Chapter 39 kiss me
XAVIER'S POV
I flicked the light off for a second as soon as she came out. When I saw her wearing my shirt, I thought I would totally combust and needed to turn off the light to regain my composure. She looked edible and with in a second, I decided that it would be a rule that she would either sleep naked with me wrapped up around her or in clothes I had worn in the day so that she would smell like me.
I honestly didn't know where these sudden possessive feelings had come from. It was a mystery but the second I decided to accept the fact that she was my mate, I wanted her for more than just one night. I suddenly became obsessed with the idea of having someone who is mine. Just mine. She was mine, my mate chosen by the moon goddess.
Right she was an omega and I know it didn't make sense because I could easily find any shewolf who wanted to be mine but for some reason it wasn't the same. She was far better than the strong shewolves.
"New rule, you either wear something I have worn when you get ready for the bed or you sleep nude", I spoke out before I moved to the center of the bed and lifted up the covers to welcome her into them. "Do I have to come over and get you?", I asked again when I turned my gaze at her.
Just as expected, she just stood there not moving but glaring angrily at me. I flicked the lamp back on and got out of the bed. At the sight of me, she started to back up and then held out her palm at me. "Can't I sleep alone?, I am not yet ready for the mat...."
"This isn't the time to mate, I am not going to fuck you, we just going to sleep together", I replied calmly loving the fact that she said please. That simple word struck a cord with my inner beast. She was finally slowly becoming obedient.
"Huh!", She let out a whimper and covered her mouth trying to stiffle it. Gone was the defiance she had before in her eyes. She was crumbling. "Get in or I will put you here myself", I said in a deep serious voice. "No don't", she shook her head at me, blowing her hair out of her eyes.
Meaning it, I reached for her hand but she flinched. She didn't take it and then walked to the other side of the bed and climbed in, staying as close to the edge of it as much as she could.
I smirked when she did a karate chop move down the middle of the blankets. She was trying to draw a boundary line. With the smirk still on my face I got back in the bed under the blankets. I intentionally slid over and obliterated her Berlin Wall then climbed up on top of her. I pinned her wrists above her head and nuzzled into the crook of her neck then ran my nose up the length of her neck until my mouth was on her ear. She smelled amazing. She smelled like me, she smelled like vanilla. My wolf couldn't take it anymore.
Her hair smelled flowery. Her throat smelled like vanilla and chocolate. Of all things she stiffened under me and I lost it all. I felt my nails enlongatining together with my canines. As much as I didn't want it, my wolf was taking control.
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AMARA'S POV
He was running his nose up and down my neck, burying it in my hair as his hand travelled up my leg and in between my thighs. It lastly landed on my hip. He dug his fingers in and then his nose trailed down my throat then across the opening of the shirt. He undid the button and then another button... With his teeth. I was stiff throughout the whole moment.
I wasn't in my heat, I didn't have that desire in me.
Not tonight.
"Please don't", I whispered into the dark, pulling my hands from his grip and put them out to stop him. He pinned them above my head again and this time tighter. My eyes adjusted but then before I could say anything, his nose was already in my cleavage. "You smell good", I felt the hum of his lips against the skin between my breasts.
If I weren't so petrified, I would been seriously turned on by his words. He was obviously attempting to be seductive. "You could say that", I tried to be sarcastic but my voice came out in a barely more than a whisper. He lifted his head and let go of my wrists then his finger tips grazed my lower lip. I winced at that.
"Relax I told you that am not going to fuck you tonight", he said to me, his voice was so deep it felt like it vibrated inside of me. Then he rolled over unto his back. I tried to stay as still as possible but I was shaking like a leaf. This was damn unbelievable. The fact that he was on the bed with me was making me powerless. Slowly moved again to the edge of the bed.
"Before you move, I want something tonight from you", I winced again at his words. I was now trying to stop my heart and mind from racing. "What?", I asked with anger evident in my voice. "I want you to crawl in to my arms and I want you to relax like you want to be next me", he murmured. "If you can do that for me tonight, sleep curled up around me I will not fuck you", he stopped, moistened his lips and continued.
"If you don't do what I want, you going to get fucked hard and rough", he put his hands, fingers laced behind his head, flexed his biceps and looked at me expectantly. "You crazy you son of a bitch", I breathed out though I knew it that I was provoking him again. At my words, he reached over and flicked the lamp back off.
"Well you pissing me off", he spoke in a dark voice. "Well yes, you like you fucked up in your head", I hissed out though I knew it that I was stupid to say something like that to him. "I want a good night kiss, keep me waiting and my list of demands will keep growing", I was now gobsmacked. I heard an impatient-sounding huff and then I felt scared.
I got the impression he wanted me to give in before he shows me his canines. I scampered over to him and then hesistated. He pulled me into his embrace and my head fall unto his chest with both of his hands tight around me. He then kissed the top of my head and his palm slowly slid down my back until when it rested on my rear end.
He was hard, all over and I was shaking badly. "Relax", he whispered against my hair and then he kissed my forehead. I honestly couldn't relax, his body was so big and I disappeared into his embrace. "Get your hand off..." I began but instantly spoke when I felt him move his warm hand up to my waist then he pulled the shirt up with it.
I could hear him breathing hard, I could hear his heart racing.
I squeezed my eyes shut tight and then gulped. How bizzare to have my head on the chest of the man who punishes me every time and enjoys watching me suffer, being beaten everything.
The fact that he had taken ownership of me and had forced me to lay here with him was repulsive. I tried to pull away but he quickly grabbed me again. "Don't tell me not to touch what's mine again, you get a pass because of the day you have had but don't forget it that fucking you is all about me, once I change my mind you will receive it hard", he growled while pulling me more to him.
I squeezed my eyes shut tight at his rude words. This was a real night mare. A horrible nightmare and I couldn't bear up with it. He soon started to stroke my hair. "No don't", the word abruptly came out of my mouth.
"Tell me no or any don't for one more time and the deal will be off Amara", his hand trailed back down to my ass and he drummed his fingers on it. It was evidently showing that he was waiting for me to protest. I clunched my mouth shut even though I didn't want. I just wanted to see whether I could believe him.
Every fiber of me just wanted to sprint, to run, to scream to fight to kick but I just stayed there trembling.
"Now kiss me", he said. I instantly froze up at his words.