DAY 10.3 – The Past

Jano’s Point of View

I didn’t know how I slept. I was like crazy thinking about that and I think I looked stupid in that moment! It’s embarrassing fuck! How could closed my eyes? I didn’t even defend my self?

Aist. I could even closed my eyes but it’s

It’s just a “Good night!”

AHH! I was too embarrassed!

And the point if, I couldn’t point where I should feel ashamed of?

Is it because of me and because I’m too easy like that?

Or because he didn’t kiss me, and I assumed it!

Wait? Why am I too affected? Besides it’s alright since my lips were still virgin! And it shouldn’t be happened because we- we’re both man! Ri-right?

“Are you alright?”

I almost startled when I heard Fred’s voice, I didn’t noticed that he came down here in the kitchen and now sitting at the chair.

“Wha-what?” I confusedly said, as usual he only wears his sleeveless shirts and boxer shorts, but something strange! I feel like it’s distracting me.

“I said. You may sit!’

He simply said.

I quickly sit down on my seat and wear my sulked face, I don’t know but he’s tone irritates me, well basically I used to hear his voice like a bossy normally but I feel like he’s not affected what happened in this house, or he just really don’t affected with it? And he just teased me around?

“Careful, you had all of it!”

Psh, He seems nothing wrong with him! And like there’s no effect those sparks, sparks thing in him.

Aist!

I continuously eat, I don’t want to talk to him, he seems normal and fine.

“He-hey! Slowly!”

ARG! How embarrassed! Why is he like that? Does he really didn’t feel anything about that moment?

Am I the only one who assumed it and affected at the same time?

“Jano!”

I looked at him and I accidentally swallowed what’s in my mouth.

Fuck! I choked!

“wa-water!”

Fuck I couldn’t breathe! My chest was getting tight.

I keep coughing and I don’t know what to do!

He quickly gave me a glass of water and I drink it.

“I said careful! Are you in hurry?”

He come to me and pat my back, I stared at his face, is he really had an alter ego in his body? It’s been earlier when he talk to me like a boss, where obviously he’s really my boss, but now he looks like he’s sweet and concerned at me.

Why do I feel like he’s carrying me?

I really can’t understand him, sometimes he just like my boss who’s very cold and loves to command me anytime but sometimes he just like an angel who cared me. I don’t know if he’s changed and he mean it or he just fooling me around and just practicing his skills of seducing a girl?

“After that do your work and then we can go at school together”

He said then walks away

I quickly stand up when I heard it.

Is it true? We’ll go together at school?

Yes!

I don’t need to commute.

I clean everything and it’s not hard for me since I clean the house every time, so I just need to wash some clothes, after that, I cook our lunch so I don’t have to waste my time, and since I’d like to go with him because of the free ride, I need to do everything fast so he can’t left me alone whahaha.

It’s already 11 am and I’m done of cooking, so I went up in my room to get my towel. I need to get fast, you know? Free ride, right? And I don’t want to miss it!

But suddenly, Fred’s is taking too long at the bath room so I decided to eat my lunch first.

And exactly when I’m done eating, Fred’s went out at the bath room. I just want to stare at him a little bit more but I’m in hurry because of the free ride, so I went inside at the bath room.

I was about to closed the door when I go out again and called fred.

“Si-Sir?”

He’s about to step up at the stairs when He turns me, and As usual He’s half naked wearing a white towel, showing off his bulge.

“Ah! No-nothing!” I said then went in and closed the door.

I just glanced at his abs, kidding! I also had that too but it’s a joke! It’s flat as in Flat!’

I already take off my clothes and fully naked! I was about to wet my body when I heard a knock from the door.

I thought, he just saying something so I slightly open the door but He pushed it.

I quickly turned around because of the shock! And I noticed he also look back!

“I-I’m sorry I thought you’re not naked yet.”

He explained.

“I- It’s fine!” I said but he tried to turn

“He-hey! Stop!”

I said! So he remained facing at the door

“You said it was fine”

Tss! I quickly get my towel and cover it in my lower part.

“I’m done!.. What is it sir?”

I said. Then he turned around on me.

He pointed his finger at my back so I look at it. I saw his boxers and underwear hanging in there.

“ah! Okay!”

I said then I give way to him to get it.

But he just raised his left eyebrow.

“Hmm?” I response but he just raised his eyebrow again.

What’s with him? Why he doesn’t get his undies?

“get that!”

He commands it.

“What? Wh-why me? You get it!”

I said but he opened his eyes widely

“What?” he said so I had no choice but to get his underwear, I slowly pick it using my two fingers and bring it to him

“Tss!” he said then He turned around.

I was about to close the door but he turn back and put his arm in the door to stop it.

I step back at him when he smirked at me, He slowly look down to my body down to my.. and going back to my face, then bite his lips.

I quickly covered my body using my two arms but he just laugh at me. He winked and closed the door!

Pwew! I almost!

I almost bite him! Just kidding!

I hope that someday there’s no news flashing on the TV that a Houseboy raped his boss!

