Harmino, Kabanata 4

WARNING: MATURE CONTENT [R18+]

LET'S NORMALIZE SAFE SEX, BUT PLEASE IF YOU'RE A MINOR CONTROL YOURSELVES. PLEASE DON'T DO WHAT THESE CHARACTERS DO. (even if they'll turn 18 in a month). 

A/N: Lesson learned, magbakla na lang para hindi ma-jontis. Lol! Charot lang! Nyahahaha. Iyong mga minor diyan ha! Ayusin niyo bohai niyo. Huwag gagaya sa mga ate/kuya na malilib0g kaya nagmamadali!

HALOS MAHULOG na si Nirca sa kanyang higaan dahil ang lahat ng espasyo sa higaan ay may unan sa pagitan.

"What the fuck is this?" she yawned. "I got drunk. D-Did . . . Did I do something wrong last night? No, right? Wala akong ginawang masama sa 'yo, 'di ba? O meron? Sana wala. Anong ginawa ko?" sunod-sunod ang tanong niya nang matauhan siya.

"Yesterday you asked me to fuck you just so I could be the last woman you had sex with before you turn 18." dire-diretsong sagot ko sa kanya.

Nanlaki ang mga mata niya at napatakip sa bibig. "What? Fuck."

"You're sober now?" tanong ko sa kanya. Bukas ang bintana kaya parehas kaming tinatamaan ng sinag ng araw.

Isang gabi na naman ang lumipas.

"Yes." aniya.

"Yes?" sarkastikong tanong ko at hinagis sa kanya ang mga unan. "Yes pala ah. Ngayon, magpaliwanag ka sa akin! Gusto mo ba ako? Bakit mo ako aayaing makipag-sex sa 'yo?!"

"Hindi!" nag-iwas siya ng tingin at sinalo lahat ng binabato kong unan. "H-Hindi kita gusto. Bakit kita magugustuhan?" tanong niya sa akin.

Tumigil ako sa pagbato sa kanya. Tila may dumaang sakit sa puso ko dahil sa sinagot niya sa akin.

May gusto na nga ba ako kay Nirca? Wala naman, 'di ba? Dalawang araw pa lang. Kung meron man akong nararamdaman, infatuated lang ako! O baka nagagandahan lang ako sa kanya, hindi ko siya gusto!

Hindi niya pala ako gusto, huh? Tingnan lang natin kung hindi niya pa ako magustuhan pag may nangyari sa amin.

Tila may demonyong sumapi sa akin.

"May klase ka ngayon?" tanong ko sa kanya.

"Hindi pumasok iyong prof. namin ngayon kaya gawa na lang kami ng partner ko ng activity, ikaw?"

"Wala." sagot ko. "Naligo ka na?"

Taka niya akong tiningnan. "Ba't mo 'ko tinatanong? Sabay lang tayo nagising," aniya. "Sige na, mauna ka na maligo. Nag-abala ka pa talagang magpaalam."

"Let's go somewhere."

"Where?" Tanong niya. "Okay. Bilisan mo na lang maligo para makasunod ako sa 'yo."

"Ayaw ko sa mabagal, eh," sabi ko agad at kinagat ang labi. I looked at her mischievously.

"Oh, edi bibilisan ko," bahagya siyang napaatras. Nag-iwas siya ng tingin at lumunok.

"Sabay tayo?"

"Huh?!" sa lakas ng sigaw niya ay parang nakita ko sa third eye ko na nagsiliparan lahat ng kalapati palayo. 

"Sabi ko, sabay tayo!"

"Ang aga-aga, lasing ka?! Leche, nagsorry pa naman ako sa 'yo kasi nakainom ako tapos ikaw kay aga-aga? Naknamputa---"

"Ano? Ayaw mo?" sabihin mo lang.

"S-Sige. Sige!" aniya at napatayo agad. Naglakad kami papasok sa cr niya. 

Pagpasok namin ay nagsimula na akong maghubad. This will be my first time! At sa babae pa. My younger self would pass out if she found out my first sex is with a woman like me!

