Chapter 83

Chapter 83

Levi

Lucy was completely worn and satiated when we had finished with her. Both of us taking our turns sliding into her warm sheath. Like a glove she accepted each of us then us both together. As we kissed and nipped at her skin. Every lick, kiss, nip, or touch had her panting and begging for more and more. By the time we had finally filled her with our seed she had rolled off of me and pinned her body between Roman and I. Both of us for the most part were satisfied and fulfilled for the night.

‘I think she is out. Meet me in the sitting room and we can talk’ Roman linked me nodding towards our small living room. Sliding out from under Lucy’s leg I was able to reach down and grab the board shorts that I had kicked off when we had finally moved Lucy back to our bedroom. After stepping out of bed I watched as Roman wiggled out of the grasp Lucy had on him. Half tossed over him and half tossed over me, I would have thought that the position that she was sleeping in would be uncomfortable. But for Lucy she was well and thoroughly used, to the point that she had become comatose with sextual gradifiacation. If she only knew how much better we could truly get, once we had fully knotted her would she understand true gratification.

“So..” Roman started going to our makeshift living room cart that doubled as a bar. Pulling out two tumblers and filling it 2 fingers worth of our were whiskey, before adding coke to the remaining amounts with coke. Bringing the drinks over he set them down on the coasters before speaking.

“Spill, Levi.” He said gruffly. I could tell he was fighting his instincts and was still filled with rage and guilt for his reactions.

“Roman, please.” I said. I knew that he was still upset with me that I had agreed to the plan and did not stand behind him.

“Don’t Roman me. Damnit Levi. She was just getting fucking better. She was trusting us, We were finally getting somewhere with her. How the hell do you think that she will return back to us? Huh? You think she is going to come back to us fully sane?” He asked with a snarl.

“Roman, I get it okay. I am not exactly pleased either but she needs to do this for her. She needs to do it for her wellbeing. Do you think that we somehow magically cured her? We did nothing for her Roman but give her a place of security and safety. Why do you think she freaks whenever you're not here with us? Huh? It is because she will never fully feel safe untils she has us both. She needs both of us in order to feel safe and secure. She will continue to feel the same way until we do something about it. But that is the thing WE can't do it, She has to do it for herself. Only she can take back what was taken from her. And she isn’t going in there blind or alone anymore. You just have to have a little bit of faith.” I said, downing the remainder of my drink and slamming back down on the table.

Roman picked up the cup and went back to the cart and refilled it before bringing it back over to me.

“I can’t do it Levi. I can’t just let her go in there and be somebody's sex toy. How can you even allow that to happen? Your totally okay with someone touching, hitting her, raping her? Daily, Levi. They do this Daily to those women.” he said frustration leaking out of every word spoken.

“No, I am not totally okay with someone touching her. And we have a plan for that. She is going to get individualized training. Gabi is going to personally train her. Even Cain, Abel, Reign and Remmie volunteered to train them…” I began to explain.

“Them? Who is this them?” He asked.

“Yeah, Lucy isn’t going to go in there alone. Savenia and one of the rogue warriors that has been showing a lot of potential are going in there together. They are also going in magically charged. So, she will not be alone.” I said, attempting to comfort him.

“So when is this all taking place then?” he asked.

“Soooo, yeah about that…” I said looking at him. At that, Roman got off the couch and walked back over and made another drink, this time omitting the coke. After 2 more drinks he grabbed out a beer before coming back over to me and sat back down on the couch.

“Tell me?” he said.

“Well we were set to start the shift in 3 weeks. But then it came out that Marcus’s children were taken. Now, because we need to get the girls in there before we go after the children we have a week. But like I said. We have the training scheduled all planned out for the next week. Lucy will also be meeting with a therapist to help her cope with her anxiety. But, IF this works Roman, we could have a whole new and fierce Lucy. One that is proud of herself and her accomplishments.

“Roman, you have to trust that we have thought up all that we could. That is another reason you have got to get yourself under control. I don’t understand fully what has been going on with you but we need to figure something out because Lucy is going to need us. BOTH of us at our best. We can’t have you running off all the damn time half cocked. Please I am begging not for her sake but mine. Please, find a way in your heart to accept this plan.” I said pleading with my eyes that he would see it our way.

“I just don’t know if I can. Levi you have to understand this isn’t just a whim. It is something that is ingrained into me. I don’t know what it is. But the thought of losing you or her sets my body on fire. My head goes fuzzy, and my stomach starts to twist. Before I know it all I can see is red. No one matters at that moment except for you and Luce.” He said, shaking his head trying to understand his own actions and behaviors.

“Then that is what we are here for. We will help ground you. When you feel the haze set in, you look to us. We will be there to ground you, support you and help you control it.” Said a small and confident voice as we both turned our heads to see Lucy standing in the doorway.

“Lucy baby, you're supposed to be in bed asleep.” Roman said sweetly to her.

“Well I woke to a very cold bed. Then when I heard voices I could hear my two wonderful mates talking about me. It was only right that I be a part of the conversations.” She said with a sweet smile. The smile that she attempted to use to hide her true emotions.

Lucy didn’t like others to think of her weakly and feared that we wouldn’t accept her weakness. Her fears were realized when she woke to hear us talking though our fears for her and the plans that involved her like she were only a child. Her smile hid the guilt and sadness that hid right below the surface.

“Lucy, we meant to disrespect. I was just filling Roman in on what he missed during the meeting.” I told her.

“And discussing if I would come back to you guys a broken mess after being raped, poked, proded and beaten.” She replied as she began to shake.

“Luce,” Roman said

“Lucy, that is not what we meant. We do worry about how you will be able to handle this mission. Hell, so is Gabi. That is the reason that so many were willing to offer up support and to help provide training.” I told her, turning to Roman I further explained the part of the information that he had missed. “Cain and Abel are going to help teach close quarters combatives. Remmie is going to help her identify different weapons that she may encounter in the cells and to train with them. She is also going to train her in some weapons that they are going to attempt to smuggle into the cells. Reign is going to train them on herbal medicine and help them learn to treat their physical wounds. Celeste and Amethyst stated that they too would train with them on how to harness their magic and will also enhance it in order to over power the protection charms that they hold over the cells.

“I thought that we had settled Luce? Are you wanting to back out of the deal now?” I asked her after ensuring that Roman was fully aware of the amount of work that was going to support her, Savenia and the mission.

“No, that’s not it at all. I just don’t want you two thinking that I am a broken china doll. I get that my pass has messed me up quite a bit but I swear I am on the mend. Please, I need to know that you guys trust in me, not just trust me.” She said.

“Come here,” Roman said as he waved to her to come sit between us.

“Okay. So here is what we are going to do. Luce, you are going to train your ass off. I too am going to join your training. I will work with getting your endurance up. I am also an avid runner so we will work on running as well. Levi, I want you to work with her on patience and meditation. I know that you are the calmest bastard in this place. Luce you are going to train your ass off and enter the dens. Then you are going to go in there and fight like a beast to get back home to us. Meanwhile we will be here at home and will await patiently for the call to storm the gates and bring you back home.” Roman said. “And I am going to work like hell to understand myself and how to control my anger.”

With that Roman raised up from the couch that we had all been sitting at and Helped us up before walking us backwards, back towards our bed. Falling backwards onto the bed dragging us on top of him.