DAY 15.4 – The Ending
Sheez, it’s irritating, I don’t want to be like this! I hate the feeling. Instead of we’re enjoying the night and our moment together. I am here in my room sulking alone.
He forgot our First date, and besides he go out with giro! Of course I feel jealous.
Aist! It’s very annoying.
Wait! I smell pizza! Shit! I’m craving for it.
Ugh! I’m starving.
No way! It’s his fault and it’s alright to feel annoyed since he forgot our one of special day.
I keep silent here inside in my room and trying to feel his presence outside.
I think he’s asleep it’s already 10 in the evening, tss he bear it? He let me sulking here alone?
I slowly open the door and everything was dark, I can see a strange light from the downstairs so I decided to come out.
From here, I completely saw a candle light from the top of the stairs.
I check it what is it, and I was shocked when I saw a candle lights on every steps on the stairs, going down there is Jano standing while looking at me, the ambiance was too beautiful because of the candle lights with some petals scattering on the floor.
I was amazed because of what I see, really unbelievable, I step down at the stairs then the music starts.
Then the next thing happened.
I heard Jano.
Jano’s Point of View
It’s been an hour since I’m standing here at the down stairs I don’t have an Idea if he had a plans to come out in his room, It’s hot in here since I turned of any fan and Air conditions just to keep the lights open.
I quickly went on the kitchen when I smell the pizza that I heated then go back on the down stair.
And exactly on point I saw Fred coming out to his room, I was nervous at the same time, since it was my first time to do this thing.
I saw him with his surprised face, he’s so handsome even if he’s shocked, I don’t know maybe I’m badly in love with him.
I don’t have a time to dress properly and I’m wearing a white v neck shirt together with a jeans.
I secretly pressed the remote inside on my pocket, and then the music starts.
“It took one look,
And forever laid out in front of me,
One smile and I died,
But I do need to be revived by you”
Every our moment together went flashes back.
It is true that every time I see his smile, I feel like I’m holding my breath till I die, but suddenly he’s the reason why I keep living, he keeps reviving me for some reason because he always stick besides me.
“There I was
Thought I had everything figured out,
Goes to show just how much I know
‘Bout the way life plays out”
I admitted that sometimes I thought I knew everything, I knew what he is, I knew how he feels, but I was wrong, because everything I knew about his attitude was a totally opposite on what is he truly is.
He’s a lovable and sweet person, sometimes he acts like rude and cold but inside on him he’s very soft and kind.
“I take one step away”
Yes, I tried to run away from him, I tried to forget my feelings and just turned back to him.
“Then I found myself coming back to you”
But I couldn’t help myself and still I am here, want to come back to you and start with the new life.
“My one and only, One and only you...”
He’s one and my only person that I had to trust to, the only person that I need to take care and the only one person that who can accept me even I tried to run away from him.
“Fred, I’m so sorry, Maybe I’m so stupid to forgot our first dinner date, I’m very confused until now and besides I’m not to used it, it’s very uncomfortable to act like a boyfriend in my boss, I still can’t believe that we can be together in just one click, everything change, my simple touching you had a different meaning, even when you look at me it also had a meaning to me, even your smile, all of that changed because we are together now, and I’m not comfortable yet.”
Then suddenly my tears falls down to my face, I don’t know but I feel that I cheated him.
“Before it’s very normal to eat with you but now it’s different because we had now US, and I’m sorry if I can’t adjust myself, I’m sorry because I ruined your efforts I’m----“
I didn’t finish myself when he quickly get down on the stairs and kiss me.
I closed my eyes because I missed him, I badly missed him, maybe because he got mad at me and I feel guilty.
He released me and holds my cheeks while staring at me.
“You little cutie boy”
He just said and chuckled.
“You don’t have to do this just to say sorry”
He said on me, I smile at him and give him a smack kiss.
“Just one kiss is enough”
He wiped my tears and smile at me.
I’m so speechless because he truly forgives me, I didn’t expect him to understand and forgive me easily.
I’m very happy to have him.
I hug him tight and he hugged me back.
“Woah! You’re so amazing, how did you do this?”
He said while looking around.
He saw the candle lights scattering on the floor going to the kitchen, while the kitchen are fully set up with fine glass.
We went on the kitchen and he still amazed on the dinning table that full of foods and a single rose on the centre on it, together with a candle light.
“It’s very unfair! I’m the one who surprised instead of you.”
He said and pouted.
I chuckled because he looks very attractive.
I tried to pout just to tease him but his jaw dropped.
“Wha-what?”
I confusedly said. I saw him blushing and move his eyes away.
“D-don’t do that! To--- anyone”
He mumbled like he was shy and possessive.
I didn’t get it so I just nodded.
We sit on the table and served him a food to his plates.
“You’re the only one can do this to me, I’m so happy”
He just said.
“I’m so happy because you are happy”
I said to him and smile.
But his face turned in serious mode.
“No Jano”
He seriously said.
“Because I’m the one who are happy because you are happy”
He said.
I don’t know but I feel a little bit of romantic excitement. He’s too attractive and I couldn’t stop looking at his precious eyes.
“I can’t survive if you leave me, so please Jano stay with me okay? I love you”
He seriously said.
For some reason, my heart beats too fast, and my mouth automatically replied on him.
“I love you too Fred”