Chapter 64 He should be saved
My eyes filed with more tears, I didn’t even realize when the guard rushed me out of the cafe, and rushed me into the car, why will he do that? What would he? Was he scared that when Adrian finds out he will make sure that he is dead.
The moment I got into the car, my eyes met Adrian, when did he get here, I am sure they called him the moment I left the house.
My body was still shaken up, my breath hitches as I stared at him and unknowingly I leaned toward him and he wrapped his hand around me, he pulled me closer to him and my eyes rubbed against his coat.
“Darren killed himself.” I breathed out so lowly, even he pulled away from me, his eyes were on mine, why did he look hurt? So he knew he was alive all this time. “Did you have something to do with this?.“ I asked.
“Elara- don’t lie to me, all you do is lie to me, up until now, you were fucking convinced me that your family they are dead, I even started to think maybe it’s your relative that has been messing me, with the texts and the emails.” I yelled. “All you ever do is never tell me the truth, is that because you don’t trust me, is that because you think I am a fool, I am not that smart and I can’t understand things, I don’t even know Darren properly, up until ten minutes ago, I thought I had been messaging Harry, who could also be alive, Darren didn’t say.” I yelled.
“There are many things you don’t know about, many things you ca never understand.”
“Then make me understand.” I yelled.
I didn’t care if we are in the car, I didn’t care if the driver could hear us, I didn’t care if he would feel disrespected, it didn’t matter to me, and it won’t even matter to me.
“You don’t ever let me understand because you don’t want me to, you didn’t ever care to make me know what is going on? You, you did this, you should have seen it in his eyes, even though he was going to die, he said you were a good person but I guess he is mistaken because you are a horrible person. You could never be as good as he said you are, and you know that as much as I do.” I gritted through my teeth. “His eyes was filed with so much sadness, I could feel it, he didn’t want to die Adrian, no one ever does bud he felt like he had to die, he felt like he needed to die.” I breathed out.
I don’t know him properly, but it made me quite shaken up, it made me almost lose my mind because each time I closed my eyes, all I could ever think of is his eyes before he shot himself, all I could ever think of is him telling me that Adrian is good, he is not a bad man.
And the thought of that almost made me lose my mind.
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“Elara wait.” Adrian yelled as I rushed out of the car, I got into the house instantly and before I could head toward the stairs he held my hand softly and he pulled me closer to him.
“Did you touch Sophie last night like this?.”
“What are you talking about?.”
“Are you shocked that I found out about it, come on, I saw the pictures, she was with you at the bar and at the hotel, did you tell her how dumb I am for never going to find out about this, did you tell her that you only married me for my throne and you don’t care if I live or die, did you tell that-“ I was about saying when I chocked k on a sob
I could feel a lump forming in my throat as my eyes were on his.
“Did you tell her that you are glad my papa is dead because without him, you would have never had full control of the mafia.” I whispered
“I didn’t do anything with her, you have no idea how horrible and cunning she is.”
“You would know better, you did date her and you spend the whole night with her, while I waited here for you, while I got worried, you didn’t even care if I was fine, but the moment you heard I met your brother, you rushed out of wherever you are and you came for me, not because you care but because you are scared of what he will say.”
“I didn’t kill Darren, I would never have hurt him, I would never have asked him to hurt himself.”
“But he did.” I yelled. “And many will because of you, just, let me go, I don’t want to speak to you, I don’t even want to look at you, you lie and you always keep lying and I can’t handle that, I don’t ever want to think about that.” I gritted through my teeth.
“So you believe some pictures over me, I will not cheat on you. I am no fool and when I promised your papa I will take care of you, it doesn’t include cheating on you, I could never do that to you, what can I do for you to belive me Elara, how could you think that I will of this?.” He asked and I smiled
“I didn’t have to think, I just realized it’s you and you can do what were you want, you got the throne Adrian, your plan finally worked and not only that, you got me trapped inside this hell too.” I smiled bitterly with a frown on my face
Without a word, I rushed out of the living room and I rushed into my room, I made sure to lock the door form behind before I collapsed on the bed.