Chapter 25: I Want A Divorce

Chapter 25: I Want A Divorce

Yvonne

As soon as I entered the room, I saw him standing near the window. He was staring out the window and various emotions surged through me looking at him after facing a near death experience. I went near and stood at the left side of the table, a few steps away from him while his back was in front of me.

"N..nathan?" I stuttered as I called softly.

I should tell him about our baby first and then everything that happened till now and I will ask him what he was doing with Sasha in the hospital.

"Sasha is back." He said coldly without even turning around and I felt my world come crashing down on me as my heart broke into a million pieces.

My head felt dizzy suddenly and I held the corner of the table for support. This is not happening.

"I hope you haven't forgotten about our agreement of our contract marriage." He added without a single glance at me.

'Do you think he fucking care? He is about to have a child with his one true love.' I tried to ignore the screaming voice in my head and took out the ultrasound report. This is not just all about me, my baby would need him. He would need his father.

"I am…" I tried to say but he cut me off.

"I want to end this marriage of ours and I didn't want to have anything to do with you in the future. I hope you understand."

I don't want to have anything to do with you in the future. His voice kept ringing like a mantra in my head.

Have you ever been cut by a paper? It seems such a fragile thing yet when it cuts the skin, it hurts as hell but you can't see the wound because the cut is too small. Hearing his words felt like my heart had been cut by paper again and again. No bleeding, no visible wounds and no pains. My body finally turned numb to pain.

I expected him to be kind at least. Why did I? I am literally nothing to him. He just proved that right now, that is why he can throw me away like some trash from his life. He doesn't deserve to be the father of my child, he doesn't deserve to know the truth about my pregnancy and he doesn't deserve me.

As the realization hit me, my eyes turned cold as ice. This is what I get for giving my everything to this man. At that moment, I felt relieved that I never confessed my love to him. He will never know how much I love him, I will never show him that I was weak for him. He will never know how much he hurt me. He turned to face me when I did not respond.

"I want a divorce, since she is back there is no reason to continue this contract marriage anymore." He said without any emotions in his eyes and picked the paper from the couch as he stood in front of me.

I wanted to laugh because the only woman he ever cared for was his back and she is carrying his child. That is why he doesn't need anyone else, his family is complete and that is why he is clearing trash out of his life. I hid the pregnancy ultrasound report in my handbag again and glanced at the paper in his hands, extended my hand as I met his gaze bravely. I stared icily right back into his eyes, snatching the papers from him, I turned around towards the table and took the pen. I signed the papers without saying a single word to him, he isn't worth fighting for.

He looked at me completely shocked, I guess he didn't expect me to sign the papers so quickly. I handed the signed divorce papers to him and stared directly into his eyes.

"I, Yvonne Beckett, are no longer committed to you, Mr. Nathan Kelvin. Our marriage is off as of today and onwards. Enjoy your life with the one you love, I hope we will never meet again." I said as harshly as I could and turned towards the door, trying to control my own emotions.

I won't break down in front of him and I will never let him hurt my heart again. Never!

****Back to present****

"Are you okay?" I heard Samuel's asked worriedly, I looked at him and nodded.

"I am okay, I just need some time." I replied in a small voice and looked out of the window again.

We have been driving aimlessly for hours because I didn't want to go home. It is noon already and it has started raining as well. I stared at the street of Australia, the rain has created a melancholic atmosphere just like my heart. A lone tear escaped my eye as the memories of the past that I have buried deep inside my heart came back to me.

Love, what is it? Is it important? Does it make you strong or does it make you weak?

It doesn't matter anymore, there was a time when I thought love could make one the strongest but now I know that it also makes one weak as well. I might be weak but I am not stupid. Lies, betrayal and deception, in a relationship, if people say that what they did was unintentional then know that it was a lie. Because no lie, no deception and no betrayal was unintentional. It has always been planned and intentional. If you believe their lies, you are just giving them a chance to take you for granted and the right to rule over your heart.

I have been through enough because of that man named Nathan Kelvin and I will not go down that road again. I don't forgive people who deceive and cheat, no matter how much I love them. Once it is over it is the end.

You will never get through my heart again, Nathan Kelvin. Not in this life.