Chapter 30

“Don't act like you really care about me “he said seriously.

I got hurt by what I heard from him. Is it wrong for me to care about him?

I am his wife so I should just care about him.

I take the courage to face him and I saw her eyebrows frown while looking at me.

“I’m still your wife, Ransom. Say what you want to say!” I said emphatically.

I can’t look into his eyes anymore so I immediately leave him alone. I really can’t help my tears from falling down.

While I was walking out of the house, I accidentally bumped into a man in a white long-sleeve, tall, white, and with long hair.

I was stunned for a moment while staring at him. Not because of his beauty, but because my mind was just floating on what Ransom said to me earlier.

"I'm sorry, Miss. I didn't mean to." He apologized while helping me stand up.

"It’s okay, Sir. It was me who wasn't careful," I said.

We were both surprised when Ransom suddenly passed in front of us.

"I'm still flirting here at home," he said.

I was very surprised to hear from him.

"Is your husband's attitude really that bad?" asked the man.

"You know?" I stammered.

"Of course. Anyway, I'm Johnson. His half-brother," he introduced himself with a smile.

"I'm Camilla," I also introduced myself.

“Ahm, I need to go,” I added.

I didn't want what Ransom would think so I avoided it. I quickly walked away from that man.

But only one thing was going through my mind at that time.

Ransom has a brother.

Why do I only know this now?

I just held my breath while thinking.

After a few days, I saw a gradual change in our life inside the mansion. Ransom's mother treated me coldly. Maybe she is still depressed from losing daddy so she can't talk sensibly anymore.

"Mom, do you want to eat?" I asked.

"I'm not hungry," he answered seriously.

"But you need to eat. Don't go hungry,"

"Please leave me alone, “she begged me. 

Her voice was obviously suffering in pain understood her but I can't let her live like that.

She needs to move on and I will do everything to help her overcome all.

"Mom, please take care of yourself. You must eat now, "I said gently to her.

"Don't you understand, Camilla?" she raised her eyebrows.

"Mom, I understand you. That's why I am asking you to eat. I can't afford to see you like that," I responded. 

"I said leave me alone! “she shouted and I was very shocked at what she said.

"Mom.." I stammered while looking at her.

I want to cry at those times and wanted to hug her so tight. 

"Mom, I will never leave you," I insisted.

"I'm sorry, Camilla. But please leave me alone now," she begged me.

"Please," she begged me again.

I took a deep breath and nodded before I left. 

I think she needs time and space. I know I have no right to forbid her from what she felt right now. I saw how she loves daddy very much. And I can't blame her for that.

Suddenly I heard Beth shout upstairs.   

Her voice was obviously panicked and my eyes widen at what I heard from her.

"Ma'am Camilla! Ma'am Camilla!" she shouted.

"Baby Yumi's fever is high! She was shivering!" her voice trembled.

"What?!"My voice was shaking at that moment.

I don't know what to do and my hand was shaking at those times.

I think I'm going crazy with what's happening now.

I immediately went upstairs to get baby yumi and bring her to the hospital.

I was not myself at that time. I don't know what I should do. I am confused and shaking with fear and worry for my daughter. I can't explain my feelings at that time.

"Baby, please, "I cried. 

When we arrived at the hospital they immediately bring her to an emergency room. 

I can't explain what I am feeling right now.

A mixed emotions of worry and fear while waiting outside the room.

"I want to see my daughter. I want to see her, Beth, "I cried.

"Calm down, Ma’am. Everything will be okay so please stay calm. “Beth said calmly to me.

"How can I calm down, Beth? How?!"I asked her emphatically.

I heard her sigh while looking at me. I can't help but cry at those times while waiting for the Doctor.

After a while, the Doctor gets out the door and comes to me. He took a deep breath while looking at me.

“Mrs.Crosby, we need a Blood transfusion as soon as possible. Her heart was already weak and her platelets is too low. Your daughter is in critical condition, “he said to me and obviously panicked.

“Jesus.. ”I panicked.

“We need Blood type O now, “he added.

“But unfortunately that blood is unavailable in our hospital, “he responded.

I was depressed at what I heard from him. And I really don’t know what to do and how to get blood.

“What should I do, Doc?”I asked him.

“What is your blood type? “He asked me.

“Type A, I am not Type O, Doc,” I replied.

“But Sir Ransom is! “Beth said.

“I will call him!” I panicked.

“Calm down, Ma’am. Everything will be fine, “Beth said gently.

I immediately dialed Ransom’s number on my phone but I can’t reach him. I dialed his number many times but I still didn’t get any answers.

I immediately ran out of the hospital to find Ransom.

"Ma'am Camilla, Where are you going?" Beth asked.

"I will find Ransom. Our son needs him," I answered.

"Please don't leave my daughter. I'll get back," I added.

When I left the hospital, I immediately hailed a taxi. I immediately ran out of the hospital to find Ransom.

"Ma'am Camilla, Where are you going?" Beth asked.

"I will find Ransom. Our son needs him," I answered.

"Please don't leave my daughter. I'll get back," I added.

When I left the hospital, I immediately hailed a taxi.

I can't help but wonder where Ransom is. I don't know where to look for him. Our son needs him so I hope he doesn't torture me anymore.

Suddenly, the place where we first met came to my mind.

Even though I wasn't sure if he was there, I went anyway.

When I entered the Bar, I asked the people there. I also showed Ransom's photo on my phone to make it easier for me to find him.

I was very surprised when a man suddenly spoke and I was really surprised by what he said.