28. Benjamin

28. Benjamin
Jasper's POV

"Did I hurt you? how are you feeling?" I was back to his side after getting back from the bathroom with a damp towel.

I hated that I was back to being a Dom with him. I can't do this to him. I have a kid in the other room, what was I even thinking?

Dominating a willing woman is one thing, but a man? I was still struggling with my sexuality. I shouldn't have dumped this onto his lap. I was overwhelmed with the need to have him, to mark him as mine. But I already know he's mine, I know he'd do anything I'd tell him to do and it breaks my heart that I would treat him as a sub, a plaything when he had been subjectified as such in his workplace before.

"I'm fine Jasper, let me get clean up then I'll go check on Tara." He looked red, flushed, and beautifully satisfied from my doing. Still, I felt that it was too much for him, that I was wrong. I know I shouldn't have pushed him that far. But he was encouraging me, he was wanting me to let myself go. Ben was perfect, too fucking perfect for me.

And I was being selfish when I kissed him softly, took off his restraints, and against his words take his hand and guided him to the bathroom. He eased himself into to tub and let me take care of him. The water was warm and bubbly, I sat behind him while he sits between my legs and rest his head on my chest. Ben closed his eyes, smiling in content and told me that he loves me.

Today I lost my cool. It has been two months after I last cuffed him to our bed, since then I have been nothing but vanilla with Ben. We've been having sex, a lot of sex. But I've been resisting the temptation to bound him. I cared about him. I can't be the man that I was, he deserves better.

But last night mom called, telling me that dad had a stroke and she wanted me to be back at the house and handle his office affairs. She asked me to be the lawyer that I once was, and go back to Mitchell and Partners head office.

"Will you tell me what's been bothering you?" he asked as I rinsed his hair then carry on to wash his backside carefully while I inspect his body handling him delicately, thinking he still might be sore from all the spankings. Then I looked at the baby monitor seeing Tara was still asleep, I sighed, pulling him back to my chest, and kissed his hair.

"My mom called, I'm needed back at the house. My dad had a stroke, seemed that I need to stand in for him, juggle his work stuff, and such. Come with me? take a week off, hell, you don't have to work for Kamaria anymore, I can take care of you,"

"Babe, hey, slow down," he cuts me off, trying to sit but winced from his still sore ass.

"I'm sorry, shit, I know I was too hard on you. Come on, let me dry you then you should rest. I'll make you some tea." I panicked a bit and he grabbed my hand, telling me that he's okay and that he loves me.

"You go make that tea," he caressed my face and kissed eagerly, showing me that he's absolutely fine. "I'll go check on Tara." He puts on his shorts after I towel him dry and leave me to go to Tara's room.

Less than fifteen minutes later I was back to our bedroom, bringing him his cup of tea while he waits for me, reading his book sexily, resting his back on the headboard.

"Now, tell me about your plan to visit your parents?" he put his book down, sipped his tea as I get under the cover after briefly checking my phone.

"I'm bringing you back to my parents, I'm introducing you to mom and dad. I love you, Ben, I need them to get to know you if I'm going to handle dad's business. I don't know how long this will take, and I don't want to leave you here alone. And Tara, she will miss you, she won't stop asking for you."

I was dreading the answer, thinking I need more valid reasons for him to come with me because I love him and I don't want to leave him here.

"Okay."

"Huh?" I can't believe it was that easy, but he said yes. I smiled so wide and that made him laugh at me.

"So tell me about your parents?" he asked putting his cup on his side table.

"Later, let me thank you properly for agreeing with me. We'll discuss the rest later." I crawled on top of him and started planting kisses to his sexy mouth, lingering to his neck longer than I intended when he let out his soft sexy moans.

I was ignoring my hardening dick, this is about him. Not me. Him.

"Relax..." I whispered when he started moaning my name. I let his hands roam my body and let him explore, letting him touch me all over while I kept my moan to a minimum. I was licking and sucking his nipples, his chest, sensually giving him pleasurable caresses while traveling down south.

He groaned when I lower down his shorts, carefully knowing that his ass was still sore. But he couldn't help himself to thrust when my mouth reached his tip, my tongue licked his precum then finally my hand guided his cock down my throat.

"Oh, fuck, Jasper...yes, yes...fuck yes!"

I took his hands to the back of my head, while I looked into his eyes and watched his lustful eyes as he grasped my hair and thrust his hips, and let me choke on his cock.

Fuck, yes!

His moan was louder, his legs trembled, my cock was hard as a rock but I kept on ignoring it and kept on fucking him with my mouth.

"Ass up, jerk yourself," Ben demanded, groaning louder in between his moans.

His eyes fixed on mine while I pulled my knees to get into position. I lift my ass higher and see his chest heaved as if he was struggling to control his climax. I parted my knees wider, letting him enjoy the view of me jerking myself while his cock was deep inside my throat.

Feeling exposed and vulnerable my mind wonder how it feels to have his cock buried deep inside me, then the thought and the choking sensation made me burst and he followed seconds later. Ben growled and gripped the back of my head and hold me to choke and forcefully swallow his cum.

"Fuck, that's so fucking hot." He grabbed my face and pulled me up for a kiss.

"Fuck, yes. So hot." Slumped back to my pillow, reached for the damped towel, and clean both of us.

"Sleep, we still have a couple of hours, then we'll talk," I murmured and Ben was snuggling closer to my body, hogging the covers and wrapping his arm around my body.

I was dreading coming back to my parents, but knowing that he'll be there for me somehow it felt more bearable.