Chapter 62 Lose
He has not been home all night, did I sleep properly, I could not even sleep because I could not stop thinking about him, the thought of him filled my mind and he scared me, the thought of something bad happening to him filled my mind.
I know I am safe here, I could hear the sounds of the guards all night, they did it to let me know they are here but being all alone in this big house, I didn’t like it,
This is his house, it was creepy because all the people that lived here are dead and he is the only one that remains, I was tempted so many times to call him yet I didn’t.
Today is the day the secret text asked me to meet.
It’s always nine in the morning, I have been up since it was three, in could not sleep even though I wanted to, I made some breakfast that I could not eat either
When I heard a notification on my phone, I instantly took it thinking it was Adrian but it was not, it was from an unknown number and it was pictures
The first picture is Adrian sitting alone sipping a glass of whiskey, the second one made my breath hitch because it was not him, rather it was him and Sophie sitting together
The third one, she had her hand wrapped around him, like she was comforting him, he left me to go speak to her, they shared a drink, and he didn’t come home all night.
I am not a fool, as much as I didn’t want to think about this, I was not left with any choice, he slept with her, stayed with her all night, did he tell her how horrible I am? Did he tell her how bad a person I am and how I was talking to another man behind his back?
Yes we are not in love, yes we didn’t owe each other anything but what I always wanted was loyalty, what I always wanted was to make sure that he didn’t cheat on me, but he lied
Just a week after the fucking Marriage and he already as his dick sucked his his ex-girlfriend, I should have known he would do something like that.
The moment that passed made me feel annoyed, I rushed into my room and without wasting any time I got changed into a gown, I made sure to carry a scarf.
I pulled up to the café where he had asked to meet me, he said anytime of the day, let’s see if he will be there, the café is an hour away, and it looked good from the pictures,
With the privacy glass, I didn’t think that his guards would be able to tell what was going on.
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“Take me to a café, I want to get a donut, and don’t fucking tell me that I can’t go out or leave the house because I know I can, so are you going to take me or do I have to find a cab to do that?” I asked.
I didn’t mean to be rude but I had to be, I don’t have the time for any of them to say things like that want to speak to Adrian first; he is too busy getting his dick sucked to even care about me, or care about coming home.
The driver didn’t mind taking me as long as we took two guards, which we did.
Every second that passed, I tried not to think about what he had done to me, yet I could not stop thinking about it, why did it hurt so much if I didn’t care for him, if I didn’t mind if he falls for someone else, why did it hurt me so much when clearly I know that we are not in a relationship, we could never be in a fucking relationship and yet it aches, it made me feel so much pain.
My breath hitches as I stare at the café from the window, my feet feel wobbly, and I am here and I can do it. I have to do it. I needed to do it.
Adrian could never tell me the truth and the truth is what I needed to know.
I headed further out of the car when I saw the two guards following me.
“I won’t be up to five minutes, you can stand guard here.”
“I am sorry it’s protocol, we have to walk inside with you, we can sit far away, you don’t have to worry about us.” They said and I rolled my eyes at him.
Fuck
What did I have to lose?
Maybe they should come in case his brother decides to attack me or in case it’s someone else, I only knew what his brother looked like because of the portraits and I had hoped I would be able to connect it.
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The moment we stepped in, the guards stepped on their own chairs and my eyes began to scan across the room, I didn’t even know what he could be wearing.
Harry, where are you?
I searched for him when I saw someone sitting by the end of the café reading a book, at that moment his eyes were on mine and my breath hitches
That’s not Harry.
It’s Darren.
The second child, his face looked exactly like the portraits I had seen, but there was one little problem, his hair was all gone,
His eyes were on mine, the file said only Harry survived, for Darren to survive without anyone knowing it didn’t make sense, if they didn’t find his body, he would be reported missing and not this., much didn't make sense to me and I knew that, the files didn't say half of the truth, there are things that are hidden and I need to find out.
How could it be Darren and not Harry,
What did I miss?