Endless agony.
That is what it feels like to be in my own presence.
It is the third day now that I cannot be with Trinity, and it is absolutely killing me still. I know I need to get my head together, but I simply do not want to do it.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?
This is a fucking mess. My perfect mess.
Yes, Colton Cruz has a problem. His heart is broken.
I have not seen Trinity today at all. Yes, I am supposed to make sure that she is okay, but I know that I simply won’t keep my hands to myself if I have to see her. But I have to.
So it is with the utmost determination that I can keep it together that I make my way to her room.
Before I enter, I softly knock, “Trinity, can I come in.”
There is no answer.
“Trinity, are you okay?”
Still no answer.
“Trinity!”
I burst through the door and step inside. She sits up straight from where she was sleeping; there is a hint of excitement and that anger that she has been carrying in her eyes.
"Colton, is something wrong?"
“No, you did not answer. I just wanted to check if you are okay.”
Then there is that goddamn smile, he turns my knees to jelly, and my heart drops to my feet.
And next is me grabbing hold of her waist and pull her deep against the tightness of my body. And there it is, that scent that she carries so well, sweet vanilla and hints of honey.
"Colton."
"Ssshhh, Trinity."
I take a lock of her hair and twirl it around my finger, "God, you smell good. I have missed you."
And just when I thought that she would slap me there and then, she pulls me closer to her. I lean closer until my breath is lingering on the tips of her ear.
"God, I want you. It kills me that I cannot have you."
“But we can, Colton.”
“Princess, we can’t. But fuck I just want to feel you for a moment.”
She turns her head to face me. Those deep cherry lips are so close to me that with only but one wink, I would claim those lips.
Then with absolute raw desire, I grab that damn peachy ass and pull every inch of her toned body into mine until we melt into each other. I hear her gasp as she prepares to push me away, but as she leans into me, she catches a hint of my cologne and eases into me.
She kisses me gently, carefully, but it is not gentleness that I want. I knot my fists in her shirt and pull her closer. She softly moans. Then her arms circle my waist; her skin lays hot and heavy against me. She is melting.
After a few moments of silence, she kisses me again. It feels as if lightning strikes and the sky breaks open. She steals my breath away and gives it back.
My breath hitch, and my body numbs. The sensations that I feel as she runs her delicate fingers down my spine, it sends a flush of heat to my core. She makes me believe that touching me so deeply that she desires to be with me in more ways than just the craving that flesh brings.
She makes me feel when she touches me when she touches me so deeply that she accepts that I am more than enough of what she needs.
Then I flip her over. I lock my hands around her wrists and pin them about her head. She squirms and tries to release herself from my firm grip, but I am far stronger. I can see it is driving her crazy, and it flames the desire to take her.
I lean in and kiss her, soft, slow; then I completely devour her. With my free hand, I start pulling up her shirt, pushing her bra cups to the side to expose her breasts. My god, she is firm but yet so soft. As I gently begin to caress them, she leans deeper into my touch. Her body is squirming as she quivers.
As I let go of her hands, she grabs my hair and yanks me closer, taking my lips for hers to taste.
Laying between her legs, I softly lay my lips against her erect nipples. My warm breath is lying hot against her bare skin. I tease each of her nipples until they are glistening and standing at complete erection.
Fuck I want her.
I can feel the rush of arousal build up in my core. Strong lust and simple desire take control of my body and mind.
For one brief moment, the words leave my lips in only but a soft whimper, "I…I should not be doing this."
Fuck I should not be doing this.
Then my tongue trails down to her belly, I run it over her navel. Tasting every inch of her glorious body. Moving down toward the elastic of her panties.
I slowly start to undo the button of her pants; I feel as her body shudders at the anticipation. Then I slip her pants over her that tight ass and cup them in my hands.
She gasps as I move my fingers down between the fabric of her panties and her hot, burning skin. She runs her hands through my thick dark brown hair; I growl deep from my chest and whisper.
“I want to be inside of you.”
I can barely finish my sentence, and her lips crash against mine. Her soft lips move against mine. Then she kisses me hard.
“Oh god, Trinity,” I moan into her mouth as her tongue grazes mine.
I lose myself completely in the kiss, in the moment. I can feel her panties are getting completely soaked.
Then I gently ease her legs apart and slip my fingers between her damp folds and slide my finger deep into her wetness. My thumb surrounds her sweet spot in a perfect rhythm. I watch as her eyes roll back in her head.
“That is it, Trinity. Enjoy it.”
I twist and turn my finger; then, I stop my delicious rotation.
“Colton, please don’t stop.”
I drive inside her once again. I nip and tease her nipple until they are standing hard at attention. I can feel her thighs and belly tense. Her body quivers.
Then I stop again.
“God, Colton, please.”
My tongue finds the sensitive parts below her ear. The moan that escapes her lips awakens an even greater longing for her body and soul. The touch of her skin against my tongue sends a fiery passion throughout my core. I cannot keep my self-control any longer. It's like a battle raging inside of me as she makes my body quiver.
Her hands unlock behind my neck, and they are moving all over. First down my shoulders, then down my chest, I can feel my heart pounding beneath my flesh. Her touch sends my blood racing as she moves further down to my waist. My body freezes, and for a moment, I stop breathing, and a growl escapes my lips.
And the very moment that it escapes my lips, she brings hers closer, "Colton, what are you doing?”
Fuck. What am I doing?
She slides her hands through my hair and knots her fingers in it; she slowly pulls me closer to her, so close that our lips almost touch. Her sweetness attacks every corner of my senses. Just thinking of letting myself get lost in her sends a pure ache of craving to my very much throbbing erection.
Her entire body quivers beneath me.
"Fuck Trinity, I want you."
She moans in my ear as her lips tremble, "Fuck, Colton."
Then I drive my finger deep into her wetness again. She moans as I work my fingers in knots inside her. I watch as she squeezes her eyes shut and clamps her thighs against my wrist, snapping her hips up before she freezes. All her muscles contract against my fingers.
I press her back even further on the bed and slide my tongue inside her. She lets out another shattering moan. Every time I hit the perfect spot, she makes the most glorious sounds, delicious noises of pleasure as I continue to plunder her with my tongue. She grabs my hair to even drive me in further. I keep thrusting into her over and over.
But I am not done. I drive inside to her once again, but this time I kiss and suck and worship every inch of her. I meet her sweet clit that is begging for my touch. I swirl and swirl around, drinking her scent, drinking her reaction until I feel her tremble.
Thrusting once, twice, three times. I feel her muscles contract, and she pushes against my hand. She shudders against me in a long high pitched orgasm. I feel her legs are quaking. As she finally slows, I look up at her face and see her face glowing.
I drop down next to her on the bed. She is still gasping for air, but yet she is smiling. And I am smiling too. There is nothing more I want than take her, but if this is the only way, just for this moment, then this is how I will have her.
Then there is a soft knock on the door; it is Alexa.
She softly whispers, “Colton, Karlo is here to see Trinity.”