Chapter 145

Chapter 145
Hope

“I need you.” My voice was half a moan and half begging whisper. “Justin I need you.” 

Chuckling he continued to kiss up my thigh. Nipping at the tender flesh , drawing it into his mouth and sucking. My hips bucked , my naked pussy desperately trying to get where his talented mouth was. 

It didn’t even matter to me that I was laid out naked under him for the first time. Nothing mattered but the fact he loved me.

Deep down I knew no other man would ever love me as much as he did. Yes we had our arguments but I was his.

I had been made for him. I knew that now.

“You have me.” Justin chuckled. One of his hands reaching between my thighs and up my body to cup my breasts. Which seemed heavy and full in his hand. That’s the effect he had on me. My whole body felt swollen with need for him. 

“I am never leaving you Hope.” The soft silky pad of his thumb brushed against my nipple and I cried out. My back arching up off the bed. “You will be with me for eternity.  You believe that don’t you?”

“Yes” I  moaned without hesitation. “Forever. You will love me forever.” Even as I said it a niggle of doubt entered my mind. It started like a little spark, a flash of fire like someone had struck a match. “But-“

“No buts, Hope.” Justin’s strangely cold breahh blew against my core and the match blew out with his breath. There was no more doubt. There was nothing but him and he was right.

We were meant to be together. 

Hope and Justin 4 eva.

“Do you want me Hope?” His lips teased at my outer lips, pulling them into his mouth. Licking between them with the tip of his tongue. 

“Yes.”

His tongue delved deep inside and I screamed in pleasure. My head thrashed back and forth. My body trembled. It felt so good.

And no one had ever touched me like that before. No one had kissed me down there.

Only that didn’t feel true in my heart. I could remember another mouth feasting on me. One that-

“No.” Justin’s voice was firm. His lips left my pussy and he was crawling up my body. “There’s no one here but you and me Hope. I want you but I need you to want me to,” his lips hovered over my mouth but he didn’t kiss me. “Do you want me to be your first, and your only?”

“Please.” I begged. I had been putting it off but I had no reason to be scared. People had sex all the time. Especially with people they loved. And I did love Justin. He should be my first.

The first and only man to make love to me.

“That’s right.” He surged forward. His cock parting my lips and pushing passed the resistance of my virgin body. I held my breath and got myself ready for the pain. Only no pain came. 

There was nothing but pleasure. So intense that it burnt everything away until there was only him.

“Tell me you love me,” in and out he moved inside of me with shallow thrusts. “Tell me you love me, scream it so the whole world knows.”

Throwing back my head I fell into the never ending orgasm and screamed. My eyes screwed themselves shut as my body convulsed. 

“I love you Justin, I love you.”

Wrong.

My eyes snapped open, panting. I stared at the ceiling above my head. Justin wasn’t above me. In fact he wasn’t touching me at all. 

Something damp swiped against my thigh and I looked in that direction to find Justin fully dressed in jeans and a sweater holding a damp cloth to the bleeding bite mark in my leg.

“What the fuck?”

His smile was knowing. “Don’t worry I just took a sip. I didn’t actually touch you.” He held his hands up. “I just wanted you to remember what it was like being with me. How good it was. Get dressed now. Our special guests will arrive soon.”

I scrambled backwards. Yanking on the jeans and tshirt from my time with trembling hands.

“I don’t know what the fuck you just did to me Justin.” I spat. 

“I made you remember.” He knelt by my feet and pressed himself into my knees. His hands kneading my waist. “That’s all I just gave you a reminder.”

“That wasn’t how it was between us Justin. Not ever. You sucked my blood and somehow mind fucked me at the same time. That was rape Justin.”

His eyes widened. “I didn’t touch you I promise.”

My good hand clenched into a fist. “It was still an assault. Those weren’t memories. Nothing like that has ever happened between us. You can’t just slip into my mind and-“

“I can make them your memories Hope.” He said smoothly. “It’s even that hard. I could delve deep into your mind and change everything you think.” His eyes narrowed. “Everything you feel.”

“Don’t you dare.” If he could make me remember things that had never happened then he could go exploring in my brain and erase Lincoln. He could make it so I never loved Lincoln at all.  “Please Justin.” I begged and my voice broke with fear. “Please I’ve already said I am yours. Don’t take my memories of him-“

“I won’t Hope.” Surging forward he pressed his cold thin lips to mine. “I will let you keep your love for him in your

Memories because deep down you know you are mine, and now he knows it too.”

“What?” Desperately I glanced at the door. “No,” I shook my head. Please no. “Did I?”

Justin chuckled. “It was beautiful. And loud.” He pulled me up to standing and wrapped his arm around my waist. “You’re alpha friend and your mongrel lover would have heard every single breathy moan. He would have heard cum and he will-“

“He will think we fucked.” I swallowed the bile in my throat. “Oh god if he heard he will think-“

“That you are now mine. Now come on. Everyone will be arriving soon and I wouldn’t want you to miss a single second of the show I am about to put on for you. Are you ready to face your people and let them know who their new queen is?”

“You did that on purpose. So he would hear.” My voice shook. 

“Does it really matter now, Hope. It’s done. The mighty alpha wolf Lincoln won’t even be able to look at you now. He won’t want you. Only I want you now.” He tugged me towards the door.

“I hate you.” I hissed as he opened the door and dragged me out of the room and towards the room where Blake and Lincoln were waiting.

Lincoln would have heard every single thing that just happened. Justin had made sure of it. I wasn't sure I could face Lincoln now.

“I can live with your hate, Hope. I would prefer your love and devotion but I can take your hate. As long as you are mine.”