CHAPTER 78

"Call me."Abby nodded,she walked him out."Take care Abby and please don't let him fool you."

"Goodbye Blake."She shut the door when he was gone.

"Abigail."He began.Just hearing his voice tore her to pieces she walked away from him."Abigail wait.Please will you listen to me."She kept quiet if ever there was a time for him to worry it was now,her silence made fear shot down his spine."I'm sorry Abby,forgive me.I messed up and I'm here to fix things if you can give me a chance."Nothing.She wasn't even looking at him,panic set in gripping her shoulders he spun her around to face him."I love you."She moved away from his touch the movement made him wince,was it too late.Is he too late.No he has to try harder."Look at me."She didn't."Abigail say something anything I can't stand your silence it's killing me."Slowly she met his eyes,the hard cold look terrified him.

"Leave."She said."I want you to go."Turning she walked away from him,he was hot on her heels.

"Don't do this Abigail."He pleaded."I beg you."

"Don't do what Alejandro."She stopped and glared angrily at him."You wanted this remember,you have nothing here.I respect your decision now respect mine and go I have nothing more to say to you."Her eyes burned with fire, there has to be a way for him to make her listen to him,it can't be too late.He cannot live a life without her he cannot let her go,he doesn't care if she can hurt him in the long run all he cared about was winning her back to have her look at him as if nothing is more important to her than him,she began to move away from him again,this is it Alejandro thought if she still wanted him to leave after what he came to say then he'll leave and not look back.

"Abigail,wait.Listen to me."He dropped down on his knees before her his arms going around her waist,she was completely surprise and could do nothing but stare at him."All I ask is for you to listen then I'll go I promise.I love you sweetheart."

Any other day she would've reveled in hearing those words but not today. "Last attempt of a desperate man."She said coldly.

"I am a desperate man damn it!"He blurted."I'm on my knees can't you see."

"It's not enough Alejandro."

He groaned as if he was in pain,Abby strengthen her heart she won't fall weak."What more do you want from me Abigail."

"I want you to leave me alone.Let go of me."

"I can't."He muttered against her stomach his breath caress her skin through the fabric of her dress,her body called out to him she needs to move away from him."I need you,I can't let you go because you haven't let go of me."

His words weaken her already weak heart,shutting her eyes she forced the tears back."I...I have."She insisted past her aching throat.

"You haven't let me out of your heart,I can feel it."

Damn him!she thought.Damn him to hell and back for doing this to her for always knowing what to say."I have."She lied,and tried to move away his hold tighten,he wasn't letting go.

"If it's true then look me in my eyes and tell me you don't love me anymore.I swear on the love I have for you that I'll walk out that door."

Abby opened her mouth to tell him but no words came."Damn you Alejandro!" She said as tears slid down her face."I hate you.Damn you!"She wanted to hit him,curse him and do him serious bodily harm but couldn't.

"I'd hate me too if I was in your shoes.Hate me sweetheart,hit me.Do anything you want to do unto me but please don't shut me out.I beg you don't."He tenderly kissed her abdomen where their babies were nestling safely any more and she'll break down completely he won't leave until she listens.

"Fine.Talk."He got up and cupped her face."Don't."She said stopping him before he was gonna kiss her and any common sense will flew out the window."I'll listen,have your say and go."She put some distance between them it was better that way for her own sake.

"I was an idiot."He said."Call me any kind of fool you can but I'm sincere when I say I love you Abigail,I'm in love with you and it scares the shit out of me and because of that I pushed you away."

She crossed her arms."Why?"

"Because I was afraid,I still am."

"What are you afraid of Alejandro."

"Losing you,afraid you would leave me and go so I rejected you first before you could."

Abby stared at him for a long while."You'll never lose me."She eventually said.

"Won't I.After you left me six years ago it killed me,it broke me completely for the first time in my life I was lost my life had no meaning,purpose.Life wasn't worth living without you and it still isn't,I shut down,I cut the world out isolated myself everything was black covered in darkness because you weren't there all those feelings I locked it away but when I saw again,I realised how much I needed you and still loved you if not more."

"Why didn't you tell me this before."

"I couldn't lay myself bare again and risk losing everything,I couldn't.The fact that you raised Alejandra on your own for five years showed me you don't need me and as long as you don't need me then you can leave me at anytime."

"I do need you."She breathed."And I can never think of leaving you Alejandro I love you more than life itself.Do you have idea what went through me when you asked for a divorce what I felt in that moment."

"Forgive me my love."He came rushing over and embraced her butterfly kisses were planted all over her face."I'll beg for your forgiveness for the rest of my life but please don't leave me.I burned it."

"You burned what?"She asked flushed.

"I burned the divorce papers the very same night you signed them,I knew than I couldn't lose you,couldn't let you go."

"Then why didn't you come sooner."

"I knew you were still angry and probably wouldn't want to listen to anything I have to say so I gave you time.I'm never letting you go Abigail every time you gonna ask me to let you go I'm gonna hold on tighter,life is too short for me to live my life without you."He took her hands in his."I accept that my happiness and heartache lies in these hands,I'm never letting you go ever again because you never kicked me out of your heart."He kissed her then,taking all the air out of lungs."I love you sweetheart,I love all of you every part of you,please accept me have me,allow me entry into your life and heart again.Love me and only me."

"You never lost me Alejandro it doesn't matter how many lifetimes we'll be apart I'll always wait for you in this life and the next.I love you Alejandro."

He groaned into her throat."Say it again,I want to hear you say it again."

"I love you,I love you,I love you."She could feel his body tremble."Have me. Make me yours and don't ever let me go."

"Never."He said scooping her up."You stuck with this jealous,over protective over bearing and possession bastard,think you can live with that."

"I wouldn't have it any other way.Come here and kiss me."His wicked glare heat up her body."The bedroom is on your right."She said as he carried her off Abby was content,her heart was blooming and over filling with love for this man they've made it and they'll over come any storm together,when he enter her she knew this is where they both belong in each others arms and she was confident nothing will keep them apart again.They made it just in time for their wedding the following day,it was beautiful and walking down the aisle to meet her sexy husband and marry him again brought her immense joy.Family and friends were here to witness this and she wouldn't have it any other way.....

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