Chapter 65
Enzo
“Well angel a sub drop is when you went in sub space when we played which I should have known you did when you didn’t answer me it was just, we didn’t play for long and I didn’t do too much I didn’t thought you would go into sub space so quickly. I’m not trying to make excuses this is all on me.” “Sub space? Sub drop? Cat asked. “Let me ask you this when we were playing last night and I asked you if you where okay and you didn’t answer me why didn’t you?” “I don’t know it felt like I was flying I heard you somewhere far far away but I thought it was a dream.” “That my dear Cat is sub space when you forget about everything that is happening and only focusing on the pleasure and how what I do, makes you feel. Your body releases hormones when you have sex or when you play like we did last night. It releases oxytocin known as the love hormone, Dopamine the feel good hormone, then additional endorphins are released reducing pain and promoting relaxation, then off course Adrenaline and norephinephrine are also released contributing to the surge in heart rate and energy during sex. That is why a Master like me and a Dom like the others should be in tuned with their subs, when you are in sub space you don’t feel pain and we can really hurt you, if we didn’t know when to stop. That is why checking in on you and asking you if you are still okay is so important and you answering is of utmost importance.”
“So, you telling me when I felt so weird it was because I reached sub space.” “Yes, and I’m so sorry I didn’t notice, I can’t believe you are so sensitive.” “Don’t worry you didn’t hurt me, now what is sub drop.” “Well Angel everything that goes up must come down. Which means all those hormones that build up came crushing down and now you question everything because you are not high anymore. To put it simply.” “And this.” She motioned to her crying eyes and her body “Is because all the hormones and the adrenaline came rushing out of my body.” “Yes, basically but I also think you got time to think about everyone’s kinks and it doesn’t suit you especially Johns.” She got quiet look up at me and said “How would being humiliated help me as the Mafia Princess. And being naked when I serve his friends? What the fuck?” “I get it Cat I really do but that is his kink and as for how it will help you, well see it this way, no one will ever humiliate you and make you upset because John thought you how to handle it.”
“Who will ever humiliate the Mafia Princess?” “No one but remember you are not going to start out as the Mafia Princess we are still keeping your identity a secret but you will attend functions with us as Lucy and you will attend meetings with us to get the lay of the land and to meet the other Mafia families.” “How are we going to work that I mean I’m sure the other mafia family’s wives doesn’t attend the meetings.” “You right they don’t but our assistant need to our assistant will need to learn everything because we are going to send you to a meeting alone.” “No, you can’t.” She said shocked. “Not right away angel but later on.” “Now come let’s go shower and get some food in you shall we.” “But I already showered.” “Well, I need you to shower with me okay.” “Okay.” I helped her off the vanity and walked with her into the shower. ‘Today I need to take care of her and show her what the others should do when she has a sub drop.’
Cat
Sub drop, sub space it all sounded weird to me, but I was happy there was a reason for why I’m feeling the way I did. It wasn’t just me going mental. I wanted to argue with him that I didn’t want to shower but I didn’t, I got in the shower with him, he waited for the water to be hot then he pulled me to him and we both were standing under the huge shower head. He put some soap on a wash cloth and started to wash me, no one has ever washed me, it felt weird. “I can do it.” I told him trying to take the cloth from him. “Nope today I’m doing everything for you so stand still and enjoy.” I didn’t argue so a stood there and let him wash me after a while it wasn’t weird anymore and I actually started to enjoy it. When he wanted to wash himself, I took the cloth out of his hand “Let me.” I said. “You sure I want to spoil you today.” “I’m sure me washing you doesn’t take away how you spoil me.” “Probable not.” I washed him, when I got to his dick and balls, he stopped my hand “Nope I’ll wash there, your hands on my body already woken up the beast.” “I don’t mind.” I said smiling. “Well angel I do, you don’t need more sex today or should I say not yet.” “What do you mean?” “Just trust me, okay?” He washed himself then he closed the taps got out wrapped his waist in the towel and then wrapped a towel around my body, it was like I was in a cocoon even my hands were tied in the towel.
We walked into the walk-in closet where he dried me, then he moved to my head and dried my hair with the towel. “Get dressed then I’ll blow dry your hair.” That was a bit weird. “No, I’m sure you have a lot of things to do today I can finish on my own.” “Oh no I’m at your disposal the whole day.” “You sure?” “Yes angel, I’m all yours.” I went to my jeans grabbed one and a soft cashmere sweater, it was cold in Chicago even in the house I’m not sure if the aircon wasn’t set on a higher temperature but I’m not going to ask it’s none of my business I can always wear more cloths. When I was dressed, I saw Enzo was already dressed in a pair of jeans and a T-shirt, his hair was wet and standing in all directions I actually liked it. I must have smiled because he asked me “Why you smiling?” “You.” Was all I set. “What about me?” “You look so sexy with your hair standing in all directions.” “Oh, really know, just remember who is doing your hair missy.” He said smiling at me.