Chapter 52

Alizac had held my hand on the way back and we just traveled in silence. When does it all start to make sense? What was the actual purpose of this or is there some kind of silver lining?

“I can’t keep up with all your overthinking, Ry.”

I snapped out of my thoughts and saw we were at the doors. How much had passed?

“Sorry. I have a lot on my mind. I’m also really tired.”

He gave me that smug smile that I adored so much and just squeezed my hand.

“I could use a nap. Being king is exhausting.” He joked.

He never let go and led me up to his room. When he opened it, it was different. It was now gray and white all around. I walked in and got near his bed and just felt the silk that was there. But my thoughts ran from me again and the only thing that made me snap out of it again was the sound of the shower turning on. I turned back and he was naked in there.

“Can you stop with the thinking and just get in here?”

The water bounced off each of his abs and down his shaft. I walked over and happily got in with him and let the water take away the dirt that clings to our bodies. Alizac had gotten a loofa and poured soap on my back before he started washing me. My body began to relax to the point I was leaning against him with my closed. He reached over to my stomach and made his way lower with dropping the loofa on the ground.

The agonizing torture with just his finger teasing my lower stomach. Until his finger trailed down to my aching nub. With a slow circular motion sending me through many emotions. His other hand played with my hardened nipple as he fastened his pace bringing me undone. I let out a yell as the orgasm exploded out of me. When it was done, I turned around and connected his mouth with mine now that I was fired up. With just one arm he picked me up pushing us towards the wall until it stopped us, and my legs were around him. My arm reached down until it was wrapped around his hardened dick while I positioned it against my core.

“Are you sure?”

I nodded my head in consent and before I could finish, he slammed himself into me. I almost forgot what it was like to have a wolf in me. Having sex with your own kind is a different type of pleasure and I needed this for my own selfish reasons. His claws dug into my ass as he slammed in and out of me. I was biting his shoulder suppressing the pain and pleasure I felt. Until it wasn’t pleasure anymore. I jumped up and cried out loud.

“Oh my god, Ryleigh I am so sorry!”

I was curled on the ground crying in agony. How could something so amazing turn out to be a painful disaster? Now he was laughing, and I was too but I was hurting.

“You’re bleeding, I don’t know what to get for a bleeding asshole.”

I sat there horrified and beyond humiliated. This is not how I wanted my first anal experience to be. I pointed my finger at him to get out and he didn’t hesitate to get away from this awkward situation. Why are things so weird now? I know how I felt for Alizac but us having sex now we were in sync. Maybe I am overthinking things or maybe it was just a bad day altogether. I stood up and started tending to my now bleeding ass. There was one thing he said that was accurate was how do I treat a bleeding asshole. I quickly cleaned off but was now quite uncomfortable that I came wobbling out of the bathroom. He was laying on the bed and noticed me. I know he was embarrassed as well but it isn’t his fault. I climbed into the bed to cuddle against him. I needed a long nap.

“Sorry for your butthole.”

It went quiet and right on cue we erupted into laughter. I guess this one is for the books. I recall how things with us, in the beginning, were magical. It just felt so right, I was sure. His head was making circles on my back, and I was slowly drifting into a deep sleep with a fluttering that woke me. Alizac was staring at me too.

“I think my baby just kicked for the first time.”

I turned to my back and just placed my hand over my stomach. There is a pup in there, I am going to be someone’s mom. The realization hit me, and it was now real. I was crying again. Alizac watched me, amazed, and I think for a second, I wanted to feel like a family, but could we ever be? Everyone seems to leave so I am worried. I grabbed his hand and placed it on my stomach so he could feel it. He felt for a bit and his face had changed.

“What?” I asked.

He moved down and placed his ear on my stomach and just smiled.

“I thought I heard something weird but it’s because there are three heartbeats all together.”

My face went white to what he said. Did he just confirm that I was having twins? Oh no. He kept his ear there for a beat before propping up and kissing my stomach.

“Years ago, I told you I didn’t want kids, and I believed it. Now that the one I love is pregnant I know I am going to love them just as much.”

He climbed up before placing a passionate kiss on me.

“I am going to be here for the long hall. I hope you know I am different now.”