"H-Hoy! Hoy! Anong ginagawa mo?! Bakit ka naghuhubad?!" tarantang tanong ni Nirca at nagtakip ng mga mata. Kinapa-kapa niya pa ang doorknob para lang makaalis pero hinarangan ko iyon. "S-Syne, ano ba?! Anong ginagawa mo?!"

"Maliligo ako nang nakadamit?" 'di makapaniwalang tanong ko sa kanya.

"B-Bakit? Pwede naman 'yon!" nakatakip pa rin ang mga mara niya gamit ang palad niya kahit na hindi pa ako nakakapagtanggal ng kahit anong damit. "Nababaliw ka na ba? Huh? What do you think you're doing, Crosette?"

"I thought you want to fuck me---"

"I-I was drunk, okay! I didn't mean it---"

Drunk words are sober thoughts. Iyon agad ang pumasok sa isipan ko.

"Sanay ka naman makakita ng katawan ng babae, bakit ka nagtatakip ng mga mata?" ngumisi ako.

"Eh kahit na! Hinding-hindi ako papatol sa lasing hanggat hindi rin ako lasing. Kahit kailan, hindi!"

"Nirca, gusto ko 'to," I slowly removed her hand on her eyes. "I want this. If you don't, then we're not doing anything, okay? Don't be nervous. We just need to be fast . . ."

She stared at me as I undressed myself, seductively looking at her, not breaking our eye contact.

"Damn," bulong niya nang matanggal ko ang bra ko. Sobrang pula ng mukha niya nang makita niya 'yon, she bit her lip, napatakip agad siya ng bibig. 

"Ikaw naman, bago 'yung baba."

"Huh?" lumutang bigla ang utak niya. "Uhh . . . Okay."

She removed her pajama dress. Noong nakaraan ay nakapula siya, ngayon naman ay itim. Dahil dress iyon, madali agad iyong natanggal. Wala siyang bra! 

I pursed my lips, I can feel my cheeks burning. Kahit puro babae kaming magkakapatid, kahit kailan, never in my life I ever saw a grown woman's body!

"D-Do you want me to remove my underwear t-though?" Tanong niya. I gave her my 'isn't it obvious?' look. She gulped and nodded. "O-Okay. I just thought y-you'll be like, f-feel awkward. B-because this is probably y-your first time with a g-girl." nanginginig niyang sabi.

"Hoy! Anong nangyari sa 'yo? Ba't ka kinakabahan?" humalakhak ako at hinawakan ang pisngi niya. 

Yumuko siya saglit bago tinanggal iyong huling bagay na nagtatakip sa maselang parte ng katawan niya. Gusto kong mag-iwas ng tingin, I feel awkward!

"You're not drunk." nanlalaki ang mga matang sabi niya nang amuyin niya ako.

Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay, nanghahamon.

She gave me her siren eye look. I feel small. Nakatingin lang siya sa akin, hindi ko namalayan na siya na pala ang nagtatanggal ng underwear ko.

She pinned me, facing the wall. My back arched.

"Sure ka rito, huh? Hindi ka magsisisi?" inilagay niya ang baba niya sa balikat ko. "Promise? Hindi ka magagalit sa akin? Pag ginawa natin 'to, tatabihan mo pa rin ako paggabi?" 

"Oo, Nirca, if that's what you're worried about," init na init ang katawan ko. Pawis na pawis ang likuran. Binuksan ko ang shower faucet. Bumuhos agad sa katawan naming dalawa ang napakalamig na tubig.

"Ang tapang, halatang sasaktan ako." 

"Huh?" I didn't hear what she said because of the loud flowing of water.

She snaked her arms to my waist and kissed my shoulders. "Ang tapang mo, sabi ko." 

Bumaba ang tingin ko sa braso niya na may malaking sugat pa. Malapit na iyon gumaling. Meron din siya sa noo pero natatakpan iyon ng kaunting bangs niya.

"Masakit ba 'yan?" I asked her.

"Oo, huwag mo na lang pansinin." nakayakap lang siya sa akin ng ilang minuto bago niya hinawakan ang pisngi ko at unti-unti akong ihinarap sa kanya.

She kissed me, again.

