow. Shocked shown her face as her eyes widen in fear when she felt him positioned himself between her legs.
"Awww! T-Thyaaago..." She panicked and quickly pushed him.
Dammit, but it was painful and he was so huge and hard yet she didn't want to stop h though. It seems like her body was aching for something but she couldn't name it. He kept on thrusting and it was slow and gentle at first but she could still feel the searing pain when he penetrated her insides. Tears and sweat now on her face when he thrust half of his hugeness in her but she don't want him to stop. She wants him so bad, she wants him to completely fill her to the brim. His expression was so soft as he lovingly stare at her as he move on top of her.
He kissed her cheeks, her teary eyes, and her nose and he started to move again. This time, his thrust is hard but still slowly letting her accommodate his hugeness. She could still feel the searing pain that kept on occurring down her brought by his thrust. In response she couldn't help to put pressure while holding his shoulders, she could feel her nails going deep down his skin wounding him. And then he go deep and faster as her moans became shout in complete pleasure. A few more thrusts and she felt something warm explode inside her. She heard him groaned, stopped moving up in her, and let his face rest in her chest sniffing her skin while they were both panting.
As she let her body rested, things started to made sense, and realize what did she have done. Guilt and regrets suddenly crept inside her chest. She completely gave herself to Thyago. She did like what happened and she will never be a hypocrite in admitting it. She never thought she will be betrayed by her own body that she regrets it now. Tears started to run down her face as she was thinking about Matt. She pulled the blanket and covered her naked body. She felt him hugged her from behind and she couldn't help to close her eyes. She felt him kissed her shoulder from behind and she just remain passive.
"What were you thinking?" She heard him worriedly asked when he noticed her silence.
"That shouldn't happened..." She stated then couldn't help to finally burst into tears.
That's when she felt him immediately arise in the bed and force her to face him. He tried to embrace and console her but she pushed him away.
"We both like what happened--"
"You took me here out of my will, you seduced me!" She accused.
She knew its ridiculous to put the blame on him because he didn't literally force her, she enjoyed what happened. The way she moan in pleasure and the way she responds to his kisses and lovemaking cannot be denied that she enjoyed what happened.
"This is so wrong. I have a boyfriend and yet I gave myself to you." She desperately stated while crying.
"You can deny and said it was wrong but you knew in yourself that feels so right. You would not give yourself if you don't have affection for me."
"It was nothing but lust, Thyago!"
"You can fool yourself but you can never fool me, Bea..." He stated full of bitterness.
She never fight back when she felt being enveloped by his arms. She couldn't deny it, her body aches for him so much but she knew this was a mistake, and mistakes should be ended and be corrected.
"Break up to your boyfriend." She heard him stated. It was more like an order, not a request.
"No! Let's forget that this ever happened."
"What? No way, baby. Now that I know you have feelings for me." He said like he was so sure of himself.
"What are you talking about? This is just one night of pleasure!"
"Go on, keep feeding yourself a lie." He stated bitterly.
"I made up my decision. Please, bring me home now and stay away from my life from now on."
"The hell I will do that! It's not your decision to make and don't you ever think you can get rid of me!" He warned dangerously then stand up in his naked glory and left her in the bed.