A dream about the past

A dream about the past
\- All the Dreams I dream are nightmares and those nightmares are the ones I live
\-Keanu Reeves

Stella's point of view

It's cold I stir in my everlasting slumber. A vision comes to me with out warning.

The vision:
The rain dampens my brunette hair I look up to the full moon her power radiates off the forest floor. My father had a sword up to his neck. He looks to me begging to spare his life. I will not. I'm out for blood and it was his. I look to my right making it up to the wooden podium. My heart ached by what I am seeing tied to the wooden post was Cicil. Her head was tilted up looking towards the moon as if asking for help in her final moments. I softly stroked her face unable to truly touch her my hand goes through her. The only thing remained unharmed was the heart shaped locket around her neck. My stomache began to churn coming to terms that Cicil was no more. I slowly turn back to my father his eyes never leaving mine. I make my way off the podium and slowly walk back over to him. " Your life ends now." Nodding to the gaurds they slit his throat.

End of vision
Jumping out of sleep my shirt drenched in sweat. " What was that?" I murmured to myself. I laid my hand on my stomach for any sort of movement from my son. Once I felt him move I relaxed. Sighing I pulled the covers off of me heading towards my chamber doors deciding I needed some fresh air. Making my way to the corridor and into the kitchen. I was startled to see Roxie sitting at the table with a cup of coffee in her hand. She looked to me and I looked to her both of us not saying anything to one another. I have not spoken to her since judgment day.

Clearing my throat " I would assume your having trouble sleeping as well." I sent her a soft smile inorder to break the awkwardness of the moment.

She gave me soft smile back " yes its hard to sleep in a pack that wants to see your head on a spike versus making a cordial conversation with you."

Roxie took a sip of her coffee. She continued " You know I've been thinking alot about us."

Sighing She looked from her coffee towards me " I think we can make a run for it. We can sneak away undetected. Callum won't even notice that we are gone. I know why you were doing what you were doing now. Stella we can't stay here and now that you have your wolf. You don't have to fear anything anymore. Stella your a white wolf for Goddess sake. We can make it please come with me."

Huffing " Roxie you know I can't and I mean its not like I haven't thought about it but with me being a white wolf comes more challenges and dangers. I won't risk my son's life. If you want to leave I won't stop you and if you make it I will tell Callum I had no recollection of it. This conversation never happened."

Roxie gripped her coffee " So after everything that's it?"

Nodding " Go back to Alpha Damien and go back to your mate and live your life the way you intend to live it."

Roxie stood up making her way towards me embracing me into a much needed hug. " Thank you I will never forget you."

Making my way back to my chambers letting much needed sleep devour me.

Suddenly I felt a quick tug it was Maxine she looked at me with her arms crossed. Her soft features were gone and a look of all seriousness lyed across her face.

" Where is she?"

Confused " What do you mean? Where's who?"

" Your friend."

" Who Roxy?"

" Yes the Alpha is pissed one of the gaurds said she disappeared over our border. The last person that was seen speaking to her was you."

Jezebel smirked at me with an all knowing look. " Yes please enlighten us where your little friend got off to."

Holding the covers up to my chest. So she finally did it she was gone and never coming back. It happened so soon.

" Listen I don't know where Roxy fled to and I can assure you I had no recollection of it."

" That's not what I heard last night. I heard for you to let her go and once I let Alpha Callum know the truth what will he do with you?" Jezebel licked her lips " Maybe he will find a more suitable mate."

" Like who, you?"

Jezebel looked at me that same look lying across her face " Perhaps."

Maxine uncrossed her arm a look of longing across her face. A look not familiar to me but a look I've seen others give a look of love. She was inlove with her.

I huffed " What a pity."

Maxine turned her gaze towards me. In a pleading manner. Jezebel crossed her arms " What is?"

" you being so obsessed with the Alpha you can't even see what's infront of you."

" what's that?"

Before I could reply Maxine cut in " Jezebel I love you."

" What?"

" I've loved you for along time and when we kissed it confined everything that I ever felt for you as truth. Since we were small children. I thought after we kissed you would have felt the same. I mean we had sex but still you long to be seen by Alpha Callum. Even though he's never going to choose you but I will every single time."

She looked from Maxine to me back to Maxine. All enjoyment wiped off her face. Her secret was out. " I can't do this right now." Leaving from my chamber doors with Maxine yelling her name. All I could do was lye back and think of what I would tell Callum when I saw him.