Chapter 46: The Duke’s Weakness
Chapter 46: The Duke’s Weakness
The silence that followed felt like a thread stretched thin between them fragile, trembling, ready to snap. Sylvara’s breath trembled as she stared up at Orion, still pinned beneath his weight. His gray eyes bore into her, unreadable yet burning with something she could not name. The air was heavy with warmth, their breaths mingling, the faint rhythm of his heartbeat pulsing through the narrow space between them.
“I don’t know what to say to him…” she whispered under her breath, almost to herself.
Orion blinked, his expression darkening at her words. “That’s my penis,” he said flatly, his tone a strange mix of irritation and disbelief.
Sylvara’s brows drew together, her confusion as honest as it was disarming. But the next words that escaped her lips made Orion freeze.
“Are you going to sleep with me now?” she asked softly.
For a heartbeat, the world stilled. Orion stared at her, taken aback by the calm in her voice. He had expected fear, panic, maybe even tears. Not this… innocent boldness that left him unsteady.
“You…” He let out a short, startled breath. “Where did you learn to talk like that?” His tone was sharp, but beneath it was an edge of bewildered amusement.
“My mother and father left a lot of things to me…” Sylvara said quietly, her voice soft but firm. Her violet eyes flickered in the low light, and for the first time, Orion saw something ancient in them, a depth beyond her years.
He remained where he was, his shadow stretching over her, his palm still pressed to the floor beside her head. “At that early age?” he asked, his voice low now, not quite disbelief, more like wonder.
“They said it would be useful in the future,” she murmured. “So they taught me how to read… before they were killed by the lion.” Her voice cracked slightly on the last word, but she didn’t look away.
It's like they forgot to hide something from her. The name of that creature, the White Lion, hung between them like a curse. Orion’s jaw tightened. He knew the stories. He had seen the claw marks on the trees, the bones left in its wake. But hearing her say it with that quiet steadiness pierced something deep in him.
For a long moment, neither spoke. Only the distant howl of the wind filled the chamber, brushing against the tall glass windows of the manor.
Then, something in Orion softened. He eased off her slowly, his weight lifting, though the tension between them did not fade. Instead, he did something unexpected… something even he hadn’t planned.
He pulled her into his arms.
Sylvara stiffened, her palms pressed against his chest. His bare skin was warm beneath her touch, his heart a heavy drum she could feel through her fingertips. “Is personal space not common here?” she said quietly, her tone almost scolding but laced with bewilderment. Her face was half-buried against his chest, her voice muffled by the heat of his skin.
“Yes, there is,” Orion said, his voice low, roughened by something he couldn’t name. “But that’s not a thing when it comes to you.”
She tilted her head slightly, her white hair brushing against his chest. “You should let me go,” she said. The words were soft, but they struck through the stillness like a blade.
“No,” Orion said simply.
The word was absolute. It wasn’t shouted, yet it carried more weight than any scream. It was the sound of a man used to control, used to claiming what he desired and never being denied.
Sylvara exhaled slowly, her lashes trembling. “Things will only get worse if nothing is done in the Frost,” she said, her tone changing, quieter, almost pleading. “You don’t understand what’s coming.”
Orion’s arms loosened slightly around her, though he didn’t let her go. “You’ve been keeping my people safe from the wild beasts,” he said, studying her face. “Even though you knew they were the reason your parents ran into the Dark Forest.”
Sylvara looked up at him, her lips parting slightly. Her voice came out faint, but steady. “My mama told me… it doesn’t matter. And I was keeping myself safe, too.”
Her words were simple, almost childlike, but they carried the kind of truth that left Orion speechless.
He stared at her, the dim firelight catching in her violet eyes. She’s too naïve to even understand… he thought. Yet something in her simplicityher quiet conviction, unraveled the walls he’d built.
For a long moment, they simply stood there, their breathing the only sound. Orion’s arms still held her close, his chest rising and falling against her cheek. His fingers brushed the back of her head without thought, tracing the strands of her dark hair.
Her scent lingered, soft, clean, something like rain on wildflowers. He could feel the pulse at her throat, quick and unsteady.
He drew back slightly, his gaze hardening. The warmth in his tone vanished, replaced by something cold and sharp. “What about your own reason, Sylvara?”
His words carried a weight far deeper than anger. Behind them lived old memories, ones he could never bury. He could still see it when he closed his eyes: his father, the late Duke, lying broken before the gates of Ebonvale; his mother, the Duchess, accused and condemned, her head raised high as the blade fell. And the people… smiling. Smiling as her blood darkened the stone beneath her feet.
Sylvara swallowed, her eyes lowering. The weight of his pain filled the room, heavy and suffocating.
“My mama said we do not repay cruelty with cruelty,” she said softly. “She said light doesn’t fear darkness… it simply outlasts it.”
Orion’s hands fell to his sides, his fingers curling slightly. He wanted to argue, to tell her she was foolish, that kindness meant nothing in a world built on blood and power. But he couldn’t.
Because when he looked at her, when he saw the faint shimmer of gold still clinging to her skin, the way she looked so breakable and yet unyielding, something inside him shifted.
“She’s too innocent,” he muttered, half to himself. But his voice lacked conviction.
Sylvara blinked, tilting her head. “You keep saying that, but you don’t really mean it,” she said. “You think I’m foolish, but I think you’re lonely.”
The words struck him harder than any sword could. His breath hitched, a muscle ticking in his jaw. He didn’t move, but his silence spoke volumes.
Sylvara gently pulled away from him, her fingers brushing his chest as she stepped back. The warmth of him lingered on her palms. “You can’t keep me here forever,” she said. “Even if you say you can.”