Chapter 58 058
Amy's POV
I got my things prepared as soon as possible because I didn't want to waste time in leaving since I already made my decision to protect my child. I want to deal with it till the end. I'm not going to let anyone bother me or my child. This is all the family I have left now.
I still have a good amount of savings in my personal account that will go a long way for me so I won't have to suffer for a while. I feel sorry for Stacy who is helping me with everything. I feel like I'm stressing her out.
She's not even complaining and he's enduring everything for me. I don't know what I've done in my life to deserve such a good friend. I was finally ready to go and the following day was my escape.
Damien had not come to see me for days and I realized that I meant nothing to him. In the past he would have already sneaked into my room and tried to explain things but I guess what I saw that day was just the fruit. Maybe I overestimated myself too much.
I'm not going to forgive him for this. Not just because he broke my heart but the fact that I can't get over him so easily. Why do I feel so painful when he has never even treated me like a real person? He has only ever treated me like trash yet I still feel this way about him.
I got a call from Stacy while I was still thinking about some other things. She called to confirm if things were ready, and I told her things were okay over here with me. I was finally moving away to a pack that was far from my pack and Damien's own.
It won't be easy for him to find me even if he wants to look for me, and it'll be a place where I'm not popular and I can peacefully settle down there. I can try starting a business, or I can go back to college once I'm done with all of this. I still have a lot of plans and I don't know what I'm going to do yet. We shall see what the future holds for us.
I decided to go down for dinner after avoiding my family for days. When I got downstairs, my parents were surprised to see me, and also surprised my brother was also here. It's good enough that he is here with us tonight. This way I can get the opportunity to tell them about what is on my mind for a long time.
"Amelia, what has been going on with you? Mom and Dad told me everything about how you've been refusing to eat. I rushed all the way here because I was worried about you. Tell me, what's going on?" My brother asked me.
It's as if no one knows why I'm doing this in this house. Locking me up like I'm a child and not letting me do whatever I want when I'm old enough to make my own decisions. Yet they're asking me what is wrong with me. It's as if they are mocking me or something.
"I think you know it. I don't need to tell you why I'm doing this. You already know why. And besides, I'm only here to eat dinner with you all for the last time."
My dad bumped the table angrily. "What do you mean by the last time? You've been rebellious all along and I've been tolerating you. I'm telling you right now, you better get your act together or I'm going to make sure you get things right."
"What exactly do you want me to get together?" I fired at him.
"You're talking back at me now? Look at you, looking all skinny from refusing to eat. Are you trying to kill yourself on us? You think we won't bury you if you die?"
"That's exactly what I wanted. I came here to eat and now I'm not even allowed to eat in peace. I shouldn't have come down here." I shouted and stood up to leave.
Mom immediately rushed to stop me. "Don't go, Amelia. Please stop."
I still wanted to leave, but my brother dragged me back. "Listen to mom, she's asking you not to leave. At least give her some respect."
I only wanted to have a good dinner with them because I don't know the last time we're going to be able to talk to each other like this anymore. I'm making a good decision for myself and I see that my father still hasn't changed his mind.
Which is why I'm not going back on my decision. Once he finds out that I'm pregnant with Damien's child, I'm very sure he's going to make me get rid of that child. I'm not going to do anything to my own baby.
"It's not as if I don't respect her. I don't know why you all are against me like this." I said, getting tired.
Mom shook her head. "No, I'm not against you, my dear." She looked at dad. Will you stop getting mad at her? "You've been worried about her for days, and now that she's here, you're not going to show any concerns for her? I'm telling you right now, if my daughter dies because of your harsh policies, I won't forgive you!"
Mom seems very serious with her threats to dad, and he immediately stopped again with me. I was able to eat dinner in peace and silence. I wasn't eating much either, because all the food were not up to my appetite, and I didn't know how to tell them I didn't want it.
In the past, I could pick any food I want, but now that I'm having conflict with my family, I don't think I can make those choices. There's no way my mom wouldn't find out that I'm pregnant. She has had a child twice.
It's easier for her as a woman to know what is going on with me. I don't want them to find out, which is why I have to be careful.
"Why are you not eating a lot? Is the food not up to your taste? If you want something else, tell mom and I will get it for you." Mom asked me but I shook my head.
"I'm fine. I just can't eat a lot. I don't have much appetite right now."
"Are you okay? Do you want me to get you a doctor?"
"No mom, I'm fine. You don't have to worry about me." I stood up ready to go and dad stopped me with his statements.
"You getting a wolf is not something you should tell to the whole world. I know I've banned you from going out for your own sake but it's not importantly because of your wolf and nothing else. You shouldn't think I'm stopping you from seeing him. It's because he's dangerous for you."
That's what he always says. He's doing all this for my sake but has he ever asked for my opinion?
"I don't get why my wolf is a problem and why you won't tell me anything. Since you won't tell me anything, there's no need to justify your actions. After all, you own my life and you can do whatever you want with it."
"Amelia! Be respectful!" Caleb scolded me.
I scoffed, "I really wanted to be reasonable with you and dad but it seems like none of you want to listen to me. Then it was a waste coming to eat with you."
I wanted to eat for the last time with them before I left but it only ended up in another argument which I didn't want to have with them again. So I'm just going to leave and come whenever they are ready to have a proper conversation.
Who knows how long that would be? I can't even tell when I'm going to be back or not or if I'm ever going to be back here. I took a look at them again before going back to my room. By tomorrow, I will be out of here.