85. Pain Of Rejection

Chapter Eighty Five; Pain Of Rejection

Miya’s POV

“Creston, what are you doing here?” I jerked off from his hold and shouted at him.

“So long you like how your room is? I didn’t let anyone tamper with it, we’ve shared so much memory here that I couldn't let go of, that’s why I made the omegas clean it every morning.”

I was stunned. That was the very last thing I expected from him, what’s this? A confession?

“Creston, what exactly do you want?”

“You Miya, I still want you, since you left, I have regretted turning my back on you, that night was only a mistake, I let Kisha talk me into doing some negative things, I regretted cheating you, you have to believe me?”

“Lies, all these are lies, if you really missed me, then what are you still doing with Kisha? Huh Creston, even with the mate bond, I can’t help but think that you don’t love me all these time we were together, my dad was also blind to overlook your shrewdness and award you with the Alpha seat…”

“Don’t talk about the former Alpha Ashton like this, it’s not his fault, he was tricked by us”

I should be glad that he’s finally accepting his crimes one by one, but of what use is it to me now? I have suffered a lot and I missed my father, he’s now dead without knowing the whole truth if the matter.

“If you know that, then why didn’t you tell him the truth Creston? Do you know how much I’ve been hurt all these while? Because of you, I didn’t get to meet my father, and for what? For the throne? I’d that it? You still would have been my Alpha consort if we had gotten married Creston, why then did you do this to me?”

I couldn’t hold on anymore, my chest was burning with hurts and anger, my head was already aching just thinking of how he had cheated me back then.

I was no longer strong and couldn’t help it, tears started streaming down my eye voluntarily, but I didn’t even mind him seeing me in my tears, I wanted him to know how much he had hurt me, if truly he still cares about me, then he’ll feel the pain too.

“Miya, don’t cry, you’ve always been strong, but now I have made you like this, please, just give me time to make it up to you all this while, I didn’t stay back because I wanted to be Alpha, I stayed back because I knew you’d come back someday, I wanted to be here when you do Miya, believe me, I still love you!”

“Haha hahaha!” My laughter couldn’t be contained, love?

“You’re not qualified to mention the word love again, I don’t love you one big, in fact, I am here so that you will reject me, if not, then by all means I’ll have to reject you by myself”

I cleaned my tears and regained my composure bearing down my discomfort and the pain he had cause me, the sooner we get it over with, the better it would be for me and Xavier.

“Never, I will never reject you, if I do, you are going to be shattered okay and I don’t want that for you”

All that was bullshit, he still doesn’t know that I am no longer the soft and kind hearted Miya who could easily be deceived and trampled upon.

“I and not begging you Creston, I am commanding you, but it’s fine, I’ll just do it. I Miya Ashton, the daughter of Alpha Ashton and the rightful heir of the Silver Pack there by reject you Creston Bane from being my mate, you can now comfortably rot with Kisha in hell without feeling any guilt”

The moment I said that, I was expecting it, the excruciating pain that usually follows rejection, the heart ache and the whimper that my wolf would have made, non of these things happened.

Then there was a suddenly outburst of laughter, the sound that used to be melody to my ear was now just sound of old rusting metal .

“You can’t reject me honey, that’s not your title, you were banished and lost the right to be the heir, now that your father is dead, I am the Alpha and I can do many things to you, for instance;

I can imprison you for trespassing, you know by entering this place, you broke the rule of rogues, since you were banished. you had become a rogue and therefore can’t step foot into your old pack.

Also, for blasphemy, how dare you claim to be the Alpha of Silver Pack right in front of me? You can’t baby, I am the Alpha.

Besides, you should be lucky that I still live you and am willing to give you…”

I didn’t let him finish before cutting him off again, he had some point, technically although I am no longer a rogue, I have to reject him with my new title as a Blood Pack member.

“I Miya Ashton from Blood Pack …”

“Stop! Don’t say it Miya, I will never accept your rejection”

I looked at him to see him clenching his fists and folding his arms around his stomach, he was no longer standing straight and his eyes was already becoming very small.

“Ah! Ah! Help me Miya, come to me, please don’t reject me”

He seems to be in great pain, and I could guess what the cause of the pain was, it’s the mate’s bonding we shared that’s breaking.

What? I didn’t even fully reject him and he was feeling that much pain? Then I should expect my own right? After all, I am the one who initiated the rejection.

I held my stomach, closed my eyes and expected the pain, but it never came, it’s very strange that he was in so much pain just now that he was crawling and rolling on the floor in attempt to ease the pain, but nothing happened to me beyond the headache that was creeping into my body.

The strange sound he was making finally stoped, I tuned back to see him lying limply on the floor, at the same time, I heard footsteps and gasps behind me.