Chapter 30. Rayen's identity is made known
"No? Who then is she? Is that your younger sister?"
Again, Rayen shook his head. "Not at all. I simply respect him, or perhaps you could say that I am a cowardly man for not having the guts to tell him how much I love him."
Rayen's response left Sarah more perplexed. The girl inquired once more for a more comprehensible explanation.
"What are you trying to say? I apologize if my understanding is unclear.
Rayen turned to face Sarah, who was staring at him bewildered.
"My best friend is him. I adore him, though. I am worried that our friendship may suffer if I tell him how I really feel. Sar, I am a coward.
Maybe my regret would not be as great as it is right now if I had the courage to say it before I felt it."
"So, how is your current relationship with him going? Does Brother Rayen still see him, um?
Rayen gave a headshake. "He and Carlos are the same. Bella has left."
Sarah froze, taken aback by the shocking revelation Rayen had made to her. As it happened, he and Rayen both lost someone they were close to. In order for Sarah to sense Rayen's sadness.
"Sorry, Brother. I have no idea at all. I had no intention of—"
It is alright. You are not incorrect. That kind of apology is unnecessary," Rayen cut in.
Then Sarah's little hand extended to give Rayen a gentle arm massage. The man pivoted and grinned once again. "Sar, are we not the same? However, the fact that you can sense love being returned makes you far lucky. In the meantime, I am not even sure if he loves me back or not."
Rayen was solely responsible for his own regrets, believing he had failed to express his love for Bella. Although Rayen had plenty of possibilities, he was too scared to be a man. Rayen could only feel deep regret at this point.
"You may adore Bella, therefore she must be happy, bro. Bella in heaven is undoubtedly aware of your emotions.
"Well, I hope so."
"Yes, Brother Rayen, may I inquire what led to Bella's demise?" Rayen's countenance changed in response to Sarah's question. Suddenly, the man's hands balled into fists. His angrier teeth chattered against his icy face and piercing gaze.
"He killed himself because of someone else's behavior!" he exclaimed, managing to contain his rage.
Rayen is usually overcome with a sense of retaliation and hatred as he recalls how Bella took her own life due to an act of cruelty. Rayen's eyes came to rest on Sarah. Rayen's stare was so scary that the girl was taken aback.
"I promise to hold that individual accountable for the harm he caused to the woman I adore! The woman I love must go forever, and I do not want that person to live freely!"
Sarah's horror was short-lived as Rayen adopted another, worst possible grimace. It is not the same as it was previously, which appears to be Rayen's repressed rage.
Rayen might be a fantastic player if he were an actor. The man's tendency to quickly change his countenance is the cause. There are moments when Sarah finds it hard to read Rayen's facial emotions. Yes, despite Rayen's more expressionless demeanor.
"Now that you know, even if I asked you to marry me, you may understand why I can not accept you." Sarah gave a sympathetic nod.
"Yes, sir. The individuals we love are difficult to forget. The same is true of me. However, as Dr. Josh stated, life must move on. Hold onto the past in your heart. Though it is a different place in my heart, Carlos will always have a particular place for me. I can love a man. different."
"Loving a deceased person can pain us even deeply because we have to face the fact that they are no longer with us, no matter how powerful our ego is. Without a doubt, they want to see the shape. Sarah added, fingering her lips, "I am going to grow even crazier because I am wishing for something we can not possibly obtain anymore," Sarah persisted, her fingers tracing Bella's picture frame.
Rayen grasped every explanation Sarah gave. It is all true—intangible affection will simply exacerbate the injury. Allow his affection to take up residence in his heart; Rayen will always have love for Bella, even if he eventually falls in love with Sarah or someone else.
"I made the right decision in selecting you as my life partner." Rayen gave Sarah a serious look. His hand swung down to grab his wife's narrow waist and drew her up against him. Sarah, who had looked stunned, broke into a smile. "My wife, thank you. Let us improve our marriage even further."
"Yes, sir. I am also grateful for all that Brother Rayen has provided me. I will do my best to be a better spouse."
Rayen gave Sarah a brief peck on the top after giving her a small nod. Their bond feels so cozy right now. The gates of happiness start to open when they dare to look into the past.
In actuality, happiness and sadness are ultimately personal to each individual. Rayen instantly recognized that his joy was right there by his side.
That is simply how Rayen may fulfill his dreams of bliss.
"Sar."
"How are you, Brother?" Rayen, who was now gripping both of Sarah's shoulders, caught her attention.
"I will share our nuptials with everyone." Sarah gave me a few blinks. His jaw fell agape with shock. "Are you kidding me, Brother Rayen?"
Rayen gave a strong nod. Yes. I want to go back and start over with everything. There is no hurrying. Let each person make their own decisions. All we have to do is manage this household properly. What say you?" "I am looking for Brother. "I want," Sarah blurted out. The girl was beaming with joy.
Make sure I am not dreaming. Sarah felt like letting forth her loudest scream. His contentment is beyond quantifiable metrics.
"Thank you, Brother Rayen." Sarah ran into Rayen's embrace. Rayen grinned as his wife gave him a comforting hug.
"Let us have some food."
"Go ahead, please. What would you want to eat, Sis. Rigen?
I will prepare it later. "How about we just cook together?"
Rigen, who was taller than Selena, caught her attention. "Are you actually a cook?"
Rigen jabbed a nose at Selena. "Whoa, that really is not that small? Simply because you are a skilled chef, huh?"
Selena laughed and shook her head. "Oh, Sis, that is not how it works. I simply had a question.
"Yes, indeed. Really, I can not do it. Okay, I will educate you later.
"All right, boss!"
They walked out of the hallway. They need to be able to preserve the husband and wife's union today. Following a fairly challenging issue.
Rigen and Selena now have the right to lead a normal life, despite the challenges they encountered while first getting married.
Rigen is essentially a loving, mature man. While he is a typical compassionate man, his manner of demonstrating it sets him apart from the others. But Selena is always thrilled when Rigen offers her attention, no matter how little.
Rigen and Selena's connection improved over the course of several days. Selena's mental state has also substantially improved.