My marriage

Helena:

I looked out the bedroom window and sighed happily,my coffee was delivered to the bed by my husband and I was so excited I didn't even feel that hungry,so I ate little.

"You need to eat honey."

Says Matew getting ready to go out,Abraham and some friends called him for a quiet day and get ready away from home,since my bridal day would be here.

"I'll eat...I just don't feel so hungry right now."

"Please eat."

The same one comes to me,holds my face with his big hands,smiles,kisses my mouth and forehead.

"I will."

"Good girl,I have to leave,will you be okay on your happy bridal day?". - The same releases me and goes to get his watch.

"Yes,Zélia,Francy and Dores promised me the best and most hectic bridal day,so I think I'll be fine,if I can't go crazy in time."

I laugh and so does he,then strokes my face calmly.

"Take care,I'll see you later,don't miss it and don't take too long,I'll be immensely anxious."

"I will."

He kisses me and leaves,then I eat some more and in minutes the girls arrive,I was discouraged to spend hours getting ready,but they were quite excited and happy,so they cheered me up again.

The first thing they did on me was moisturizing my hair,we talked about many things,then it was time for my nails,body massage,finish taking care of my hair and then get ready little by little.

"I have a question,but I'm embarrassed to ask"-Says Francy out loud,while Dores was putting on my makeup.

"Tell me, what is the doubt?"

"I know it's none of my business,but seeing you so young marrying Matew,the second question came to mind..."

"Get to the point Francy." - Dores says laughing.

"Does he appear as a man,or husband with you...how can I best explain it,is he able to have relations with you normal or not?"

"You have made Helena ashamed girls." - Zélia says.

"If you don't want to you don't have to answer Helena,I don't want to embarrass you,it was just a doubt anyway."

"Yeah...I don't really like to talk about intimate things,but yes,he shows up as a man,he just doesn't have as much breath as younger men,but that doesn't matter either."

"How can it not!!!,it's one of the most important things in life."

"Worse than no,after disappointments we pick up maturity and realize more important things than sex."

"Like what?"

"Affection, companionship, fidelity, these things are important, but we only understand when we end up being disappointed."

"True." - Says Zélia with her thoughts far away.

"What happened?" - Questions Dores noticing her.

"Of what?" - Now pay attention to us.

"You're thinking far away,you agreed with Helena..."

"Here come the sad stories."

"I went through some disappointments and one of them was with Francy's father,he cheated on me with a friend of mine,it was the most painful moment of my life,I trusted them both and they betrayed me in the lowest possible way and on top of my house."

"Wow!!!!..."

Dores and I were dumbfounded by Zélia's statement,she was always closed,smiling,playful and gave great advice,but now,even though she was a lady,but not that old,she was looking fragile,not because of her age,but because someone had done what they did to her.

"But I got over it and I had amazing men in my life,they were the perfect men."

"And she didn't stay with even one,because besides having poor finger with my father,then the privilege of having good men,she was still in love with the man who only did harm to her."

"But it's ok,I loved enough and as much as I loved a scumbag,I also knew how to value myself,I didn't let myself get carried away by feeling but by priority,which were the men who treated me well and as a priority."

"I am glad that you have managed to stay strong and away from the man,I confess that for moments I thought I would not have the strength to stay away from the man I loved so much and did me so much harm,I fought a lot against the feelings and thoughts of our time together,little by little I was healing and Matew helped me a lot in this,he has been special and essential in my life."

"I hope you both enjoy this golden fortune,I believe you already are,you are both so happy and that this good feeling,will remain forever."

"Thank you Zélia."

We smiled nicely and changed the subject,I finished getting ready with their help and stood there waiting for them,who were getting ready now.

When all were ready,we went to the limousine,my driver was already waiting for us and so we went to the large hall that my husband rented,the place was beautiful,I went there to see,there was the area of the hall that was huge and also had a very large extension only of grass.

We arrived at the place and I look out the car window, it was even full of more the place, my part only had my parents and siblings, I did not know many people and did not have affinity with many people.

I was nervous, how can you get into such a crowded place, I don't think I can be the center of their attention.

"Stay calm,forget about everyone there,just remember your fiancé,his face,he looks so restless." - Zélia says.

"True..."

I take a deep breath and then they leave,go to their seats and finally it's my turn,my driver gets out of the car and stands in front of my door,I open it and he helps me down. I get out of there calmly,I didn't want to trip over the dress and end up falling,I was afraid of any possible disaster.

As soon as I leave,he helps me to climb the stairs that he had to be able to enter the hall,then leave me there and Abraham who was waiting for me,it would be my father,but he preferred not to enter,he was not walking so well and much less in good health.

"Thank you."

I speak as soon as I intertwine our arms,like the bride does with her father,at the time of entering to be married.

"Thank my father,if it wasn't for him and a request from him,I would never be complying with all this clowning."

"Thank you anyway and I see that your work to separate us didn't work out."

"My father convinced me too,but that doesn't mean I'm going to let it go,of course not,I'm going to keep an eye on you."

"Fine,just that the most important thing is to watch where you're going,let's go inside now."

He gets stiffer now and so we go in,then,when we get in front of everyone,he gives me to his father who was beaming,I can imagine the joy of having his son taking his wife to him.

We had the whole ceremony,after we were officially married we had a dance of our own and then we all went to eat.