Chapter 84: Lilith P.O.V.

Chapter 84: Lilith P.O.V.
I woke up with the sound of wolves fighting and howling. I tried to move but my leg was stuck and I could see a bone poking out, “okay, assess damages lily.” I whispered to myself. Unbuckling the seatbelt as slowly as I possibly could to avoid them noticing me and then started checking my shoulders and arms for any other injuries besides small cuts and scrapes that I had gotten. 

I could hear them circling the vehicle, the repulsive smell made me even more aware how bad of a situation that I was in now, “Rogues.” I snarled, trying not to breathe in the disgusting smell.

I’m an hour away from safety. An hour away from living my life quietly and finding some sort of peace away from everything that I have spent my life knowing. Now, I was going to die without ever knowing the comfort that you find in walking to a room safely, eating lunch without smelling for poison. That killed me more than anything, knowing how much I would never get to experience the boring things everyone takes for granted. 

I waited for someone to attack. I waited to finally die a death that I have spent my whole life worried about. I always knew I would die but I never thought of the fight I would have with the things I would miss. 

The sky cracked with lighting and a thunderous boom followed, “Move.” Some one said, a confident husky voice growled. I was comfortable wit a violent death by wolves that knew nothing more than kill to survive. I clutched my throat the pain in my leg blurred things while I squirmed for a way out, “No, no more.” I pleaded and whimpered with myself. I can’t handle this anymore. I can’t do this. I tried to force my door open with no luck until I reached over to the other side and tried that door, it opened with a squeal.

I don’t even fucking care right now. I will not be someone’s trophy for ‘not being a villain’. I am a freaking person with feelings, hopes and dreams. Every single person that I have ever met has taken those and killed them over what? Power. 

No, I dragged myself over the middle compartment and slowly slid my leg over until I got to the other seat and slowly slide down onto the cold dirt floor. I could feel vision going in and out while to run, every single time I hobbled over the ground the pain in my leg grew. 

“Wait!Stop!” A male voice begged. 

“Please just leave me alone!” I cried out trying to make my movements even faster until I tripped over a freaking rock. My bad leg was the first thing to hit the floor, “Fuck!” I screamed. 

My vision blurred out and when I started coming to it I was in a white room filled with people frantically trying to help me. The same man that had screamed and begged for me to stop running was trying to rip open my shirt, “No!” I screamed, trying to push him away and fight against him with the very little strength that I still had.

“No, please don’t do this!” I begged, tears fell down my face while he moved his hands away from me as much as possible, back away from me a few paces, “Everyone stop now!” He shouted. 

They did. 

Like he had some secret power that made every single persons movements stops, “Can you tell us your name and who your parents are so we know your lineage?” He asked with such a calm demeanor. 

“My name is lily of the rose pack. My parents were Lily and julian before we were kidnapped and tricked.” I sobbed, hot tears fell down my face. 

“Okay, lily. We will figure out the rest later for now can I do anything to make you feel more comfortable?” he asked with a softness in his brown eyes that I wanted to trust but I wouldn’t.

Never again. 

They know how to do that,men. They have this ability to make me think that I am safe when I never really was. Maybe I am just innocent and dumb or something much worse but I won’t ever give my heart out like that again. I will promise myself that. 

“I want females. Only females.” I whimpered, while the pain in my leg throbbed. 

“Okay, can I have my sister and some other women come take over for the men in the room?” he asked. 

My mates would never have asked if a female could be left alone with me I would have had to beg and still never what I truly needed, but what if that is how he plans to hurt me? I won’t give him that chance so I nodded my head yes and he left the room. The man with the soft brown eyes and lean body left the room and part of me didn’t want him too. 

“Hi, Lily. My brother explained that you only wanted female staff. Can you explain why so we can help you better?” The tall woman looked down at me while she looked at my leg. 

“My mate- my mates they forced me to- to take their marks and have sex with them.” hot tears soaked the gown that I was wearing.

“Is it okay if I hold your hand lily?” She said softly and I nodded because I wanted to accept help from this woman. The doctors filled something in my arm and I felt less pain than I ever have, “Thank you. Don’t let them hurt me.” I smiled at her drug induced while they continued to work on my body. At some point they started wrapping my leg up in a tan wrap and the machine behind me wasn’t beeping nearly as annoyingly. 

“My name is emily by the way, since you trusted me with your life. I think you should know my name.” She said, taking off her mask and I could see what she looked like. 

“Men hurt me. I trust men even the ones that are supposed to be good and they hurt me.” I whispered, staring at her perfectly brown eyes. 

“Never again.” She squeezed my hand. 

“Do you think my brother and I could ask you some questions?” She asked, kind of nervous that I might say no.

“Sure, um… Is your brother in charge or something?” I asked, nervously. It might be a bad place if I have made the guy in charge mad already. 

“He is, but he understands where you are coming from. I’ll stay in here in the whole time if you want?” She suggested and I nodded my head. She might be someone that I actually want to be friends with. 

“Okay.” I whispered and stared at her for the strength that i clearly need right now.