Chapter - 59: Shade & Faedra’s Quarrel

(Faedra's POV).

I found it hard to bend anymore, my back ached terribly and eventually I stood to my feet sweating profusely even when I knew I had barely done anything all along, I heaved a long sigh with my eyes pinned to the entrance, where was Sheila? She ought to have returned already.

My throat ran dry a few minutes ago and I had asked that she bring me water, so why exactly was she nowhere around to be found? It made me uneasy given the situation.

“Good gracious,” I muttered under my breath as the dizziness increased, I couldn't wait anymore, so I stood to my feet and headed towards the main door.

“castor” I called out to him seeing he had been under the tree I had once seen shade under.

“Have you by chance seen Sheila?” I asked again, slowly with my eyes pined against his, he shook his head and nodded negatively, I nodded with a smile before heading towards the main entrance, my mind coupled with lots of thoughts.

As much as I wanted to deny it or keep the facts to myself it was too evident to deny, there was an odd tension between those two; it seemed that Sheila had been avoiding him on purpose. If I had not known better I would say something was going on.

Although I wasn't in the shoes of the lady in question, their personal lives were none of my business but it somewhat bothered me, though I could hardly understand why.

The way he had looked at her the very minute she walked into the room, the way he chased after her on the first day she came, how the castor had tried stopping him.

What were the chances that she was the same lady who she had left to chase back at the hospital?

Did they know each other? Was it by pain circumstance there she came to work for me, or was it that she was missing both? Castor sensed my worry as well but he wasn't saying I was doing anything about it.

Knowing how Shade's anger usually was I never bothered asking him nor had I ever added myself into a conversation about him that had nothing to do with me.

I swallowed hard, sleeping slightly drowsy as I pushed open the door, a loud noise came on and I caught a shade storming toward me.

“What's this about?” I asked immediately, trying hard to wriggle myself away from his grasp, a frown on his face. I sensed this even without him saying anything, his gaze made me shake while I shuddered from dear.

“It's all your fat!” he yelled, raising his hands to strike me, I closed my eyes, my heart hammering hard against my chest as I listened to his words, what was he about?

I waited for a few more seconds but nothing came, I didn't feel his hand against me, my eyes opened slowly and I saw most of the years in his eyes as he fought hard to have them held in.

“What exactly is wrong with you?” I yelled, pushing him off as hard as I could, his back against the wall while I swallowed hard staring at him blankly.

“Why do you keep acting like a fucking rabid dog? Are you insane, what was that about? You could have injured me!” I yelled, snapping at him while he stared at me with disgust all over his face.

“shut the fuck up! It's all your bloody fault! You disgust me.” he snapped, his anger evident while I remained cluelessly glued to a spot, watching as he kept ranting on me…

My heart ached terribly, squeezed tight in my chest, I felt a little terrible, seeing him in a situation such as why was he yelling at me as much as this.

“Do you mind telling me what this is all about?” I asked, still holding my breath while his eyes remained pinned on mine.

Sarcastic laughter eased through his lips making me feel instantly restless.

“what was I expecting? You are just like your fucking father! He's just as shameless as you are, a bloody liar and manipulator, as useless as anything, and just are you, he raped her! He abducted her, all he wanted was revenge against me, he stooped as low as anything and he made others’ lives a living hell! Make all fucking nasty retorts about her! He ruined her life and mine! Both of our lives.

And here I was thinking something could be different from me, you fucking make me sick,” he wiped the tears off his cheeks as he explained and I fought so hard to have mine held in, I felt sick down to my knees, my belly churned on hearing his words.

“is Sheila… is she the same lady you left me at the hospital for? Is she your girlfriend?” I asked, the words easing off my lips on their own accord making me suddenly terrible.

“Yes she is Faedra, Sheila is my woman,” he admitted and I felt everything in my world get plunged deeper into darkness at the spot.

“you are dating… you have a relationship with her?” I asked again, and he nodded with a sly smile wiping off the tears from the corner of my eyes..

“yes Faedra, and you had better keep your fucking Lips sealed about anything of the children, don't dare go around telling foolish stories and she had better not know anything about me being the father of your pup, let

It sink into your head I had nothing to do with you, and I bet on my life if you do anything wrong, I'll fucking kill you!.” he yelled before storming away from the spot leaving me totally restless, I bent toward my knees, curled them towards my chest while tears dropped off from the corner of my eyes.

Something was wrong…

I should never have put myself into a situation like this.

My feelings were hurt, I believed I only felt those ways for him merely because of the binds, but why was my great feeling this terrible, why was I feeling so useless?