Chapter 17 In my head
Alessandro POV
"Then claim me"
That was all it took for me to tear off her dress, carrying her up against the wall as I kissed her neck down to her perky pink nipple.
"Oh fuck" She moaned, throwing her head back as she arched her chest forward, begging wordlessly for me to suck her boobs.
I latched on it, sucking it hungry as I thrusted my hip into her panties. A groan erupted from my lips when she grinded into me.
"I want ... I want it. I want you to fill me up with your cock, Don" she whispered in my ear.
Her fingers unbuckled my belt. I breathed heavily when she dragged down the zipper of my trouser.
No.
"Come on, claim me like an owner claims their pet." She slurred seductively in my ear, slipping her hand into my brief - slowly, carefully. She wrapped her hand around my cock, jerking it in her palm.
My cock shot up like a fucking obedient boy, answering to her touch. She pushed her hand deeper, down to the base.
I exhaled sharply, holding her hand. "No." I stopped her, opening my eyes as I stared at the fully clothed Maddie.
It was all in my head and that was how I knew I was slowly losing it. I couldn't fuck her yet.
Not when I couldn't propely control the way I reacted to her touch - my throbbing cock, especially.
"Why? Why can't you claim me?" She asked softly, her hand still lingering on my zipper.
I pulled her hand away, turning away from her. "Because -"
"How was my performance?" Her voice had returned back to normal, like she wasn't trying to seduce me. After buckling my pants tightly, I turned back to her, raising my eyebrow at her
"What performance?"
She chuckled lightly, licking her lips. "My mission is tomorrow and I am to seduce the serpent, remember?"
I scoffed in disbelief. "And you - that's how you want to fucking seduce him? Are you trying to get yourself fucked?" I dived at her, holding her chin up.
A cocky smirk danced on her lips as she looked up to me. "Were you thinking of fucking me, Don" She used a low, seductive, honey-thick voice, making my pulse quicken.
"Don't do that." I warned her, eyeing her.
"I have to get my job done and I would use any means." She challenged me, bringing my hand down from her chin. She stood on her toe, rubbing her thumb on my chin. "Even if it means fucking him. Isn't that what you want, Don?"
This time, I pushed her to the wall for real, slamming my hand on the wall, just above her head.
"You wouldn't dare."
She bit her lips, a glint of mischief in her eyes as she tilted her head from left to right.
She was fucking messing up my head mentally and she didn't even know that.
"Then get me off it." She finally spoke. "Let me -"
I held her hand on my chest, stopping her from moving them the way she was. She caused disaster with every touch of hers. She was toying with my senses.
I felt like I was on the verge of explosion.
"That's enough." I told her, pushing her hands away. "I would be watching you and so if you misbehave, you know the drill."
She scoffed. "What? You'll leave me half done?"
"Try me, Raven" I matched her glare, looking at her nipple that stood attention, calling for me.
"I don't want to do this." Her soft voice called. I bit my smile from slipping out.
Now, that was my girl.
Though I had begun to love the one that challenged me and touched me without fear but I still needed to know she still possessed human emotions.
I turned to her, looking into her soft honey eyes that lured me in. "Do you trust me?"
She bit her lips, just staring at me. She didn't need to reply for me to know what her heart wanted to say.
I inhaled sharply, clenching my jaw. "Make sure you retrieve the golden flash tomorrow."
She called my name as I walked away but I wouldn't stop. My heart ached at the silent response she gave me. What was I expecting when I had been quiet all these while when Kat bossed her around? When I had put her a lot physically and mentally?
She wasn't obligated to trust me. I was not someone to be trusted at all as I could switch up on anyone for something worth doing that. But her safety was my priority and I expected her to know that.
She should fucking know that.
"I have been calling you." She panted, placing one hand on her knee and the other out at me.
I waited for her to catch her breath, waiting to hear what she had to say.
"I was calling to tell you my reply." She rubbed her chest slowly as if to calm her breath. "Are you mad at me because I.. I couldn't give you a reply?"
I continued to stare at her, waiting for her to keep talking.
"I was thinking so I could give you the right reply. I do trust you." She smiled up at me like she had just said the most nicest thing to light up my whole world.
I frowned.
"What? You..."
I took a threatening step towards her. "I bite." I took another threatening step forward. "I kill. I shouldn't be trusted."
She shook her head, pinning her leg to the ground, not moving backward or running away from me. "But I trust you and everybody can change. Besides -"
"Not me!" I yelled, making her flinch. I swallowed, reducing my voice as I covered the space between us. "Not me, Raven. I was raised to be feared. To not break trust if need be and to not feel."
She searched my face, staring deep into my eyes. Her eyes held so much emotions - ones I didnt think I could assimilate. One that would cause an overdrive in my system. One that would mess me up.
One I should stay fucking far away from.
"How much do you trust me?" A dirty smirk appeared on my lips as I gripped her neck.
It wasn't gentle like other times. It was rough, hard, painful.
She ought to be scared of me.
Her eyes widened, fear evident in them. The fear I had created in her. The fear I wanted her to maintain so she could stay away from me; so she wouldn't steer up something that would destroy me.
"You... You're hurting me." She cried, digging her nails in my hand. Her eyes glistened with tears.
"Do you still fucking trust me?" I asked through gritted teeth, my finger feeling her frantic pulse in her throat. She shut her eyes, swallowing hard. "Madison, do you still fucking trust me?!!!!"
Why was she being so fucking stubborn with her reply.
"If you hate me so.. if you hate me so much. Why don't you just.." she trailed off, her eyes fluttered.
"...Just kill me"