Chapter 82 082
Amy's POV
What's wrong with Damien? My lips are swollen and they hurt a lot. Why would he come here to do this for no reason and then leave like he was upset when I told him the truth. Why is he trying to make me feel like I'm a bad person? Is he trying to pin some guilt on me or what?
I can't pinpoint what his problem is. He did look like he was mad earlier and he had a lot of things bothering him. Even so, that doesn't mean that he has a right to bother me. I don't understand what the stress with him bothering me all the time is.
I got a call from my phone after he left and it was Caleb. I realized I haven't talked to my brother in a while and I haven't seen him either. He must be mad at me now because I assume he would have heard the news from mom and dad. They must have given him my new number but I already had his number saved before.
I hesitated for a while before picking up because I was scared of my brother even though he wasn't close to me now. Caleb isn't easy to deal with especially in a situation like this. I know he wouldn't have let me out if he found out what happened to me, and he probably would have taken me away by all means if he came here first.
"Hello..." I said to the phone.
"Amelia! Is it true what I heard from mom and dad?" He fired at me immediately, "You actually got pregnant for that bastard and now you're living with him?"
My heart was racing at the same time, I didn't know how to explain it clearly to him.
"Caleb... It's not what you think it is. Everything that happened was a misunderstanding and we can't really change that now, can we?"
He scoffed, "Are you trying to get smart on me? Think again Amelia. You're making me lose my temper."
I sighed, there was no point lying to him. He's smart enough to know that I brought this upon myself and now I'm stuck with this bastard.
"I'm sorry big brother. Can you just forgive your naughty little sister?"
I heard him sigh, "I want to see you. I can't come to that place right now so we should meet up somewhere else."
It's dangerous for me to go out but I can't continue holding myself back without going out just because of them. I'm a Lycan. They should be the one getting scared of me and not the other way around. If my wolf wasn't locked for years, all this wouldn't be happening to me.
Why should lycans have to hide from the entire world when we have done nothing wrong? I have to hide yhe existence of my child from everyone also. I don't think it's fair at all and I don't want to listen to anyone.
"Okay, I'll text you the location." I told him.
After hanging up the call with my brother, I felt hungry. So I went downstairs to get something from the kitchen. Those people wouldn't let me do anything as Damien already instructed them to work for me. But this time, I just wanted to make something for myself.
I bumped into Lucas on my way to the kitchen. He was shocked to see me and he looked like he was bothered by something. What's wrong with him and his alpha? Are they losing their minds or what?
"Luna, I apologize for bumping into you. Are you okay?" He asked me.
I scoffed, "I'm not your Luna. When did I agree to marry your alpha?"
He sighed, "You're my Luna. Alpha already told me that you're going to be the Luna so everyone has to address you as that."
Forget it. Damien is a psychopath. He must derive joy in forcing others to do what they don't want to do. If Lucas and the rest don't call me this, he might do something to them. Since they can't disobey it, I'll just let it go for now.
"What's wrong with you though? You look like you've been going through a lot of things for the past few days. Is something wrong with you and your Alpha?" I asked him.
He shook his head, "It's nothing important Luna. You don't have to worry about it."
I sneered, "It's nothing important or you just don't think I'm important enough to tell me anything. Is that what your evil Alpha asked you to do?"
He looked flustered by the fact that I mentioned Damien was evil. Why is that surprising? I'm only saying something that everyone else says about him. He already knows he's the demon alpha. Why act surprised?
"Alpha has just been going through some stressful reactions for the past few days especially because you ignored him." He replied.
"He deserves it. Why would I not ignore him?"
"But he doesn't do well with being ignored. He doesn't care about other people but he hates being ignored by the people he cares about."
He cares about me? Is that what stimulated him to kiss me earlier? Is this good or bad news for me? What I wanted to hear from him was him saying that he loved me and nothing else. Loving me would mean everything else. Care, affection, everything else that I could think about.
"Doesn't he have pack issues to attend to? Why spend his entire time worrying about me?" I asked him, just to be sure Damien was actually worried about me.
He sighed again, "He's planning to go to war with the Crystal Moon Pack."
"Wait what?" I exclaimed in shock, "isn't that the same pack he took me the last time where he..."
The pack where he had sex with me at the party while everyone was outside the door. I can't believe I'm thinking about that right now. My rival also comes from that pack, I mean she's not that bad anyway. That's not the important point. The point is that those people were clearly respectful towards Damien.
"Why is he doing that? They were respectful to him when he went there and that's clearly a smaller pack. Why is he attacking people who can't win against him?" I asked again.
"They suffered a surprise attack with some causalities and they're accusing the Flaming Moon Pack of doing it. It's not the first time we're getting accused of absurd things like this. Alpha got mad this time and wants to annihilate all of them."
"Annihilate them? Is Damien out of his mind?"
I've also heard a lot of things about the Flaming Moon Pack in the past and it was part of the reason I badly wanted to stay away from their Alpha. Who would have thought that I would fall into his trap and even fall for him? Now I'm at a point where I can't even return to the beginning because of my feelings for him.
"I've tried to stop him from doing impulsive things but I can't disobey him. After all, you know how dominance over everyone would make us obey him even if we don't want to. And if we don't, we'll die."
"No. I have to stop him. Where is he now?"
He shrugged, "I don't know where he went. He has a bad temper that he has tried to manage all these years. I'm still hesitant to do what he asked, he might go after those people himself. The last time he attacked a pack, he killed everyone he set his eyes on except for women and children."
He didn't kill the women and children? I thought he was seen as someone who killed everyone without mercy. No. Damien is a madman. I can't let him run wild and kill the entire werewolf population. No matter how many people go against him, they might not be able to beat his incredible army and himself. I have to stop him from doing something he would regret later.
"What do you think he would do at times like this when he can't control his temper?"
"He might go for a run. But I don't think you can catch up with him. You're pregnant, you should watch your body." He warned me. "I can't let you go anywhere. He won't forgive me if anything happens to you."
"I know my body better than you. I won't let him blame you if anything happens to me. I'll go look for him." I told him.
We're in Damien's territory. No one would dare be presumptuous around here so it's safe. I have to look for him, else he'll just go from there and kill everyone.
"I'm sorry Luna, I can't let you go." He stepped in front of me.
"STAND BACK!" I tried to use my dominant aura on him and he immediately moved, I guess I have the same power as Damien. "I'll be back, don't worry about me."
I left him there and walked out. I had to use my pheromones on everyone that tried to stop me and it was exhausting. Now, I j have to look for Damien before it's too late.