29. Jasper

29. Jasper
"Are you sure about bringing me to meet your parents?" I asked Jasper again as I was packing Tara's clothes and her daily stuff needed for staying at his parents'. Jasper was dressing her after her bath. He played and she giggled making her evening routine seem as if they've been doing this for years instead of months.

"Ben, there's no doubt. I love you and we're doing this. I don't want to hide you, and surprise them in the future just because I can't keep myself away from you." He was serious for a moment, then back to giggling with his kid the next. I was so proud of him, he had come a long way with Tara, I didn't imagine he'd settle in with her that fast. Strangely Tara didn't seem to miss her mom at all, I guess he was right, Phoebe, his ex, really leave her with nannies.

"Okay, now Ben will read your bedtime story and daddy will take his shower because you, my little nugget, you splash and make daddy clothes all wet." The said nugget giggled and ran to my back when Jasper teased her wanting to hug her in his wet t-shirt while she was already in her clean and very dry purple pajamas.

"Daddy, no, stop teasing, go shower." I gave him a stare but he winked at me, making me sigh. I decided to grab Tara, she wrapped her chubby arms around my neck and laugh hiding her face from her dad. God, I love these two.

I tucked her in and Tara was asleep ten minutes into the storytime, that's when I left her and took the baby monitor with me.

When I entered the bedroom, Jasper was sitting in his grey sweatpants and nothing else. He was resting his back on the headboard while typing away on his laptop. The man looked buff for a paralegal, hell...even for a criminal lawyer. I realized that still, after all of these months, I can't get enough of his body.

"Stop looking at me like you haven't seen me in years." He gazed at me then murmured and back to typing on his laptop.

"It's been three straight days that you've gone straight to working on your laptop after Tara falls asleep."

"I'm sorry baby, but I need to catch up on the current situation before going to the office, the managing partner emailed me some stuff that I need to take a look at before the meeting on Monday." He finally looked at me and patted my side of the bed, telling me silently to come to bed with him.

I joined him after taking off my clothes leaving my pajama pants and getting in under the cover. I rested my back on the headboard and stayed quiet while reading my book. It was Friday afternoon, we were going to his parents tomorrow morning. I was nervous and he knows it, though he try to assure me that everything will be okay, I know I would be on my own there since he'll be busy with office stuff.

"Everything settled with Kamaria?" Jasper asked four hours later, finally shutting down his laptop and setting it aside. I put my book on the bedside table and rest back on my pillow, getting ready for bed.

"Yeah, she said to take a week off, and more if I need to, she has other people that can do admin stuff, and I'm still able to access her schedule if there's some emergency situation. But I doubt she'll be needing me."

"So..."

"So..." I took my position like I always have for the last three days, getting ready for bed, because apparently he was too busy for sex. I didn't push him on it, but I felt that he exhausts himself sometimes and I just want the old "us" before the call for his family obligation.

I wanted the laid-back Jasper back in my arms. And looking at him now, I know it'll be a while until the said man presents himself, though deep down I hope that it'll be soon enough.

"I know I've been busy lately, I'm sorry." He rest to his side propped his head on his hand and his other hand slithered to my stomach.

"I know you are, I just..."

He cut my words when he put his lips on mine then said, "You and Tara will always be my priority, always..." his hand move upward to my neck, softly caressing while his tongue slip deeper as he kiss. His body inched closer until I felt his naked chest on top of mine then I moaned.

His knee parted my legs and his arms caged my body as he grinds himself on top of me. "I love you, Ben." His hand move lower until he touch my cock, I was hard and dripping precum. He groaned then suddenly my pajama pants were gone, his face was between my legs and my hips were thrusting into his inviting mouth.

"Oh, fuck...miss...this..." I growled when his hands grabbed my waists and hold me still, I was in ecstasy, my mind was in limbo, my body was relaxing to his touches until he was gone.

What the fuck?

But then I saw him reaching to his side table for lube and condom. I relaxed back to my pillow when it only took him seconds to get back on top of me. He bent my knees, exposing myself and he smirked knowing I'd get uncomfortable baring myself to him.

"You're so adorable, Ben, can't get enough of you." He lubed me, put a finger then add another one and I praised his name when he reached my favorite spot.

"Now, I...need...you...now..." I breathed out my words, pleading, whimpering, my body shuddering. My hands hold my knees, keeping them higher, shamelessly parting them wider making room for him.

"Not yet." He smirked, one hand was pleasuring me, his other hand was to my neck while his body hunched lower to mine. His breath was calm and I was erratic when I want more, begging for more, looking at him, biting my lip until he deemed I was high enough for him to let me go and sheathed his cock.

I was clenching to nothingness, my dick twitched for attention, but I knew better than to stroke it. He had made it clear that my cock was his, and unless he told me to, I was to wait for him to stroke myself when we're having sex.

The notion that I belong to him somehow makes it much more intense.

His name passed through my lips, his hand caresses my jaw and he lowered himself to kiss me, abusing my lips with his in a deep passionate lip-locking moment.

My wrists were held above my head when he thrust himself, the sexy noise that came out of him was making me shiver.

I love it when he manhandled me, aside from his reluctance in getting rough with me. His possessiveness was what I actually craved the most. I've told him about it, but still, he hesitates, but the second he thrusts harder, pounding me deeper, bottoming out, taking my wrists, and keeping my movement limited that's when I burst.

"Fucking hell, Benji. You're so fucking beautiful!" He breathed out sexily, chest heaved, muscles flexed. But he was still hard inside me, and he dropped to my side, hugged me from behind, lift my leg to my chest, and thrust from behind me.

I couldn't believe that he's never been with a man because he hit my spot easily, every fucking time he changes positions. His hands wrapped my body in a tight embrace, his chest was flat to my back. I'd say this was my favorite position, but I'd be lying since every position with Jasper has been my favorite and I'd say they will always be.

My sexy man burst after a few more changes of positions that leads me to two more mind-blowing orgasms. I was smiling, my mind shuts down, my eyes were closing, and my body was dead to the world.

"I love you."

"I...mmhmmphm..."

I could hear him chuckling while the world fades before my eyes.

He knows I love him. That's all that matters.