38. Jasper

38. Jasper
I was happy, relieved the second we get out of his parents and move into the new house two days later. Peggy joined us as she introduces us to her cousin Allie who Jasper had hired to be Tara's nanny.

The movers had done everything for us, I was amazed by the house, seeing it fully furnished. Tara looked happy, Peggy and Allie were to her sides as they all quickly roamed the backyard giggling and running around.

"This is beautiful." I rest back to Jasper when we wrapped his arms around my waist. We were in the kitchen looking out the backyard, watching Tara getting friendly with her new nanny.

"I'm glad you like it, Allie had agreed to live in-house and take two days off weekly. She won't just be taking care of Tara, Allie will help with the house chores." He turned me to face him, cupping my face giving me his slow sensual kisses.

The kind of kisses that wrecked my insides.

I know he was spending his money wanting to make me happy and I was letting him do it. My head was delirious from his affection, my heart all mussy from his attention. I don't even know how I'd deal when it all falls apart, deep down I know it's all too good to be true. My depression was slowly creeping into the back of my mind.

"I hate to leave you," he backed away from our kiss. "But I need to go to a quick dinner meeting with a couple of clients later. I will ask for Peggy to stay until it's  sleep time for Tara, just to ease everything with Allie."

"Oh," I thought he was done with working overtime for the firm, "I'll be okay with Allie and Tara, no need to get Peggy to stay." My hands rest on his chest, while he took me deeper in his embrace.

"I'll be right back soonest, you don't have to wait for me, today had been a big moving day. I'd still have Peggy around, I want you to rest and enjoy the house." I know he means well, but the words didn't sit well with me. Though it might only be my imagination, every day since he worked for his parents, I've been waiting for my sucky fate to kick me off my pedestal.

"I will enjoy it with you," I said wrapping my arms around his neck, pulling him down for a kiss, pressing my body flat to his. He chuckled and took my hand, ushering me to our new master bedroom.

"But Tara..." I breathed out the words trying to get his attention, but he was not listening, instead, he hooked his fingers onto the loop on my jeans pulling me into our new spacious bedroom.

A loud groan rolled out of my mouth the second he pushed my back against the wall, locking us in. He was latching his lips onto my throat, unbuttoning my shirt, roaming his hands, stripping me naked until my fingers brush his strands. "Jasper..." I was pleading when he was taking my dick deeper into his throat. I was high, clenching to nothingness when his hands grabbed my cheeks keeping me still.

My lust for him was unbearable, I waited as he told me to lay on the bed, watch him as he strip naked. My dick twitched and he smirked sexily, crawling on top of me the moment he was fully naked. "I want to leave you dripping with my cum." He licked my nipples, aligning his body with mine, stroking my dick with his, wrapping his fingers around both of our lengths, making me moan louder.

"God, you're so fucking tight, baby." He groaned minutes later when his lubed length pushes inside. Our tongues battled for dominance until his hands grasps mine, keeping them above my head while he thrusts painfully slow, drawing louder moans from me, begging him to fuck me harder.

"Jasper, please..."

"I got you, I'll get you there..." he let go of my hands to grab legs, taking them to his shoulder, he grunted when he manage to mold my body to his liking which made him able to thrust deeper inside me.

"Fuck!" I cursed from the intense sexual activity.

"Damn it, Benji!" he finally let go and paced faster, keeping my body, pushing himself deeper until I see stars. My hands strangled the sheets, I was biting my lip trying hard to hold myself wanting to prolong the climb.

But then shattered when he thrust hard, grabbing my ass squeezing them hard pulling to slam himself to me. My legs trembled, while I whimper the second his hands move to grab my waists keeping me still.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck!" he cursed louder, filling me with his cum while his weight was heavy above me.

We stayed still for a few moments, till he pulled away and slumped to my side. "I really don't want to go. I like seeing you all flushed from your orgasm, you're so beautiful." The man pulled me to rest on his chest, rubbing my back, whispering his sweet loving words.

My eyes were closing from the sheer exhaustion, but I can hear him telling me to rest, that he'll take care of everything. I was out the second he tucked me in after helping me with a damp towel.



It was just after eleven when I was awake from my very parch throat, still looking at the clock making sure I saw it correctly, then I reach for my phone. No text nor calls from Jasper. Then suddenly my heart beat faster, my palms were sweaty. I put on my shorts and make my way to the kitchen to erase my thirst. Then without wasting another second I try calling his phone only to be answered by a man.

The fuck?

"Hello, Benjamin is it? I'm Dexter, we just arrived in front of the house. Hold on a second." The man didn't let me speak, he must've seen the caller ID and I reached the front door when I heard a car was arriving at the driveway.

His driver was quick to help him out, my boyfriend was drunk of his ass., and Dexter, the office flirt had his hand around Jasper's shoulder. "He had too much to drink, those Japanese clients can surely hold their liquor." He nodded when the driver helped him with Jasper's body weight from the other side.

"Thank you, I got it from here," I said with a bit of spite in my voice. "Dude, sorry, I told him to stop." The man said shrugging, but somehow it's hard for me to believe him. But then I thanked him anyway, at the same time thanking the driver and locked the door after them.

Jasper was a dead weight, so I decided to leave him on the couch. I grabbed another glass of water when I noticed my hands were trembling. Fuck, not now.

I've been doing so good with him, he's working, his driver was taking him home. The flirt probably just needed to hitch a ride looking a bit drunk himself.

Jasper had been nothing but lovely to me, he has given me everything I'd ever need. I should support him, be nice, calm myself down and wait for his explanation.

My eyes were blurry when I decided to reach for the liquor cabinet and pour myself a glass, filling it almost to the brim, sipping it slowly while watching my boyfriend still in his suit, drunk as fuck. I try to calm my nerves and told myself that I'm still standing strong on my pedestal. That I can do this, I can stand by his side, stay in his home, playhouse with his kid and sitter. Perfectly knowing his family hates me and his office person, Dexter- the flirt surely have a thing for my Jasper.

I should make another appointment with my psychiatrist, to see if I need to go back on my prescriptions.

My heart clenched from the hurt, my hands were busy wiping my tears, as I finish off on my drink. The alcohol did numb my mind a bit, I was buzzing with a heavy feeling of wary when I decide to rest back to bed, pulling the covers when the coldness reach my bones.

Please be okay.
Please be okay.
Please be okay.