Saktong paghiwalay ng labi namin ay saktong pagtugtog ng isang kanta mula sa speaker.

What the hell? Pati sa banyo ay may speaker siya. She must like music so much.

"What's that song?" I asked.

"Zayn's Pillow talk." aniya at hinalik-halikan ako ulit.

♪ Climb on board ♪

♪ We'll go slow and high tempo ♪

♪ Light and dark ♪

♪ Hold me hard and mellow ♪

♪ I'm seeing the pain, seeing the pleasure ♪

♪ Nobody but you, 'body but me ♪

♪ 'Body but us, bodies together ♪

For a moment, there was nothing in the world except our bodies pressed together lost in our own world with our unbridled lust and desire. I can feel her sensitiveness on my butt, caressing me.

She kissed me again, more passionate. Slowly, she went down. She separated my thigh and slowly rubbed my gem. I feel like my whole body is heating up and I could explode at any time. Her touch gives me a tingling sensation.

I was just feeling her warm caress in my delicacy when she immediately surprised me with her quick movement in my middle. Her finger hasn't even gone inside my hole yet!

♪ I love to hold you close, tonight and always

♪ I love to wake up next to you ♪

♪ So we'll piss off the neighbors ♪

♪ In the place that feels the tears ♪

♪ The place to lose your fears ♪

♪ Yeah, reckless behavior ♪

Why am I so ignorant of these things? It's so embarrassing! I didn't even know the name of the part of my body that she was pleasuring, but it felt so good.

Just for a moment she was there in the middle of my legs, I moaned. I then covered my mouth, my eyes widened. "Hah. . . please keep doing that. Please. . ."

Her finger sped up, until I felt hot liquid coming out of me. Is that my release? 

Finally, we're done.

I smiled at her. "That was fun, thank you, Nirca," I was about to face her when he pressed me against the wall. "Ah! Nirca, masakit!" my boobs pressed hard on the tiles. 

"You think that's all? I haven't even tasted you yet. I'll make sure you will not get out of here standing properly." She whispered in my ears. "You wanted this."

This time, she didn't come down. Only one of her hands with her fast fingers was left there. She played with her long fingers in between me again.

"Do you know what this is, Syne?" she breathed in my neck. "This is called, clitoris. It feels so damn good, right? Do you want this? Or . . . This?" she slowly inserted her hot and long fingers inside. 

She didn't just put her middle finger in there, she put it all the way in! It fucking hurts! It really fucking hurts, hurts like hell! I feel like she destroyed a part of me. She didn't move for a moment because she saw my reaction.

"You okay?" pinatay niya ang faucet ng shower para tumingin sa akin. "Masakit ba? 'Wag na lang?" puno ng pag-aalala ang mga mata niya.

The remaining water still drips from my body. She put the wet strand of my hair blocking my face behind my ear. "Sorry, I shouldn't have put it all in right away." She kissed my forehead.

She was panting. I barely hear it.

She was about to pull out when I put her back in. "What's the point of the pain I've suffered if I'm also going to stop you in the end?"

Unti-unting sumilay ang ngiti sa labi niya. Kita ko ang repleksyon niya sa puting tiles.

She enhaled air through her mouth and shook her head. "Lakas mo talaga, eh," komento niya at gumalaw sa loob.

I covered my mouth but she keeps removing my hand. I glared at her.

"Wala namang makakarinig sa 'tin," she kissed my shoulders. "You can even scream. We have no neighbors here. Mom's not here. You have nothing to worry about."

♪ A place that is so pure, so dirty and raw ♪

♪ In the bed all day, bed all day, bed all day ♪

♪ Fucking and fighting on ♪

♪ It's our paradise and it's our war zone ♪

She went down, she licked me. It was so good, I closed my eyes just to feel it better! I thought that's the only thing she'd do but I was wrong, she started moving and teasing my gem before putting it in my hole! Her wet and hot tongue tasted me while I'm biting my lips to stop myself from moaning.

We didn't just do it in the bathroom, even in her own bed. We ended up taking a shower again.

Tinutuyo ni Nirca ang buhok ko gamit ang twalya niya. Nasa bathroom ulit kami at katatapos lang maligo. I saw her razor near the bathroom mirror so I tried to get it but she stopped me.