After taking a bath and fixing our own.

He headed at the school together, when we get at the room, Louie is trying to tease us, but I only gave him a “WHAT-ARE-YOU-TALKING-ABOUT-LOOK”

When I take my seat at look at the left back side of the room and I saw Giro bowed at the arm chair.

I stand up and come to him

“Giro!”

I called him, He up his head and looked at me, He looks like he just woke up, He smile at me so I smile back.

“It looks like you haven’t a proper sleep last night huh?”

I said to him, He sit back straight and he fix his eyeglass.

“what? Haha”

He just said and laugh a bit while adjusting his eyes from the light.

“hmmm do you have something to do later?”

Out of the blue, he asks me that.

“W-why? No-nothing” I said it while I’m confuse.

“ammm I had something need to buy in a mall, but I don’t have someone to go with”

He said like He’s asking me out.

“Okay! I’m going!”

I said even if I’m confused, well I feel good with giro and I don’t have something to worry about, I think he’s a good friend.

A minute ago the professor went inside so I go back in my seat.

I tried to talk to Louie to exchange a seat with me, It’ has already 5 chairs here in a row so we had a 2 vacant seat,

The first one was vacant and the next is Louie followed by me and a vacant seat then Fred.

I’m planning to give the first seat to giro so he could have a seatmate, but I’m not comfortable with Fred so I choose to exchange with Louie, even there’s a vacant seat between me and Fred.

I called giro to sit besides me and happily he does.

I looked around to our classmates and I noticed that they became louder than before, is it true that the camp went well and it’s effective, and it’s true that we really need a bond just to know someone better.

Just like me and Fred, but suddenly I’m kindda bit uncomfortable treating him like he’s not my boss., after all I have to face the fact that he’s my boss. And besides It’s really hard to get closer to him, especially when he had mood swing, I really can’t read him sometimes, He’s cold, but later on he became sweet and caring then sometimes he’s pervert, I mean most of the time.

“Hey! Are you alright?”

I look at my left when I heard giro asking me.

He chuckled when I didn’t give an answer

“I said, Here!” then He give me a piece of sheet of paper.

I realized that we had something to do and everyone has a paper on their arm chair.

It’s just a reaction paper about the discussion, so I read the topics before I write. I just need to read it since I didn’t understand what the professor discussed all about, then after that class were dismissed.

I tried to invite giro to go with us at the cafeteria but he refused, he just said he’s alright and let just meet him at the next subject, we headed at the cafeteria but Fred got a message from someone so he just went at the parking lot instead.

“Tsk! He’s starting to have a hope again!”

Louie said while watching Fred’s back walking away from us.

“huh? What do you mean?”

I confusedly ask.

“It’s been four years when Jonas left the Philippines without any words and it started when Fred is in 4th yr high school. He’s a victim of a bully and there’s a girl who became his friend, He adore that girl and became his inspiration, apparently before the graduation, He’s planning to confess his feeling with that girl, but suddenly it was too late because the girl gets a boyfriend, and that guy known from his school as a rich and spoiled, he get’s what he wants by buying them including of that girl, when he got home that day, he saw his mother in their house having a child with a foreign guy. I know it’s really hurt for him but he keeps into himself, he changed himself into a night guy, he loves going at the bar with some girl! And of course with Ken, Ken and Fred were childhood friend so, He knew everything about Fred, a yr after when I met Ken and Fred, I am 4th yr high school that time and they are 1st yr college, and at the same year we met Cedric and became friends.

He always wants to go at the bar, another yr. has passed and he met Jonas in a bar, they became closed friends, sweets and always together, they were teased by ken and sometimes he’s getting jealous because of ken, until one day he admits that he’s in love with Jonas. He even confessed to him but suddenly Jonas rejected him, he said that they can be friends for a moment, and there’s nothing could change between the two of them. Until one day we just found out the Janos went abroad, Fred’s went back to what’s he doing before that, he always went at the party and go home with a girl.

A year has passed when we received a message to ken, saying that Fred already had a house mate, and that is you! And based on my observation he changes a little by little, and it’s great for us to have you with Fred, We all know that he only needs a person besides him, a person who he can rely on or to talk to, but we’re all busy, Cedric were preparing and became an apprentice of his father, while Fred always had a photo exhibit abroad, plus he had some errands that he needs to do with his aunt, and me studying hard and preparing for following the steps of my father.

Being as his friend, we are grateful that you are here looking at Fred every time, He’s kind and quite immature but believed me, he’s very caring and sweet, but also a pervert one” Then He chuckled.

After I heard everything from Louie, I was speechless for the whole time.

He focused his attention in other things just to forget the pain, He always looked for a comfort with someone, but there’s no one who tried to stay with him. I don’t know but I would like to give him a hug.

“And now, Jonas came back! And no one could tell what’s happen next”

Right! It’s Fred who can decide with that, he’s the only one who can solve his problem, if he wants to remain his hope for Jonas or he could free him self from that guy.