Chapter 56 Heated
Waking up middle of the night beside Adrian is one thing I didn’t expect, I must have fallen asleep while watching a movie.
I wanted to leave this plane as soon as I could, I had a feeling that by morning, we would be there.
A breath falls off my lips, I have twirled and failed, pretending to be asleep, pretending it’s happening for me yet it’s not, I can't stop thinking about Papa, I can’t stop thinking about Adrian
After ten minutes of thinking, I knew what I had to do, I needed to tell him about everything, Pap, who had wanted me to, and I couldn’t let myself get close to his family, I wanted to hear his side first, ie he chooses to lie to me again, I know what I will have to do.
Heading into the kitchen, I searched for an Advil before I found one and I slipped one into my system.
I rested on the couch, my breath hitches as I tried to stop the thoughts that filled my mind.
“What are you doing?.” I heard a voice from behind, in a second, he found himself in front of me, his eyes were softly on me when I felt my heart skip a beat
It didn’t beat the way I wanted it to, it was a bit faster, a wave of adrenaline was over me, and I could feel my body heating up instantly and a wave of goosebumps washed over me.
“I took an Advil, I was having a bit of a headache.” I breathed out while trying to ignore the ache I felt in my body.
I shifted uncomfortably in my position, my body heating your again, in a way I didn’t think it would, in a way I didn’t expect when my eyes met his.
“Something is wrong.” I breathed out, my knees felt weak, my body heated up yet again and my brain had thoughts that even I didn’t think were appropriate to have, I had thoughts that I felt were a bit ungodly.
“We don’t have an Advil Elara.” Adrian finally said as he stared at me.
“What? I took an Advil, maybe it’s the last one, and you didn’t know you had it.” I breathed out while shifting in my position, there is a problem, there is an itch, an ache that fills my body in the most intimate part of my body.
It made me lose my breath, I wanted to stop thinking about it, yet I could not, it’s like I didn’t have control over myself, over my body, it’s like no matter what I did. The same thoughts would come into my mind, I didn’t want to think about it, and I was scared to even have that thought at the moment
Adrian rushed back to me with the pill that I had taken.
“Tell me you didn’t take this Elara.” He said.
I did, I took it. I was not thinking, I didn’t have time to check properly and I only wanted the headache to stop.
“I took it.” I breathed out, my chest tightened against my heart, and I stared at him again. “What did I take Adrian?” I whispered when I shifted again.
Being this close to him, watching him, it made me even more heated, the way my blood boiled, I only had one surprising thought.
“Please don’t tell me it’s what I am thinking, please don’t tell me, it’s the reason I am feeling the way I am because I took two.” I breathed out and his eyes widened in shock.
He leaned in toward me and a single touch on my face made me melt, it felt like I was about to lose my mind, his hand was warm and soft.
And my eyes found their way to his crutch, the images of that night when I gave him blue balls filled my mind.
“Why do you have these Adrian?”
“It’s not my plane remember, this is your papa’s plane.” He said and my breath hitches.
“How did- earlier when I made you a meal, I intended to give you an Advil to make you feel better and there was none, fuck Elara.” He breathed out and my breath hitches
Why did Papa have horny pills, I didn’t even want to surround myself with the thought of that.
Maybe he has his own reason, maybe he didn’t leave it there, maybe someone else it, it didn’t matter because it’s not going to help how I felt.
It’s not about to stop the ache that I felt between my legs, it’s not about to stop the thoughts that I had in my mind.
“I can’t sleep Adrian, I can’t stop thinking.” I breathed out, he leaned in further to me, his lips inches away from mine and I didn’t care, I didn’t even think twice when I placed my lips on his, it was so thick, the fireworks that burst in my stomach were ones I knew I would not be able to stop.
It felt so real. I started to move my lips softly against his, and a moan slipped out of my lips when he pulled away.
“We can’t do this Elara. I will be taking advantage of you, you are drugged up, you will regret this in the morning and this is not how I intended for you to lose your virginity, and at least not in this manner.”
“Please” I breathed out, right now I will do just about anything to make sure that I don’t feel the same way I do, to make sure that the ache between my legs is all gone, why do people even take this pill, it was bad, it was horrible
“I can’t live like this, I need it to stop.” I breathed out when I stared at him. “You don’t have to.” I was about to say something when I kept quiet. I could not imagine I was about to beg him.
“What are you talking about Elara? I don’t want you to do something you will regret and I promise I will not take advantage of you.” He said and my breath hitches
The ache between my legs didn’t stop, it only made me feel like I was about to lose my mind and I knew that I needed to feel something, or I would lose every single thought that I had in me.
“Please touch me, you need to reduce this, you need to make me not feel like this.” I breathed out, my eyes begged for his help, and I watched as he stared at me
He may not say it, but he felt everything that I did, I placed my hand softly on his as I moved it toward my thigh, he didn’t move, his eyes were still on mine when I placed his hand against the hem of my shorts.
“Please,” I begged, my breath getting heavy at the moment. “We don’t need to have sex, I am not going to break your principles but there are other things we can do,” I said. “I am not going I regret it, I am not drunk, I am not high, I am sober and I am asking you to do this for me,” I whispered so low I could barely hear my words over the thoughts that filled my mind.
He didn’t move his and so I knew that, he wanted to do this as much as I did, I just needed his help.
When I felt his hand start to move softly against my clit, a moan fell out of my lips, it felt even better than I imagined it would especially when he started to add more friction
He placed his hand around my waist as he pulled me toward him, his other hand found its place on the hem of my shorts asking for my permission and I gave him a nod.
“I need to know you really want us to do this.” He said.
“Please touch me.” I breathed out and he did as I wanted when he pulled my shorts off, I didn’t care if anyone would walk in.
I had thought that taking off my shorts would make me feel better, but the moment the air hit me, I knew that it was only going to make it even worse.
Adrian’s fingers found their place on the most intimate part of my body, softly pushing my panties away and a moan slipped out of my lips, I didn’t want to tell him that this was my first time, I didn’t want him to know that
The touch was foreign, it was pure pleasure, I felt like I was a bit sensitive, but the moment he thrust his finger inside of me.
I lost every thought that flew through my mind, Adrian leaned in and placed a kiss softly on my lips, it was tender and gentle, and he pulled away to place another tender kiss on my forehead and my cheeks.
He was not rough, he was gentle, he treated me like I was an egg, he treated me like I was glass that would shatter if he pressed any longer and it made me feel precious, it made me feel like I was worth it.
His finger curled inside of me and a moan fell out of my lips.
“Just like that Adrian.” I breathed harshly and he smiled at me, I rolled my eyes at him at the thought that could fill his mind
“What’s wrong Elara? You are not speaking, what’s wrong?.” He asked and I smiled at him.
“Shut up.” I breathed out when my breath hitches as I felt something inside of me, it was no longer one finger, it was two inside of me, my leg spread across the place when I felt a knot forming in my stomach.
“I think- let it go Elara.” He commanded and I did as he said