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 Happy  thanksgiving baby “ My mom's voice rang into my head as I tried to open my eyes .

I didn’t know what was happening , what thanksgiving exactly were they talking about .

I forcefully opened my eyes and that was when I saw my mom standing inside my room  staring at me with those smiles that I love so much .

For a moment my head went blank trying to think of what she was doing here and it was at that moment that  everything came rushing back into my head  .

It was thanksgiving and everyone was here in my step dad's house to spend thanksgiving with us .

The whole mansion was filled  and it made my heart bubble with so much joy .

“ happy thanksgiving mom , I love you “

I stood up from the bed ignoring the tiredness that I felt the moment I walked  up and stood up to my mom and hugged her .

I couldn’t imagine what she had in stores for me today .

Thanksgiving was one of those things that I love so much .

I didn’t know why my mom held it in so much regard but there was just something about it that I didn’t want to talk about .

“‘How about you go   get prepared and cone down for breakfast before the real party starts .

I. Just nodded my head to my moms words not knowing what to say .

I had so many thoughts going through my head at that moment but I couldn’t just pick the right stuff to think of , I was as confused as fuck  .

The moment mom walked out of the room , I shut the door .

I knew how much I wanted my own privacy and  it was a good thing that I got it , I just wanted to be alone and didn’t want any disturbance .

I stood up and walked to my bathroom to brush  my teeth.

I didn’t want to go down there with such a smelly mouth  when we had guests in the house.

I came out of the bathroom after cleaning up and I could see that  there was a notification on my phone .

I didn’t need anyone to tell me that it was Angel and as I picked up the phone it was just as I had predicted .

I picked up the phone and it was her  texting me  and  telling me how sorry she was and also wishing me a happy thanksgiving .

On second thought , I wanted so much to forgive her. I knew that she had wronged me , but I just wanted to talk to her .

At least she was sorry and not Elsa who would do shit and still rub  it in my face and act like I am the one at fault and then make me feel guilty when she’s the  one who had done something that stupid .

I didn’t want to start thinking about it .

From all that had happened , I had decided to put all that was happening right behind me and never to think about it again , there was nothing that was going to bring her back to the stuff that I had ran  away from .



I watched my mom give orders to the maids and for them to get everything ready .

I tried my best to also support her in the way that I could , I didn’t want her stressing herself up .

Everyone in  my family was so happy to be here and they seem to have forgotten about all the stuff that happened the last time that I hosted them and it was better  that they did .

When the  whole table was  filled  everyone decided to speak before we ate .

First, my  grandparents thanked  my step dad for letting them  come here and how grateful they were to him for the way he had been treating their daughter  .

I had so much to say In  this table but I felt so invisible that I didn’t want to  say a word .

My mom raised up her hands indicating that she had something that she wanted to say  and stood up 

“ I want to specially thank you all for coming and deciding to spend thanksgiving in my husband house even though  this wasn’t the tradition that we normally do in this family but I am most grateful that I was able to do this .

“ first off , I want to say a big thank you to shuan if it weren’t for him none of us would be here , I think that he made all of this to  be possible and also one of the many reasons why I wanted a lot of us to be here is because I have something to share with everyone of us and I want all of you to have and partake in our  joy “

“ So today being Thanksgiving , my husband and I have decided to announce that we are having a baby , we  am pregnant  .

Pregnant  , the last statement mom said ran in my head like a bell .

I tried so hard to process what I had just heard .

I didn’t want to believe  that my mothers was pregnant and was pregnant for shusn .

“ You are what mom ? I screamed out, unable to control my emotions at that moment .

The whole table suddenly went silent and looked at me because  of  my sudden outburst , it was at that moment I knew that I didn’t have to act that crazy , they were going to guess it .

“ I am pregnant my love , you are going to be a sister “ 

I stood up immediately and ran to hug my  mom with tears and mixed feelings in my heart. I didn’t know if I was sincerely happy that my mom was having a baby or I was just hurt by the fact that the man that I love got  my mom pregnant , obviously he choosed  my mom over me .