Chapter 45 Forty five

Chapter 45 Forty five
 BRENDA'S POV
 It was so unusual, I didn't understand why I couldn't resist all he was telling me, it was so bone-chilling as I was unable to control my own body.
 The worst part was that when I reached the doorknob of his bedroom I couldn't feel the coldness against my palm and when I was in the room my body froze up and he walked in behind me.
 How was he making me do this? I wasn't even able to lift a finger without his command.
 What was he going to make me do now?
 "Sit on the bed,"
 He said then someone walked in with a wooden cup containing a strange liquid.
 "Honestly, I wouldn't have had to do this if you hadn't been so stubborn, Brenda, and I hope that one day you'll see that I did this for you,"
 With that he held out the cup to me I a stretched hand and said; Drink it.
 At this point, I gritted my teeth trying to do my best to resist the urge to bend to his will as I kept my hands on my lap without moving them.
 He saw this and bent down to my eye level so that both our eyes met, placing the cup against my lips.
 "Open your mouth and drink this,"
 At this point, my body was trembling so bad and then something happened that caught me off guard, a small stream of Scarlet was coming down from his nose.
 He was having a nosebleed.
 Whatever he was doing must have had an advert effect and in that slight moment of worrying my lips subconsciously parted and he poured the bitter liquid in and in moments I was settled in my belly.
 What had he given me?
 It felt so weird, why was the room spinning?
 Suddenly the room looked like it was melting away and I was feeling like I was on my feet when everything was into place.
 The suffocating hold of his control was gone. It was like my feet were made of jelly and I couldn't even get up
 What had he put in that drink?
 I was about to look at him and glare when my eyes came to his and just wouldn't leave.
 "Brenda?"He called carefully.
 But I wasn't listening anymore, my knees came down and soon his hands followed after.
 "Brenda...!"
 I grabbed his shirt barely standing still.
 "What...what did you do to me?"
 He staggered to the bed, and I came along gripping hard enough to almost strip off his shirt but he held my hands.
 "Gosh Brenda calm down,"
 But I wasn't really listening anymore.
 "You want me and you won't let me fight all you are doing is just holding us back!"
 His hands came from my hands to my waist unable to protest anymore, he lifted me and I thought we were heading to toss me aside.
 I had to pull away and find my way over to plant a grab on his leg tipping him over and gripping to avoid him getting it out.
 "Brenda stop this..."
 The floor below me still felt like it was melting.
 But I held on pressing in, ready to take in him on and resist as long as possible.
 He suddenly shot up and his hand pierced the air like a sword and I gasped out looking down into his eyes.
 I thought we had...
 We had finally connected.
 Or had we?
 Suddenly the room started spinning again and now it was much worst and finally the whole image before I was totally melted away.
 
THOMAS POV
 I walked into the room again and she was still asleep, I dragged a chair and sat thinking about her face, bleached and yet flipped with the stain of betrayal.
 "So you finally got your way?"
 Her voice came again into my head and raked my hair back as I thought about all I had done to provoke her that way.
 It was all so exhausting.
 Just then she walked in and saw me, but she didn't say anything just walked to the bed and looked at me.
 "So I'm all packed up and I'll be leaving away from the battle, I wouldn't even be able to join the planners,"
 I sighed, I asked myself if what I did was right but the fact that she would be with my mother safe and sound washed away all the guilt that was stocked in my heart.
 I hadn't wanted to...I didn't want to see that pained look on her face but I couldn't fold my hands.
 I used a gift that only members of the royal family had known as dominance to control werewolves by enforcing their will on them and it was actually not needed because people often bent to the wills of royalty and there were punishments.
 So that was the last resort.
 Then I made her take that concoction that would decrease her senses.
 When she woke up this morning she screeched and kicked me straight in the gut.
 "Jerk!"She had hissed like a snake"How could you do that to me?"
 "I had to!"
 I told her, and when she finally agreed to get checked at the medical center the wolves there could see that there was a life force growing in her.
 That was actually a lie, they had only planted non-harmful drugs in her to give off the effects of pregnancy.
 She had looked at me like I was walking garbage, I didn't mind for her sake it was fine to be seen that way.
 "You selfish monster!"She slapped me, She thought that we had slept together and that that drink had made her vulnerable.
 It had but I would never ruin our first time or take advantage of her like that.
 And us getting our first puppy?
 It was supposed to be a beautiful moment but she was totally washed of color over a lie, but this was necessary.