"What are you doing?" she asked.

Clueless ko siyang tiningnan. "To shave my legs?"

"I'll get you another one," itinago niya sa kanyang likod ang razor. "Baka madumihan ng razor ko ang balat mo."

I looked at her in disbelief. 

Itinuyo niya rin ang kanyang buhok. 

"I'm hungry," sabi ko agad.

"Right, we haven't eaten yet. Saan pala tayo pupunta?" 

I sighed. "I'm tired. Bukas na lang siguro. Let's eat first."

"Stay here, I'll get the food downstairs for us," aniya at inayos ang kapit ng twalya sa kanyang katawan para hindi iyon mahulog. Inayos niya rin ang twalya sa buhok at katawan ko. "What do you want to eat?"

"Kung anong meron sa kitchen," sabi ko. "Ay hindi, I want to see what's the food in there so I can choose. I'll go with you."

"Tss. Fine."

She guided me as I went out, and closed the doors of her room. 

Pagbaba ko ay bumagal ang lakad ko dahil nakita ko ang boyfriend ni Kahel doon. 

"What are you doing, Syne? I thought you wanted to eat---"

Nirca stopped when she finally saw the reason why I stopped walking fast. 

Hindi maipinta ang mukha ng lalaki habang nakatingin sa amin. Tila nagulat na may kung anong iniisip pero ayaw niyang paniwalaan kaya siya naiiling. Nag-iwas naman agad siya ng tingin sa amin.

"U-Uhh . . ." I tried to break the silence.

"D-Darell, ba't 'di ka manlang tumawag?"

"Tumawag ako." sagot ni Darell habang nakaiwas pa rin ang tingin sa amin. "A-And I knocked, it's not locked and the lights are on so I went inside. I heard water drops from somewhere so I thought you're just in the bathroom to shower. I'm right, but I'm sorry. I-I didn't see anything. Forget my existence, I'm not here. I'll come back later."

My lips are parted. Darell stood up and was about to go outside but I stopped him.

"N-No! It's okay. Magbibihis lang kami. Stay here!" I awkwardly smiled. "And uh . . . Please don't tell anyone about this."

"Yes! Y-Yes of course!" I can also feel his secondhand embarassment for us. Nakatalikod pa rin siya sa amin.

Pagkatapos noon ay nagstay na lang ako sa kwarto ko. Nasa living room pa rin sila Nirca at Darell kaya hindi ako bumaba. Buti na lang at binalikan ako ni Nirca para magbigay ng pagkain.

Nagrereview ako para sa isang quiz nang may tumawag sa akin. Kunot noo kong kinuha ang cellphone ko. Nang makita ko kung sino ang tumatawag ay napatayo agad ako sa aking swivel chair.

"Charles! It's been awhile!" napangiti ako.

"Mnemosyne! How are you?" 

"Ayos lang! Ikaw, kumusta ang paa mo? Ikaw kasi puro na lang kotse ang inaasikaso mo. Naaksidente ka pa tuloy." 

Ilang buwan nang 'di nakakapasok si Charles, ang nag-iisa kong best friend. Naaksidente kasi siya sa racing game niya. Their family is not that rich so he tried to race using his uncle's car and money. That's his way of earning. Best friend na kami simula pa noong grade eight kami, until now.

"Kita tayo?" Charles asked.

Kinabukasan ay nagkita kami sa University. Engineering siya kaya may schedule kami na magkasaliwa. Tsaka lang kami nagkita pagkatapos ng huling klase niya.

"Hi!" his eyes lightened when he saw me. He waved with a smile on his face.

I waved back and immediately ran to hug him. "How are you? Nakakalakad ka na nang maayos! I missed you so much, Charlotte."

Ngumiwi siya sa nickname niya na ako ang gumawa. "Stop calling me Charlotte, Syne."

Habang nakayakap ako sa kanya ay may nahagip ang mga mata ko. Isang pares ng matang nagliliyab na pagmamay-ari ni Nirca. 

She rolled her eyes and walked out after she noticed I saw her reaction.

Is she jealous?