Chapter 41 Not all that attractive
Alessandro's POV
That night wasn't anything.
What I did with Madison wasn't just anything.
It was different from what I normally did.
For once, i had done something... different.
Something out of my curriculum.
I never pleased or pleasured women. I only fucked for my own pleasure and let them pleasure me. I didn't care about them.
Sure, I'd suck their tits while I fucked them and roughly bite their neck while I thrusted deep but that was just it.
I never went down. Fuck, I had never gone down on any woman in my life and that was the first time.
Nobody knew.
Well, except my close paddies - Stefan and Nikolai.
Speaking of Nikolai.
I glared at him as he smiled at Madison... Sweetly.
Nikolai DeMarco was known as my twin - I guess that said a lot. We were similar in so many ways but while he smiled and acted sweet while being ruthless, I frowned and glared.
Nikolai was an example of Don't Judge a book by it's cover. He was calm natured, sweet, flirty, you name it but he was the dagger. He was ten times deadly and killed like it cost him nothing... Not even an ounce of strength.
He was even more deadly than Stefan who looked tough - deep down, he was the soft, calm one. The Pacifier
"Nikolai." I frowned, glancing briefly at Madison.
Since I went down on her, I had been avoiding to spare her a glance or be around her. I was afraid of what I might do to her if I continued to get too close
Was the goal not to get her pregnant?
It was.
But somehow, it felt deeper than that.
I felt something odd.
So I was going to stall a bit.
I didn't need to stay close to her when I could watch her all night long.
I watched her from the camera installed in her room, checking if she was sore after that night. She would leap when she was inside and wince - at least for just two nights and boy did my heart clench.
After those nights, she seemed good.
"Ah, the Brute" Nikolai hailed, not seeming fazed by my facial expression.
He always said the only time I'd not look normal to him was when I was smiling or when I looked bright.
I agree.
I detested all those shiny, bubbly expressions. But those bright honey eyes - they seemed perfect.
They made me feel too dark and made brightness look okay - normal.
"Step aside." I growled at him, eyeing him.
"Brute..."
Brute was an inner cartel name just like Dagger and Pacifier. I was brutal in all my dealings. Like a beast.
"I said, step aside from her." I warned, looking at Madison who wouldn't spare me a glance anymore.
I wondered what was going through her little mind.
"You've not told her that I'm her new owner? She looked quite surprised to see me."
Her face slowly moved up, her eyes meeting mine - silently questioning me.
"She's mine." I don't break our gaze. Her eyes shimmered, then her face dropped down.
Nikolai looked between us, trying to figure out what was going on.
"Holy shit! You are the fake blind suspicious virgin that Stefan talked about then." Nikolai was always blunt too and so I wasn't fazed but when I saw her shoulder tense, I lost it.
I pulled him roughly by his arms. "I said, stay the fuck away from her. What the fuck is your problem." I stood chest to chest with him, my eyes dark.
"That's Madison, innit?" He addressed her properly.
"Yeah and she's..."
"Yours." Nikolai smirky, a sly look in his eyes.
"Not whatever you addressed her as." I completed, proving him wrong.
"You're sure that's what you wanted to say?" He raised his eyebrow at me tauntingly.
I had attempted to kill Nikolai way more than I had attempted to kill Stefan. This one just got on my nerves more.
You know what was more funny? He never learnt. He kept walking into my trap, over and over.
"I've warned you." I turned away, looking at Madison over my shoulder. "Get back to work, Maddie."
"Ouuuu, can I call her Maddie too?" Nikolai smiled up brightly at her.
"No. Hell fucking no." I frowned at him, eyeing him in disgust. "Piss off, Niko."
"I should introduce myself better." He walked up to Madison. "Let's do this again, shall we? You'd be seeing me here more often."
I clenched my jaw, glaring daggers at them. Dina had an amused smile on her lips. She knew how Niko could be too. She literally watched us grow.
"O...okay?" Madison smiled softly, looking up at him shyly.
This only made my blood boil. Why would she smile at a stranger that way?
She didn't even know him from Adam.
"I am Nikolai DeMarco, the twin brother to Don Alessandro. Fake twin though. I kind of went into the wrong womb and lost track of him, only for us to meet again. Real piece of shit, I know, but I found him, didn't I?" He smirked, stretching his hands.
His lines were smooth.
A soft laugh erupted from her lips, making my body freeze and then heat began to radiate from within. It felt like a volcano was about to explode inside of me.
My fist clenched, my eyes darker than night. Nikolai smirked at me from his shoulder, raising her hands slowly to his lips once she placed it on his for a shake
Not hesitating one more second, I gripped his shirt, jerking him back harshly.
"You sure as hell don't want me forgetting my fist in your fucking face, Nikolai." I growled at him, tugging his shirt.
"He loves me so much." Nikolai smiled at Madison who wouldn't stop smiling.
"What the fuck is so funny about the rubbish he's spewing?" I glared hard at Dina who was also smiling and then Madison. Her lips pressed into a thin line immediately.
Good.
I wanted to be the reason behind her genuine laughters and smiles.
"Let's go." I pulled Niko away, against his will. He kept trying to run away but I wasn't having it.
"I haven't even heard her voice properly. Can you at least say something more than one word?" He yelled, stretching his hands towards her.
I stopped pulling him, looking at her. Her throat bobbed up and down as she stared at me and then at him.
"See? She doesn't find you attractive" I prided, pulling him away.
Then she fucking proved me wrong. My whole body going pale.
"I hope to see you soon, Niko."
Nikolai's smile grew wide. "Maybe you're the one who's not all that attractive to her." He whispered, patting my chest.
Leaving me appalled.
She didn't just -