Chapter 81 081
Damien's POV
She wouldn't let me see her for the past few days so I had to bury myself in work hoping that I'll be able to forget her. She really has a temper when it comes to dealing with me. I just didn't answer her questions on time, why won't she listen to me? We're at this point and she still believes that I don't love her?
Everything I've done for her should prove how much I cared about her. What else does she want me to do? It's hard enough for me to do all the things I'm not used to. I made an exception because of her. I thought I was just doing this because of my obsession with her. But Lucas told me I was really in love with her.
"Alpha, we just got a report that the Crystal River pack suffered some surprise attack. And the subject of their attack was for revenge, while claiming it was our pack who did it." Lucas said, rushing in without warning.
If I didn't have a strong heart, I would be startled by all of this. After hearing what he said, I wasn't surprised. It's not the first time a pack would get attacked and I would be blamed for it. They're used to blaming me for everything that happens to them. But of course, not the good ones.
"Be careful when you barge into my study next time. Besides, blaming me for something like this isn't the first time. What's so shocking?" I replied him.
He shook his head, "I know it's not shocking Alpha. But what if they actually report you to the werewolf elders committee? They might get support to attack our pack."
"Then they should do it fast. I'd like to see which pack has the guts to do against me. That way, I'll add them to my list of packs I'll never forgive."
I don't know what Lucas is worried about. I'm not bragging right now but... I'm actually bragging. I have the strongest warriors, the best defense and I'm used to seeing everyone blame my pack for everything. Because we're the strongest and refuse to bow to others.
It's not surprising to see something like this happening to me. Many packs have gotten protection from us for years. If they decide to turn against me now, I won't even mind. I would actually love it. It would make it easier for me the conquer them that way.
"Alpha, do you think I should go there and show them evidence that we had nothing to do with the attacks? I know we're blamed for everything that happens. But this time, it feels like they had evidence we really did it."
I banged my hands on the table angrily, Lucas immediately went down on his knees.
"You want me to explain myself to them? Even if they had evidence of my people, are they stupid enough not to know about imposters or traitors? Anyone could do it, you want me to apologize to them." I growled at him.
"Forgive me Alpha! It was very wrong of me to say that. I won't do it again!" He quickly apologized.
But that apology wasn't enough to ease the anger in my heart. I was losing my temper again which hasn't happened in a while. How dare those people try to step over me every single time? Am I that easy to mess with? They have nothing against me, yet they keep trying to test my patience.
"Lucas, I want you to go to the Crystal Moon Pack and tell the Alpha that I want him to come after me. I'm going to annihilate his entire pack as a warning to others." I told him.
"But..."
"GO!" I growled at him and he left hurriedly.
I'm going to make them a good example up everyone. I don't care if they have innocent people or not. Right from the beginning, every single bad thing has been tied to me. I used to be so naive years ago, explaining myself to them and thinking they would believe me.
I thought they would trust me if I brought prove that my pack was innocent but none of them trusted me. I had to live with all that hate as a young child. Why should I condone all of their nonsense when I could just accept that I did it?
That's why I have gone after many of them for real all these years just to prove the point and build up the fear in them. I thought they would change when they feared that I would attack them. I never thought they would become more foolish to think that I'm still that naive young kid they used to hate.
I couldn't control my anger and it was getting the better of me. I thought of all the things I could do. I thought about Amelia. I was going to leave her alone until she was ready to talk to me but I don't think I can do it anymore. I want to see her.
I left my study to look for her. She was sitting on the couch in her room when I barged in. She looked startled to see me, and then she ignored me again to continue what she was watching on the TV. I couldn't take this from her. Everyone else was ignoring me, why would she do this to me too?
"Amelia, look at me." I said, slowly moving closer to her.
She scoffed, "Look at you? What's there to see? Is there anything other than your usual annoying and hateful self?"
"LOOK AT ME AMELIA!"
She jumped in fright when she heard me yell. She stopped watching the TV and finally turned her attention to me. She stood up, staring at me in confusion.
"WHAT THE FUCK? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? WHY ARE YOU YELLING AT ME?"
I tried to calm myself down but it just wasn't doing it for me. Without thinking about anything else, I grabbed her by the waist, pulling her closer to me to her surprise. She tried to get out of my hold but I wouldn't let her.
"What are you doing Damien? Let me go right now! Are you out of your fucking mind?" She complained, wriggling her body from my hold.
"Amelia, you're driving me crazy." I kissed her without warning.
She wanted to get out of it and even tried to kick me but I caught her legs. The taste of her lips made me feel so good. They were too soft and tasted like the sweetest thing you could ever find. I didn't want to let go at all and I deepened the kiss, desperately holding on to her waist.
It seemed like whenever I kissed her, it would help calm me greatly. I thought it was going great until she bit my lips, I liked the idea so I did the same thing to her. She pulled away, breathing hard and having the look of disbelief on her face.
"Damien, you psychopath! Why did you bite me?" She fired at me.
"You bit my lips harder so I did the same. I thought it's your love language to me now." I replied her with a smirk.
"You... You're shameless! What's your problem? I was here peacefully and you just came to ruin the experience for me. Are you really that desperate to ruin things for everyone all the time?"
I couldn't reply her. I just stared at her in silence. She really saw me as someone who ruined things for her and nothing more. I thought she just hated the way I treated her, but she looked at me just like everyone else who hated me all these years did.
"Why aren't you saying anything? What exactly is your purpose of coming here now? What do you want from me? Do you want to screw me again?"
I frowned, "What exactly is wrong with you Amelia? Can't you just say something nice to me for once?"
"No." She replied, "Get out."
I nodded and headed out without saying anything to her. I need somewhere else to release the anger she ignited again. I don't want to hurt her.