Chapter 59 059
Danica's POV
Dinner took forty five minutes in total, including the time the two men spent gawking at each other's words. And at the end of it, Alexander led me out like a true princess that deserves his attention.
"Did you like my gift?" He asked as we stepped into the dark night, his hand holding my smaller ones protectively. He didn't have to ask into detail for me to know exactly what he was talking about.
"I did. A little too much that it made me tear up" I told him truthfully.
"Good. Because I have something else for you"
"What is it?" I asked.
"An offer? To watch the stars with me tonight" he said right before he stopped walking to stare at my face even through the darkness.
"Stars? But there are no..." My words caught in my throat as I looked up into the dark glittering sky.
And there they were, the glittering stars that show up once every full moon.
Oh. My. God.
"What do you think?" He asked softly, caressing the skin of my hand gently.
What do I think?
I think the stars are drop dead fucking gorgeous... pretty... Bring more words. And what's worse? The brightest thing to me right now was still this same man standing in front of me, curious to know how I feel towards the stars I wouldn't have seen if it wasn't for him.
"I think they're pretty." I said with a sweet smile and I watched his face relaxed in sheer relief.
"Would you watch the stars with me?" He asked again and I nodded quickly.
"I don't mind that at all" I responded and he pulled towards a long staircase. One I've never come across since I got here.
The walk was long and I rejected Alexander's offer to carry me there but it was worth it.
He'd taken me to the rooftop. His sacred hiding place when he needs a moment to cool off away from everyone... including his Beta.
I was the first person he ever brought here and he did that just because he wanted me to get the best view of the stars from here.
We laid on our backs, watched the stars and for the first time since we met, he mentioned his mother. It was just one sentence but he did mention her.
"My mother... She used to love the stars so much, so anytime I watch the stars, I imagine it's her but I could never bring myself to talk to her through them because it feels like I don't have the right to do that."
The words held the weight of his sadness and I could literally taste it. I ached to give him comfort but I didn't know how.
I had no idea what really happened except the fact that he must have blamed himself for whatever happened.
So I just did one thing that I knew would surely distract him from whatever sadness he was feeling.
I freaking kissed him. It was a brief kiss on his lips and my heart literally pounded from the boldness that possessed me for that millisecond.
Then he froze, completely. And his eyes locked on mine for seconds before he raised his weight on one arm and then tilted my face to him with the second hand.
He kissed me back, fiercely, hard, like he was letting out all that guilt and sadness into this one kiss and I didn't mind that at all.
He bit on my lips softly, sucked on the spot hard and a moan slipped as my body tightened with desire.
With desperation clawing at me, I curled a hand around his collar before pulling him to me as much as I could. His lips and tongue worked mine perfectly, possessively, giving no room for escape and the overwhelming urge to slip my fingers beneath my dress shook my very existence at that point.
A desperate moan slipped out my lips again and Alexander pulled me onto his lap with one swift pull of his strong arms.
His hands roamed my clothed back, my waist and my ass, stilling me when I began grinding on him and I choked on a sob.
His lips left mine to give me the ultimate neckline torture and when I tried to move again, his arms effortlessly pinned me in place.
"Tell me, little Doc, do you want me to touch you?" He murmured huskily, voice thick with lust.
I nodded quickly and his teeth connected with my neck hard enough to leave a mark but not enough to leave a wound.
A whimper tore through me but for the life of me, Alexander wasn't done teasing.
"Words, Dani. I need words" he groaned, his length thickening beneath me.
"Touch me, Alexander. I want you to touch me" I muttered at once and his grip loosened on my waist.
"Are you sure, Dani? Because if I so much as touch you right now, I'm going to take you right here, until you can't take anymore of me..." He warned but I cut him off with another kiss on his lips and a bold swirl of my hips against his hard-on.
He hissed and the sound of it snaked through my core, dragging another moan out of my lips.
"Take me... Take me, please... I want you to fuck me, right here, right now" I sobbed, wondering why my body was reacting this way.
I've always been badly attracted to him and I've always been out of control whenever he touches me, but this... was different. More intense. It felt like I'd go officially mad if I didn't have him inside me the next second.
'He's your mate, and it wasn't a coincidence that the stars came out today. It's obviously a week to the full moon and mate bonds tend to become bolder, and even more intense on a day like this, idiot' a voice cooed in my head and I froze.
That wasn't me.
I swear I could differentiate between the voices of my own rationality speaking to me and that of someone else's entirely.
"Is that you, wolfie?" I asked silently, but like always, silence greeted me.
"You're such a bitch. And trust me, I'm going to give you a full ass whip if you decide to finally acknowledge me one day. It's going to be memorable!" I yelled in my head, hoping she heard me even if she didn't respond.
"Are you okay?" Alexander's worried voice snapped me back to reality and I responded with a hard tug of his shirt.
His hand slid beneath my dress, finding my bare, aching depths and his groan mixed with the soft moan that escaped my lips.
"No panties?" He asked, amusement lacing his tone but I didn't even have the strength to feel ashamed.
"I... It was just missing in the whole full dress Jasmine picked for me" I whispered, eyes rolling back as he slipped a thick finger inside me while his thumb pressed on my clit boldly.
"This is probably the best thing Jasmine did for me in so many years" he praised as he worked that finger in and out of me.
He dragged two strong orgasms from me from just his fingers before pushing himself inside my warmth, fully.
A pleasurable sob tore through me as he pinned me to the cold ground and slammed deep into me.
"Xander..." I choked, my legs trembling from the overwhelming feel of him inside me.
My toes curled tightly as he pulled back only to slam back in, so fucking deep.
"God, you're so deep" I moaned, not noticing the tear that slipped off my left eye until he caught it with his tongue.
"That's it. Feel every inch of me inside you and always remember who this little pussy belongs to, Sweetling." He groaned, his pace building up more tempo until I literally couldn't feel my legs.
Or maybe I was suddenly hyper-aware of them? Moon goddess, I had no idea, but Alexander was going to be the death of me.
And that was how my day went from a crazy room tour that didn't even register, to dinner with a man who hated to dine with people, to watching the beautiful stars and then making love under the same sacred stars.
Goddess, forgive me... or not.