Chapter 60
Dylan’s POV
Her hold on me tightened, she smuggled closer to me, whispering the words that set my whole body on fire.
“I want you.” She whispered, her hot breath fanning my neck. My lower region stirred in reaction to her drunken statement, setting my heart in a fast rhythm that terrified both Jinn and I.
I suck in a breath. ‘She is drunk, she doesn’t mean that.’ I tried to get my whole body into rhythm with my brain, but with the loud noise of need going through my body, I could barely get myself to sink in the idea produced by my brain.
I put her down gently on the bed. If I run now, maybe I will be able to stop myself from making a mistake that would fall heavily on the both of us. I want her too, badly. But taking her in this state would not only be unreasonable, but also cruel.
I swallowed hard as her soft body left mine, and landed softly on the bed. I turned away when my eyes landed on her lips. Damn me, this was harder than I thought it would be.
As though listening to my thoughts, she grabbed my hand, forcing me to turn back to her. Her lashes flickered softly, and her plump lips moved, indicating that she was trying to say something.
I leaned in gently, but her voice came, harder than I expected.
“Hey,” her voice was husky. “Where do you think you are going?” She tightened her hold on my hand, her face bent in a frown.
I chuckled lightly. She was just so cute. She was clearly angry with me, and yet won’t let me leave even in her drunken state. It was clearly the bond and the wine working together.
I bit my lip, leaning closer as I whispered. “Rest now baby, I will be here when you wake up.” I don’t know why I promised her that. My role can be very unpredictable, but as soon as those words left my lips, I realized that I meant every part of the word I said to her.
I leaned closer, letting my lips brush against her forehead. It was supposed to be just a peck, a light peck while I go back to watching her sleep, but she moved her face just then, and her lips came crashing with mine.
My whole body froze instantly. So many thoughts and emotions ran through me all at once, I let out a soft groan.
Her hands found their way up my body and around my neck, her fingers burying themselves in my hair.
A shudder ran through me, and another groan left my lips. I subconsciously deepened the kiss, taking in her lower lip into my mouth.
She moaned as I nibbled it, granting me the access I needed to drive deeper into the interesting space of her mouth. The hotness of her inner walls made my heart jump.
I was losing my mind; I couldn’t tell what I was doing anymore. I couldn’t stop kissing her, not when she was kissing me back with a passion that almost drove me to my knees.
With every kiss, Jinn struggled to take over from me. I knew he wouldn’t go gentle on her, not when he had been caving her for such a long time. Honestly, I wasn’t going gentle either, my hands were already finding their way through her body, learning what her body felt like and how they react to my touch on their own accord.
For a moment, I am willing to admit my selfishness. I want her to myself, he could enjoy the pleasure through me, that was the right thing to do.
This was clearly the best thing that has ever happened to me. Being in her arms felt like the safest place ever, a place that gave comfort to my weariness.
I trailed kisses from her lips down to her neck, nibbling and kissing her. She moaned, fisting her hands in my hair, her head titling backwards.
Damn, that is so hot, she is so hot.
I trailed kisses from her neck to her chest, the fullness of it sending both hot and cold feeling race their way down my spine.
I stopped instantly, quickly taking a step away from her. I was going too far; she is still drunk by the way.
I knew she wanted this too, but I want us both to remember every part of it, to cherish the moment we spend together.
I don’t want to end up feeling as though I have taken advantage of her. That could kill me, I will hate myself.
Lily frowned, titling her head backward so she could look at me. Her eyes were still dreamy and unfocused.
“Why…. Why did you stop?” Her voice sounded deep, aroused.
A shudder ran through me. “You are drunk babe, we can’t—” I trailed off, hoping she understood what I meant.
She frowned, letting out a displeased groan. “That’s not fair.” She groaned, her face twisting. “I want you so badly, and you are going to leave me hanging?”
I suck in a breath, my breathing suddenly becoming haggard. “Baby please, I don’t want any of us to regret this afterwards. I don’t want to feel like I took advantage of you. Let’s not make this difficult. I can barely control myself as it already is.”
Lily suddenly sat up, her hand reaching out to drag mine. It happened so suddenly; I didn’t see it coming. She dragged me down with her, and I almost fell on top of her.
Luckily, I was fast enough to support the fall with my two arms, but it didn’t stop me from realizing that my body was now hovering upon hers, and my legs were in between hers, spreading them apart.
I swallowed hard. My heart began to pound hardly again. I tried my best to be normal, and not to imagine what it would feel like to be buried inside of her.
Her face was red, I could hardly tell if it was still because she was drunk, or because she was blushing hard, but I knew for sure that that reaction was already setting my whole body on fire.
She leaned in, her lips barely touching mine. “I am no longer drunk; I am more awake right now than I have ever been.” Her voice sounded so soft. “I want you Dylan, I don’t want you holding back yourself when you are with me.”
Those were simple words, but enough to drive fire through me. I crashed my lips unto hers.