Chapter Sixty Six

Chapter Sixty Six
Linocln

“Daddy, can we sleep in Shishi’s room?” Zachary rubs his eyes as Axel picks him up from the couch.

“We?”

He nods his head. “Yeah, me and Cy.”

Cy? Only met for one day and already they gave him a nickname. Elli’s face brightens up as I take our son from him. He was still awake but barely. His head perks up as he looks at his cousin.

I knew what my answer was going to be before he even swung his eyes to me looking a little excited. I give him a smile and shrug my shoulder. “I don’t mind.” He gives the biggest grin that melted my heart straight through.

I would love for him to stay with us tonight but to be honest I really wanted this alone time with Elli. We have never really got to sleep in the same bed since that one weekend when we were fifteen. Even then we didn’t do anything because of my disgust with Han at the time. But this was going to be different, and I wanted him all to myself. The tryst in the study wasn’t nearly enough.

Looking at Elli, I could see he was thinking the same thing. He gave me a look that told me his intentions quite clearly. So, with that in mind we all head up the stairs, place both boys in Shiri’s room where her queen size bed was big enough to fit all three of them and waited until they all settled down and promptly fell right to sleep. I didn’t even get a chance to say goodnight to him before his eyes closed one final time for the night.

I stood there watching him with the other two. Countless times I’ve seen this scene with Shiri and Zachary, never imagining that one day my own child would be here like this. And now that it has, I was overcome with the knowledge that I get to see all the time as he grows up with his family.

“Come on. He’ll be fine.” Elli whispers to me as he pulls me out of the room.

Toby sat in the chair next to her door where he always is every night since the threats to my family started. He gives me a nod as he gets ready to do his duty. He knows the drill as do the two outside standing guard under her window. I wasn’t taking any chances with the little ones. And now that my son was here and involved there was absolutely no way in hell I was risking anything that would put his life in danger.

A part of me wanted to bring him back to my room. Where I could keep an eye on both of them at all times. But I needed to let go if I wanted alone time with Elliot. So, against my better judgement I allow him to pull me the rest of the way to my room. Once he closes the door he takes my face, forcing me to look down at him, and whispers,

“He’ll be fine. We all will.”

“This is different Elli.”

He rubs my bottom lip tenderly. “Trust me, I know. Being a parent to someone you love with your whole heart isn’t easy. Especially, when it comes to their safety. You’ll learn to get used to it. Sometimes you have to let some things go. It’s part of them growing up.”

“Well, you had five years of learning. This is my first day.” I mumble.

He shakes his head at me. “You too have had five years. Maybe not a constant everyday thing, but you feel it with Zachary and Shiri. I know you do because I see it with them here. Your eyes hardly ever stray from where they are, and they each have a bodyguard nearly with them twenty four seven. Both Andi and Tristan told me you hired some guys to stay with them, even at their own homes.”

“Okay, I won’t deny that. But this…this isn’t the same as it is with them. Cyan is mine. I love my nephew and sister, but it isn’t the same feeling that I have with our son.”

He leans up and kisses me softly. “I know.” He whispers. “It does hit different when it’s someone that came from you.” He slowly starts unbuttoning my shirt as he begins to nibble on my lips, then my chin skyrocketing my thoughts in a completely different direction.

The feeling of overprotectiveness soon becomes a feeling of desire for the one right in front of me. He seeps out his pheromones I was sure he wasn’t aware that he was doing. It wasn’t a lot, maybe barely any, but it was enough to drive me completely insane. As soon as he got the last button undone I couldn’t handle it anymore and gather his body in my arms and pressed it solely against mine. He gasps in surprise that I quickly swallow as my mouth crashed down on his in a desperate kiss that couldn’t be held off any longer.

Shoving his hands in my hair he pulls me closer to him, devouring my tongue in the process. Snaking my hands under his shirt his skin feels hot to the touch, and I instantly knew this was going to be an all night event. My body was desperate for his and I don’t think there will be a time it won’t ever be for as long as I lived.

Pulling his shirt up over his head, I throw it wherever and push him down onto my bed with a plop. He bounces slightly as he stares up at me with the hottest look I’ve ever seen him give. Damn he was sexy as hell. His body was toned and showed ridges of his muscles. And even though he gave birth to my son, you couldn’t tell that he was ever once pregnant with how flat his stomach was. He wasn’t as thin as Tristan and wasn’t has small as Cameron. But he wasn’t quite an Alpha size either. If it wasn’t for the fact that he bore my child and his pheromones were barely nonexistent, anyone looking at him would think he was a Beta. Something we all thought he was. But be as it may, I was still bigger than he was and I could still engulf him in my embrace if I wanted too. But the one thing I will never do is overpower him in any way, shape, or form.

Because to me he was my equal in everything.

I don’t bother taking off my shirt as I start to unbutton my pants instead. We don’t take our eyes from each other. He just lays there, propped on his elbows patiently waiting. He doesn’t even bother to do the same either. I grin knowing he was going to make me work for it. Which was fine by me. But by the time the sun comes up he’ll be begging me to stop with how much I plan to pleasure him in every single way possible. We had ten years of sexual tension built up between us. And the night Cyan was conceived was just the taste of it. This time we could actually take our time without the rush, without the fear of being caught and without burrowed time between us.

Once I’m down to my briefs I lean over him, causing him to lie flat on his back, his breath hitching from my nearness. I have yet to release my pheromones on him, sensing he wanted to feel them, to smell them. But I held on needing him to feel my touch without them. I always loved the fact that I alone could make him shiver with want and desperate for more without pheromones getting in the way. It was the only thing that kept me sane when I came home from those awful summers. Knowing that I alone could make him feel good, that it was me he had always wanted. I knew he still did and now that he had the pleasure of sensing them he wanted it. I was being selfish though. Because what I needed right now was the reminder that he only needed my simple touch to make him go wild.

“Lin…please touch me.” He begs on a breathless sigh.

Damn this was going to be harder to hold back that I thought it would.