Chapter 94 Chapter 94 Sarah POV

Chapter 94 Chapter 94 Sarah POV
Jackson turns around leaning on the kitchen counter. I can't believe he just drank that full glass of whiskey. Alex is pushing his buttons. I told them but hearing it from him hits different. Whatever anger I had about him basically admitting he loved Ashley is gone. I feel bad for him and I am worried. He is pouring another glass, shit!

"I tried to fight the bond because, well with us everything was complicated. It's not an excuse, I was an idiot."

"I cheated on you too, it's not a big deal. We were kids. We did a lot of dumb things." I said and the kids both turn to look at me.

There are a lot of things I haven't told them because they are kids and they don't need to know everything. Why is Alex on this dig? Jackson is pouring another glass. I walk to him and take it out of his hand, dumping it down the sink.

"You didn't cheat on me!" he says looking at the ground. "He doesn't count, we were already broken up. That was more of a payback." he takes a deep breath in, I know those memories hurt.

"So what is a pass and why did Matteo give you one? Did you cheat on him with dad? You gave him the ring back and then married dad the same day." she is digging her feet in the ground.

"That's enough Alex. Go to bed!"

"No!!! If you didn't show up and uproot our lives, mom would be engaged to Matteo. We would be in New York and I wouldn't be stuck in this dumb small town for the whole summer. This is bullshit!"

"Alex, that is enough. Hand over your phone, now!" I have never raised my voice at her but there is a time for everything. "Now and go to bed. Tomorrow I expect an apology!"

She rolls her eyes and hands over her phone. I am confused, where is all this coming from. The night was drama free and then my kid drops it on us. Everything exploded.

"I am happy to be here. And I am glad you and dad are back together. And I don't give a shit where we live." Aidan pauses and makes eye contact with me. "Matteo is a fucking asshole, I hate his fucking guts. I am never going to speak to him again."

Jennifer whispered something about going to bed, she grabbed Tanner and sent him to bed too. I put my arms around Jackson, his eyes are red. Now I remember how much I hate it when he is sad. It's killing me. Aidan comes over and hugs us both.

"Would now be a good time to ask for a motorcycle?"

This kid! Jackson smiles. "I would give you anything you ask for. Your birthday is in a month. If you behave, I will teach you to ride and you can have a bike for your birthday!"

"Really? Are you serious? Mom you are not going to protest?"

"Yes, really!" I said.

Aidan skipped off to be, he is so happy. I did not need to say yes to that, I hope he truly behaves because him on a motorcycle scares the crap out of me. There is no where I would rather be but in his arms. Feeling his chest rise when he breathes, his rapid heart beat when I am around him. My face is pressed against his chest, he smells amazing. His hands are in my hair, I melt into his touch. He cups my face and makes me look up at him.

"I would never hurt you again! I love you! I always have, I was just....my frontal lobe wasn't developed enough!" he laughs.
"I know babe! I love you too! Don't worry about Alex, whatever is happening it will clear up. You came in our lives at the teen rebellion stage!"
He laughs again. "That was rough."

His hands glide over my shirt, down my back, resting over my ass. Jackson squeezes me, his lips on my neck. Heat is forming in my lady bits. His lips move over his mark then my shoulder. My skin is covered in goosebumps, his lips trail back up to my lips. Whiskey kisses, I can't get enough of him. My feet leave the ground, without breaking our kiss he carries me in our bedroom and sets me down by the bed.

"Take your clothes off and get on your knees!"

I love when he tells me what to do, I take my clothes off slowly as he watches me. His breathing is laboured. My job is to make him feel good like he makes me feel. I get on my knees and wait for my next command.

"Open your mouth!"

I open my mouth, his thumb brushes over my bottom lip. Jackson grabs my jaw with his hand. With his other hand he is unzipping his jeans, his dick bounces free. He leans down and spits in my mouth. I forget how to breathe, he just spit in my mouth. I am so wet, I want him now.

"You liked that! You hungry little slut!"
"Don't call me that!"
"Shit! I am sorry. I won't do it again!" he smiles.

I open my mouth again, he leans down and spits again. Jackson grabs himself and rubs his cock over my lips, then he slams inside me. Hitting the back of my throat he makes me choke. He grabs my hair and fucks my face, spit is dripping all over my chin. I feel every vain pulse, he is grunting and moaning. I slide my fingers inside my pussy, I work myself. One last grunt and he comes on my mouth. I hold it in not swallowing. I stand up and push him on the bed. I climb on top and pry his mouth open.

I lean over and let his cum drip in his mouth. His eyes grow wide, I can barely see him in the dark. I shove my tongue in his mouth, he gives me his. Jackson's kiss is hungry and desperate. His hands grip my ass, pushing me down on him. I drop down on his cock, I don't give myself time to adjust to his size. It burns but I don't slow down. He thrusts from below, I sit up and moan his name. The pressure is too much, I stop moving and let it take me over. His hands on my hips grind me back and forth.

Before I realize what is going on, Jackson flips up over. My ass is in the air, he is slamming into me. I am pulsating around him already, I feel him swell up but he pulls out and sprays my back. I get flipped over again, he is back inside me. His hips move over me like waves. My nails are digging in his back. His hand is on my neck, I am losing my mind. He pulls out again and nuts on my stomach.

"You are the most beautiful mess I have ever seen!"