Chapter 165 Touch Me
Kylie's P.O.V.
Noah and I have just about completed looking through the accounting firm. Just as Dakota suspected, everything looks good. Kozar keeps meticulous records.
"How about we get some rest and do more tomorrow?" Noah asks.
"Okay." Everyone here has been so incredible that some of my feelings of not belonging have left. However, I would still like to sleep with Noah. He shuts the laptop and holds his hand out to me.
"Where do you want to sleep tonight?" He asks as we walk out of the office and go upstairs.
"I don't care which room, but I want to sleep with you. Are you okay with that?" He turns away, but not before I see his smile.
"Let's sleep in your room again. I'll take a shower and then be right back." I walk into my room and go straight to the bathroom to shower. Noah and I have touched a lot today, but they've all been innocent. I would really like to touch him more, but I won't do anything that he's not comfortable with. After I'm done, I put on some lotion. It smells good but isn't too strong. I then put on a pair of silky blue panties, pajama shorts, and a matching tank top. There's a knock on my door just as I finish. I open it, and Noah is there in shorts and a T-shirt. After he comes in, I turn to him and smile.
"We said we like each other, and we're sleeping in the same bed. So, can I kiss you?" I ask, looking into his eyes.
"You want to kiss me? I've never kissed anyone before." I take both his hands in mine.
"Yes, I want to kiss you. I've never kissed anyone, either. Can we learn together?" Noah nods and leans down. I wrap my arms around his neck as our lips touch. Neither of us moves at first, not sure what to do, but then we go with our instincts. Our mouths move clumsily, and then once we figure it out, he puts his arms around me to pull me closer. We separate for air, and then he kisses me again. This one is deeper, and when I feel his tongue lightly touch my lip, I open my mouth. I moan while sliding my hands into his hair. We pull apart, and I look into his eyes.
"You can touch me if you want. I want to touch you." I whisper. Noah's face turns bright red as he looks down at my body.
"I don't want to hurt you or bring back bad memories." I smile at the hoarseness in his voice.
"You won't hurt me, and I think it's time to make some good memories. Don't you?" I slide my hands under his shirt, and Noah swallows a few times. "If you don't want to, it's okay. I don't want to do anything you're not ready for."
"I want to. I'm just nervous." I push him toward the bed.
"How about I help you be less nervous?" I pull his shirt off and kiss his chest. I run my hands down his body and look up at him when I reach his shorts.
"Can I take these off?" He nods, so I slowly push them down. I smile when I see his erection, and I wrap my hand around it.
"You don't have to touch me there." His shyness is so cute.
"I want to touch you there. I'm on birth control. That is one thing I could get for free, and I always took it in case anything happened to me. Do you want me to take my clothes off too?" I ask as I continue to stroke him.
"No. Can I do it?" I nod, and he slowly pulls my tank top off. His face is so red, I'm almost sure he'd burn my hand if I touched his cheek. His large hands rub down my sides to my shorts. Noah hesitates and then slides them down. I kick them away and hug him so our bodies are pressed together.
"Are you okay?" I ask him as he rubs his hands over my back.
"Yes. You're so soft." I push him until he's sitting on the side of the bed so I can straddle his lap.
"Where else do you want to touch me?" I take his penis back in my hand. Noah moves one of his hands to my breast. He's so gentle that it makes my body want him even more.
"I'm not going to break. Touch me how you want." I see something flash in his eyes, and his mouth is suddenly on my breast, sucking my nipple into his mouth. I close my eyes and moan as I ache between my legs for more. Noah stands and lays me on the bed while hovering over me.
"I never thought I'd ever be with a woman like this because I thought I was too different for anyone to want me. My whole body feels stimulated by your touch. I've never felt anything like that before. Kylie, I'm scared to let myself fall for you too much because what if you change your mind? I don't let myself get attached to very many people because I know it will hurt when they leave." I put my hands on his cheeks and looked into his eyes.
"I will never hurt you. I'm not going to change my mind. I want you because I'm falling in love with you. You're not different. You're unique, and that's one of the things I love about you. You're like no other man in the world, and you don't look at me as though I'm not good enough or I'm trash. Give me a chance, Noah, and I think we can be great together." He smiles and leans down to kiss me while positioning himself between my legs. When he pulls away, the tip of his penis is rubbing against me, and I'm aching for him.
"I already love you." He kisses me again while slowly sliding inside. Tears run down my cheeks from what he said. I had never heard those words and didn't know how much it would affect me when I did. He stops and looks into my eyes when he's all the way in.
"Did I hurt you?" he asks worriedly.
"No. These are happy tears. No one has ever loved me." I put my legs around him, and he begins to move slowly.
"I love you, and I will always love you. So get used to hearing it." I giggle as he begins to pick up speed.
When Yegor picked me up off the street, I thought I was going to die, but now I actually have a chance to be happy. Thanks to Noah, I know what love is. For the first time, I feel like I have something worth living for. Hope is something that many people hold on to when they have nothing else. Hope can empower or break you. I owe my life to this family, and I will fight alongside them no matter what comes our way.